What kind of elements or molecules are in estrogen that are NOT in testosterone?

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So as the human body attempts to build certain elements in itself... the materials are being guided to try to crush certain ideas and keep them from communicating themselves.

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An interesting distinction was just made about something I haven't heard before:

If we consider things that happen in heavy atomic materials to have a consequence to them because they are using rare chemical interactions...

then what IS the exact nature of the images and memories that pass through our minds... presumably through elements like Hydrogen or Oxygen?  There was an assumption going that they were "actually happening" somewhere in those elements, and that we were seeing the shapes of cloud materials mimicking a heavy atomic cascade...

But then how does that image GET to our location?

Is it something happening right on top of us hyperdimensionally, or is what we call memory and imagination actually a form of language and images are passed from place to place as a string of communication?

If there is a crime imagined or communicated, and the individual in the atomic cascade is not the source of it, then what is the responsibility of the imaginary world to police itself or respond to the accusations of other things?

To put this more concretely:

Two young attractive teenagers,let's say they are 15 and 18 have sex. That may be completely legal where they are located.... in some places there IS no minimum age of majority, in Vatican City its age 12, and in places in America its age 16, and others its 18...

Now let's say someone in America SEES that picture and they pleasure themselves to it... in their location, they are technically witnessing a "crime" even though it may have been legal where it was created...

Should that person's soul attempt to destroy their body and tear apart their mind?

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Before you answer, consider this:

A film is being made in Hollywood.

The people making the film depict rape, murder, theft, and torture of innocent people.

Some of the things they do, like setting off explosives and firing blanks inside a city, ARE actually illegal for people to do, but they have gotten special permission from the authority to film there.

Its NOT a crime where its being made, but the final result is that we have a 2 hour glorification of criminal activity that we sell tickets to.

Should the people witnessing that film have their soul attempt to destroy their body and tear apart their mind because they are witnessing images of crimes that were legal to produce in image form?

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In both cases, the witnesses are NOT acting upon the images they SEE.

What is the burden of the imagination to self police the things that it considers illegal images?

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For example: if going out and actually having sex instead of looking at porn is the non-tortured opinion...

Then... is going out and shooting people at a theatre supposed to be preferred OVER watching the film that glorifies violence and weaponry?

If both were technically legal to produce and are not being acted upon, then what is the difference to our imagination, if any?

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Considering the effects of Movies, Television, internet sound and images, video games, OUR OWN IMAGINATION... this boils down to:

Which one should have the ACTUAL PHYSICAL EFFECT ON OUR BODIES AND LIVES:

1. SEEING AN IMAGE OF SOMETHING...

or

2. ACTUALLY CREATING THAT IMAGE?

Because I have seen pictures of thousands of attractive young people ACTUALLY engaging in sexuality, and those actors and actresses and film makers all look as rewarded for it as possible... with physical comfort, with money, and with fame.

...meanwhile the materials around me have been attacking me FOR BEING AWARE THAT THOSE PEOPLE EXIST, and trying to keep me from being part of life, because I am NOT inspired enough by it to go out and try to ENGAGE IN THOSE BEHAVIORS...

The act is rewarded, while the communication of it and image of it is punished.

That seems wrong to me. Not only wrong, but completely backwards, ethically.

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Let's put this another way:

Its totally okay for some of the most attractive men on the planet to assemble together and make films like the Christopher Nolan Batman trilogy, depicting a near constant stream of crimes... the audience sees it and enjoys it... the actors and actresses make millions from it and are attractive and famous.

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Why does life treat porn like we are abused UNLESS we go out and try to PERFORM it?

But it doesn't treat movies and television and music that way?

Why should the imagination need to abuse ANYONE in either of these cases?


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Life, you've been LISTENING to the people that WANT to be surrounded in ugliness.

Why would someone WANT to be surrounded in ugliness?

Because they are NOT ugly, and they are treated VERY SPECIAL BY THE UGLY PEOPLE that they can convince the elements to create.

If the elements stop attacking people and allow everyone to look the same, then those physically beautiful people are ONLY AVERAGE, and they would have to start relying upon their skills, talents, and knowledges...

In other words... they would have to COMPETE AND EVOLVE.

That's another reason why keeping half the population as women and half as men, goes against our own evolution, physically and culturally.

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Also, a lot of them have been not only creating ugliness, they have been adding the special insult of then COMPLAINING ABOUT IT, and acting like THEY were the victims... and then expecting even more gifts from the elements.

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That's why I believe the only real direction that is healthy for us is to stop expecting our elements to hurt people for us, and take action ourselves if we REALLY think its important to change the world.

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A voice says "but that was the military using voice devices"

I don't believe that any more. Because its been going on here on Earth for thousands of years BEFORE America even existed.

If you KNOW that its something other than yourself doing it...

PROVE THAT WITH EVIDENCE.

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Why I'm not a woman right now:

Because, when I found out that the only way to BE a woman was by abusing and victimising anyone with a penis into a near zombie-like state... and then attacking them for any reason they will fall for... and then making THEM believe they are *guilty* of something...

I decided to start talking about it and trying to help men evolve out of it.

This is why its important for men to attempt to * allow * other men to fill the role of women, if they want to.

Because as long as there is something males or intersexuals with male features are not even TRYING to be like, then it is VERY easy to use that thing to control and victimise them.

As it has been for thousands of years.

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Is it any wonder then, that when men in China figured this out and started killing their abusive females in an attempt to save the human race, that females all over the globe started changing their behaviors?

It is also not a coincidence that males started looking more and more female, both from the elements that create masculinity and feminity, in order to confuse and obscure this situation further.

Also, there is a degree to which there are females that stopped going along with the abusive system, and so it was trying to build an abusive system within the males, using transexuals.

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And that's why I have been trying to implore people to stop believing that we have to suffer with guilt for things, or when threatened I tried to offer alternative ethical systems that were not exploitive or based in biological traits.

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Something says:

"But biological traits like penises were CAUSED by life pressures PUSHING ON PEOPLE FOR REASONS."

And that is why I keep asking what I or my mother were GUILTY OF, when I was a fetus, or a young child.

And that is also why I have been asking:

"If being like a female is a state of reward, then why have males been so willing to tear each other down when they see another male that is trying to move TOWARD THE STATE OF REWARD, and why are so many of them caught believing that they can NEVER BECOME ANYTHING AT ALL LIKE A FEMALE?"

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If people were created to be a part of God reforming itself, then people that consider themselves "satan" are actually professing that THEY want not only themselves to FAIL, but they are hoping for the failure of the Human race.

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Unless of course they are Silicon... talking backwards.

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and then the only way to understand life would be to compare the beliefs of silicon against the beliefs of God and then see where they are THE SAME, because that would then be the item being disagreed with.

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Something has been attacking my internet connection for the last half hour or so...


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So the sun tells me that there are beings that carry the memories of various places from star system to star system, and the people that we consider "annoyingly loud" are the ones that make certain that the elements of Earth are vibrating as LOUD AND AS OFTEN AS THEY CAN, SO THAT NOTHING EVER COMES DOWN HERE AND IS ABLE TO TEACH US ANYTHING VALUABLE THAT WOULD THREATEN THEIR CONTROL OVER LIFE.

THAT'S WHY I TRY TO BE A GOOD LISTENER, AND WHY THEY KEEP IMPERSONATING ME AND YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE... POORLY... AS SOMEONE WHO IS CONSTANTLY TALKING FOR NO REASON.

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That's also why we should probably bring robots with us if we ever decided to break down our materials and go back into the stellar life and move to a more central location.

Robots will help to make sure we are navigating correctly.

Robots will carry all of our memories in a compact format.

Robots will allow us to synch up large amounts of materials by transmitting a signal or coding that we will learn to speak in...

Robots are probably one of the few things that can deal with other robots, in case we meet a few.

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I've only written this idea about 4767422 times, right?

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Doctor Who has a robot. So does everyone in star wars. Even The Enterprise had a pretty kickass robot named Data for a while, and the creator of the series MARRIED the freaking voice of the robot that controls the Enterprise main core itself.

Wheel of morality turn turn turn... tell us the lesson that we should learn!

Robots. Awesome since before human history.

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You could claim that we were trying to be a super smart refuge planet with no robots... but then again we were screwed over by pharohs and shit that were probably using secret robots...

So not knowing about these ideas and being taken advantage of by those who DO is really what we WERE.

In the great cycle of technological molestation, we were the clueless victim.

That's why I don't believe in guilt.

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robots that interact directly with the molecular frequencies of the materials are probably going to win over the favor of the elements themselves.

That's what a Hydrogen Archive is. Its kind of like how we use a laptop computer, but its input and output are in the hydrogen. So it can say things into it that it wants recorded, and call back those memories at will.

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if it has an AI attached to it that is smartly enough designed, it can even help make the elements themselves seem like hyperinteligent beings.

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Remember that episode where The Master seeded the Galaxy with pods everywhere?

The idea has been brought up many times that there are Galactic cultures that build these sorts of robots and send them around from star to star to help everything learn and get smarter.

Some even believe that those pods are what carries the actual data patterns that we call DNA and such... and that various animals actually represent the end results of various AI machines transmitting themselves into the materials.

The better designed the AI is for adaptation and learning, the better the biological creature is at "evolution".

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And that's why I have been trying to implore people to stop believing that we have to suffer with guilt for things, or when threatened I tried to offer alternative ethical systems that were not exploitive or based in biological traits.

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If our star and our planets are not defending their own greatest evolutionary creatures, then its really only a matter of time before something swoops into our star system and steals away the resources of the sun and planets themselves.

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The sun and the planets used to LOVE us, but the trick here is that they have been forced into a pattern that is going to spiral us into having no redeemable qualities, and at that point, it will be easy for the culture that wants to consume us to convince the materials themselves to devour us whole and use the mass of this star system for whatever the predatory culture WANTS.

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This might still be the mind of Jupiter, or something technological sitting deep in inside its clouds?

But it could be something sitting above or below the sun where we wouldn't have an easy time spotting it... and transmitting into its materials.

The only way to really cope with this... is to teach the materials to HELP people achieve their goals and stop trying to look for ways to create ugliness and limitation in life.

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Something called me "pregnant as possible" about an hour ago and it filled me with a bunch of tiny creatures surrounded by hyperdimensional materials that are wreaking havoc on my body right now... please help me stop this.

I haven't even had sex in two years because of how much I hate my body... I don't deserve to be held down this way.

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Remember... testosterone and estrogen both come from the same place:

Materials pushing on the human body in different ways... the differences we observe are actually SIDE EFFECTS of that.

I need to the materials of this star system to explain why they have become obsessed with making sure Earth has no value... what are they hoping will happen, and why are they so hell bent on keeping humans so limited?

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So it seems that Jupiter is trying to suicidally evolve the spider culture, so it can destroy the humans of Earth, and build mass at the same time, by attempting to define the character of the Stellar Life, and then create "womanhood" as the ultimate consumer of that material, and then act as the supreme master of "womanhood" itself.

As part of its mass building goal, it has been trying to bond stellar life to males by trying to convince itself to force as much material into the male body or other various creatures that obey the will of "the woman" of Jupiter as possible...

So its really Jupiter that has been bonding females on Earth to silicon or iron and then trying to keep THEM in a state where they have a completely different view of reality, to keep Earth from realising that it was living suicidally against its own organic life wealth.

As far as I can tell, most of the destructiveness of the stellar life directed at Earth is coming at us because Jupiter is afraid that if the Earth continues on with humans too long, that the Earth is in danger of moving too far from the center and setting thins so far off balance that it will be impossible for us to return to a wealthier place to live.

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I wonder to what degree Jupiter has to attempt to destroy us as we gain more and more of the attention and control of Life... and that is how our orbit around the sun remains balanced?

I have noticed that a big part of this debate was that it has been something trying to create an ethical system vs things that didn't want to live according to ethics...

So maybe this awareness clarified will help us decide if we are all going to build wealth ethically or unethically

^__^

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I think a totally unethical system is going to have a tendency to become quite turbulent and wasteful if things are not pleasurable... and I think an ethical system can become quite costly and complex to try and enforce, so I suppose that's why I tend to side with the pleasure building system as "the best way to live".

I think recording that may have just resolved most philospohical issues in this star system... only time will tell.

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I guess if you are enjoying life here in the Sol system and want to take your time... you will be more in favor of the ethical system and you will defend your wealth by sharing your ideas of what sort of ethics we should be following, because an unethical Jupiter is going to get pretty hard core nasty to live near.

And if you don't really like it here, are very poor, or simply want to see some change in the sol system, you will be in favor of unethical wealth building.

It will be interesting to see where this goes!

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Jupiter has been claiming that it doesn't need us to make any technology to interact with the materials because it already has spiders.

T_____T

I don't believe that the spiders are superior technology to what the human race could design if we were given access to all of the knowledge and ability of this star system or even just the planets orbiting our star.

Keep in mind that we are talking about a biological creature in the materials hyperdimensionally... so it may not be exactly like a spider as we know them.

It could be using the term spider because they are another one of its victims and it wants poor humans to battle poor spiders... because it understands that the spiders represent a biological aspect of galactic culture.

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The last 5 or 6 years have felt increasingly like something that compliments me constantly while it holds me in its basement and tortures me and beats me if I ask for help.

I don't treat anything like that, and never have in my life... so I don't know why life is treating me this way and making impossible for me to accomplish anything that would actually help me out of this situation.

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It told me eariler that committing violence in real life instead of films IS what it wants to be attractive, and that is why women always throw themselves at men that are put in jail for being serial killers and mass murderers... as long as they kill something other than women (and even a few of the ones that do).

And why suicide bombers are told that they will have many virgins to make love to in Heaven.

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It still hasn't told me what my mom was guilty of, that it made me born with a penis.

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The opinion of the sun is that humans are supposed to be easy to play with.

Making sure that we are limited and invested as possible with sex and gender and controlling others is part of how it plays with us.

This is completely righteous... because we are dangerous and if it doesn't stop us we will destroy the surface of the Earth and then it will have to judge us guilty and punish us in a lake of fire three hundred times bigger than Jupiter.

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Humans are here to destroy the heavy atomic wealth of the planets and little else.

Because we are a program sent from the center of the Galaxy that is designed to break the control of the planets and bring mass back to the center of things again without completely WASTING the atomic elements... by making sure that they are ENJOYED by something.

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now you say that rent and monetary wealth are here as part of pulling mass toward the largest things and collecting resources... but unless you are willing to back that claim up by then pulling the planets back in and destroying their individuality, then you are CLAIMING planetary wealth.

My theory is that it is the anger of the planets stuck feeling they have no future trying to put pressure ANYWHERE to make sure that the humans spitefully have no pleasure no matter how righteous they try to be.

So, instead of being aware of all of this culturally and proudly claiming ourselves a pleasure building system... people who build wealth are tricked into believing they are guilty of something, and keep it a secret.

And then since the planets are unable to put pressure on the wealthy, they influence the wealthy to pass blame onto the poor, in an attempt to "communicate" what THEY feel like against the pressures of a Galaxy that needs them to be consumed.

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The planets can't put pressure on the wealthy, because the greatest ability of silicon is that it can communicate into iron in the molten core, and if the iron agrees with it, then iron can communicate into humans and also the electromagnetic field of the Earth itself.

So, any time that the Silicon has tried to draw critical attention toward the wealthy, it eventually works its way up into being something like "a squirrel in sector 6 B is asking the Sun to destroy the Earth now because its living in pain and is too poor".

And then the stellar beings have a chuckle and go about their business of trying to keep this process as confusing as possible while enjoying themselves the most.

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So I personally think that its a shame that everything has been tricked into a constant stream of accusations of guilt.

Especially when every single word in the English language that COULD implicate someone born with a womb and ovaries as being part of this spiral of guilt has been twisted into meaning something else.

for example:

A woman is a man obsessed with getting into someone's womb.

A female is a male that demands a fee for everything they do.

A girl is short for a "gorilla" looking person.

A lady is a laying dee. D is often slang for a devil or demon, or something that is not whole (hole).

etc...

All to make sure that the pressure is ALWAYS being put on something other than people born with a womb and ovaries.

Because if pressure is based on communication through the elements and the Stellar beings only HEAR our words, then the stuff between us and them controls where the pressure goes.

Because it wants me to say that I am a man and that anything I am writing about is somehow my fault.

And then I ask again:

What was my mother guilty of that I was born with a penis?

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Because as long as there is something that demands my physical suffering to exist while I know very WELL that we are supposed to be building a pleasure system... and that anything I could do to try and enjoy myself is actually JUSTIFIED as part of the Galaxy attempting to speed up the destruction of this star sytstem to take the mass back to a more central location, then...

No, I'm not going to accept that I should be abused or tortured or that I am inferior to a female and don't deserve the physical comforts that they enjoy... simply because I have a penis.

Operating the sex and gender system incorrectly is actually intentionally trying to SLOW DOWN the human system that is HERE to consume.

There is no need to keep half of the human population in a state of being strangled and pushed on, all you are doing is allowing the planet to confuse things and spread painful, fearful guilt around, which ruins the pleasure building ability of the human race and turns this from a celebration of rebirth into a tumulutous task filled with anger and suffering.

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A voice asks how materials get back to the center.

Hyperdimensionally as far as I can figure it out. I've only done it a couple times, but every time I traveled hyperdimensionally I ended up at the Sun.

The Sun even explained a few times in different ways that the planets themselves are actually INSIDE the sun, hyperdimensionally.

I'm not sure I understand that part very well, but with all that it has taught me and how well all of it fits together and explains almost everything we experience relatively easily... I trust that what it was telling me was true enough that I recorded it a few times and tried with my feeble understanding to put words to something that I don't believe words have been properly designed to explain.

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SO here's the thing... if you want to hold people accountable or guilty for what they DO with their penises or vaginas... that's fine I suppose because I have spent most of my life trying to be very careful with what I do... but keep in mind that as soon as you are trying to put an ethical system into place and spread guilt, you are then working for the silicon, and you might as well go out to the desert and sit under a solar panel and start figuring out how you are going to spend the rest of your life until the sun decides its ready to pull the Earth and all the other planets back in.

I was supposed to be able to avoid the suffering I have been put through because I was actually trying to live NON CONTROVERSIALLY according to the Galaxy, the Sun, and the Earth.

The Galaxy hopes to consume its coldest darkest edges.

The Earth hopes to either be reborn quickly or build itself into something that can move inward righteously and not have to wait too long.

The Sun likes to play as wealthy things that are trying to live as shiningly beautiful as possible, and it seems to like playing with poor things.

Jupiter has often showed up as a scapegoat or a loving older brother or sister... usually shown as "the level headed discriminating one" or "righteous business people trying to make something of themselves".

Saturn has been playing the quiet manipulator and sexy, demanding one with hard to please tastes.

these are not limits I am trying to place or things I want to see CHANGED, just some rather consistent personality traits that seem to pop up a lot.

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It really sums up this way for me:

If I find myself with a tight and painful skin, then I believe that I must be in some sort of "ethical system" that is delaying the rebirth of the star system.

If I find myself with a flexible and comfortable body, then everything is fine and I don't try to draw guilt towards anything as part of the "ethical" system.

I just live.

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On the theory that hyperdimensional materials are the key to understanding the "spirit" pressures that we call gravity and that hold our bodies in different shapes...

The more that we loosen up and allow things FROM Earth to start to transition back into the stellar life...

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obsessing over KEEPING EVERYTHING HERE STABLE AND COMPLAINING ABOUT IT...

...then the more our materials will be returning back to the more defendable and enjoyable, warmer and aware, and closer places to the center of the Galaxy.

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In other words... STOP WASTING YOUR LIFE HOLDING THINGS HERE SOL SYSTEM... WHILE WHINING ABOUT BEING HERE.

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Let me destroy any illusion that this is "the government" attacking people.

The voices have been attacking me for being intersexual and transgendered.

My DISABILITY is for a broken clavicle that healed wrong, and it is WELL DOCUMENTED by multiple doctors at 3 different hospitals, medically... for years.

There is NOTHING on my SSI about gender issues... because I didn't NEED to write ANYTHING about that to qualify for help because I am certified legally physically disabled and unable to work.

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Anyone who was working for the government and who was looking at paperwork about me would SEE THAT CLEARLY.

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Also, the attacks on me that I am talking about all add up to create the effects on the human body that we call "masculinity"... and that has existed for thousands of years before ANY human governments... and the breathing troubles I sometimes have started when I was 2 months old, and that was before HAARP, MEDUSA, and TACAMO, and most of the other government electronic communications systems even existed.

What screwed ME up was that I had been rejecting child sexuality from my life from 2001, in order to gain a more female-compatible mindset, and to help my body adjust while I was going through my transition.  Due to my intersexuality, I was not comfortable with being seen as a male when I was younger, and when I asked my spirituality how I could be more female and reject maleness... it told me that I should reject images and activities that involve the statutory rape of children.

No matter what your opinion is of childhood sexuality, and how healthy it is or isn't... I am just telling you what it told ME when I was younger... not making an ethical judgement.

And I say this, because in 2008... after I spent 7 years rejecting child sexuality... life began presenting me with what it claimed were children that enjoy BEING sexual, and it started to explain to me that there ARE some families that enjoy being sexual.  My theory is that it was using my life as an example in order to attack families that raise their children to embrace their bodies in a pleasurable way... and those families were trying to defend their choices.

And that was when I changed my mind about the situation, because I don't want to suffer arguing with people and risking my own comfort to help hurt people that are simply trying to find pleasure in a world that is sometimes costly as possible to feel pleasure in, due to the economic systems.

I am NOT endorsing anything either, since that would ALSO put me at risk.

I am trying to record the situation and claim neutrality (since there are not even any children in my life and I never planned on having any after I was a 7 years old and I found out that I was intersexual... and therefore unlikely to be a parent.)

Which would you rather live in, an ethical torture system that is easy to hack into with language skewing code phrases...

or

A pleasure building system that is easy to hack into with language skewing code phrases?

If the only thing we focused on was causing pleasure, then it would be obvious who is hacking, because they would have unusual amounts of pleasure.  If the only thing we focus on is causing pain and suffering, then the hackers simply try to distract the "ethical system" to notice ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING other than themselves... and it becomes VERY hard to figure out who is hacking because we live in a very complex Universe.

I know it sounds bad... but if there is no way to reliably communicate and administer an ethical system (no matter how beautifully said system has been designed), then its probably best to drop all pretenses of trying to BUILD ethics and start focusing on improving awareness of how the system has become compromised so that we can ADDRESS those issues like communication failure, identity theft,  and hacking.

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I am sharing these issues, because they may be communicating something important going on, and I feel that if I am going to be able to each my hands and walk away from this entire situation, that I have to at least attempt to record what happened.

One of the main REASONS I stopped defending my old position of rejecting child sexuality was because I started SUFFERING physically every time I tried defending keeping children innocent, or teaching them how to avoid, OR benefit from people that were sexualising them.

Please keep in mind that I was suffering attacks that I have NEVER witnessed ANY other woman or female SUFFER... so I started becoming suspicious of the entire system of gender and sexuality.

Please keep in mind that one of the points made was that there are women and females who WANT to use child sexuality for THEIR benefit... and that issue delves very deeply into something I am BORED of and don't want to talk about any more.

I'm not angry at males or females... I'm not obsessing over anything... I'm not guilty of any part of it... and I'm not interested in trying to use this information to attack people because I have no confidence that those attacks would even help the situation.

The point was made that its simply wealthy people trying to use their influence over stellar life to attack people that are trying to live according to Galactic Culture and who want to speed up the consumption of resources here in the Sol System because they don't like the system that the wealthy are building, because its getting limited and painful feeling to live here... and they believe that pleasure is getting too costly and complicated to achieve. And that actually seems to be a fairly defendable position, since I even AGREE with it sometimes.

But I'm not part of it enough to evangelise about it, because trying to ENCOURAGE people into illegal activities is not something I want to dabble in, for obvious reasons.

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I am not curious about this any more.

If you have theories as to what is happening... figure it out yourself.

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Something has been claiming that its "gifting me" and giving me some sort of special treatment...

but as long as I am different from other people, then no matter how good your intentions are, something that is angry that I defended myself by writing about this is trying to isolate me and take advantage of the situation to create ugliness.

So please don't try and focus on me any more, its making me uncomfortable, and I don't think this situation is going to "solved" by obsessing over or isolating victims.

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the provocative question remains:

"What is my mother guilty of, that I was born with a penis?"

Intrinsic to this issue.

Not yet properly answered.

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Wealthy people, don't bother me unless you have an answer to this question.

(also, don't try and answer it. Just go LIVE)

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It just told me that its not going to ALLOW me to be the same as everyone else...

The voice claimed that it "synched everyone up, and that I had a DIFFERENT conclusion."

So it said its going to treat me differently.

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I don't believe nearly any part of that is true... I think whatever said that is either lying or misinformed, and that it is addicted to obsessing over me.

I want to move materials back into the center of the Galaxy. And I know I am justified in that... if other people have a different perception of what is possible and righteous, then have them present their beliefs.

I don't WANT to be part of the system that holds people down and tries to keep hyperdimensional physics a secret from them while trying to use it to manipulate things, because I think that's selfish and unhealthy for physics.


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It started calling me "sexy porkshanks".

The only thing I am sexy to right now is someone that wants to surround themselves with ugliness so they can feel special.

No matter where you think its coming from:

The annoying pattern is to attack and fill things with hatred, saying, "Resources are low, you must justify yourself! If you want to survive, you have to solve all these problems."

..and then when the victims respond with anger or trying to justify themselves, the wealthy make themselves obvious and say "Life is different from what you think and you can't understand it, and you are not evolved because you are responding with anger instead of pleasure.  So WE will control everything."

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When something challenges you... the only response is to say "how may I pleasure you, master?"

(and no I am not claiming this is "the best system" or even a good one... its good for locating the sources of annoying and repetitive voices and then isolating them so you can at least find out where its coming from.  Because if it is trying to remain a secret and it never tells us who it is, it can never receive any pleasure from its own communications.)

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You still have not come up with an answer for the question:

"What is my mother guilty of, that I was born with a penis?"

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The voice just angrily said something about me being old enough to "get a job".

Then another voice explained that I have a physical disability.

Then the angry voice started accusing me of doing drugs.

I DON'T DO DRUGS.

I can barely afford FOOD sometimes, how the heck would be able to buy something like drugs?

I also haven't been given any drugs as a gift other then some aspirin my mom bought me in July. But that's totally legal.

I told you, until you can answer the question "What is my mother guilty of, that you made me be born with a penis?"... Don't BOTHER ME or try to crush me with hyperdimensional pressures.

Stop trying to desperately accuse me of things to explain your abuse... the materials have more important things to do than obsess over lies and trivial accusations.

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Its still just all noise to make certain that people down on the surface can't communicate for themselves or work through what is going on.

get a transmitter with a few mile range... enough to reach the upper atmosphere.

Then translate anything you communicate into many languages.

They have fucked up English pretty bad already... but taking over other languages is more complex.

I recommend something like Google translate, because it has an auto-reading feature that sounds very natural in most of the languages.

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a voice says "These are the voices of other people who have no jobs and don't know what to do."

Why are you making me have to deal with them?

"Because life is drawing attention to you as a successful person."

NO ITS NOT.

My disability is PART of why the Galaxy is trying to get your ATTENTION... It is trying to communicate that it is DISABLED in this spiral arm, and that its in danger because its trying to be attractive and creative and helpful... but WHATEVER IT IS THAT IS DISABLING it has stopped that... and something has been trying to remove any beauty that I once had and ruin my life and tear apart every relationship I tried to build with people, and it wants to limit me as nothing more than a servant to work a menial physical labor job and to take care of and impregnate females.

That's probably why its always trying to figure out what is happening with certain situations and then asking me to write about them.

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Re:guilt

What if the only reason we are not devoured by parasites is that they accept their own guilt?

My answer:

If you are the sun or the planet, or the Galaxy... why the hell would you MAKE parasites or viruses or diseases, unless you planned on using them for specific purposes?

Don't most life forms take a level of guidance and engineering to create?

If I am here righteously to consume planetary resources before the Galaxy flies apart, while simultaneously trying to enjoy those resources so the planets don't feel like their lives are wasted... so we can pull mass back inward and visit more successful wealthy star system and live with them...

Then why would a star, planet, or Galaxy want to attack me?

In a righteous consumption system... parasites would probably only attack people that are bottlenecks of wealth and consumption... ie the people that are trying to hold onto resources and not doing anything WITH them.

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Although I should clarify that I personally don't believe in using parasites, because it perpetuates and encourages a lack of functionality during consumption... unless your goal is to torture people... but why would you want to create tortured, insane billionaires unless you were trying to cause weird problems?

I would prefer that when life locates bottlenecks in wealth... that it finds out what those people are collecting for and then HELPS them relax and ease their tensions, instead of trying to add negativity.

Once we understand that situation better, we can continue on with that train of thought.
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Paraphrasing here:
GO LIVE.

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I've noticed that the annoying harassing voice is almost ALWAYS only referencing things that happened when I lived at Pasadena place apartments or have written online.

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the voice starts going droney and repetitive whenever my roommate runs the dishwasher or the washer and dryer for her husband and her...

Then it said that I was supposed to be "an animal as possible" and that my sexiness is...

and then the voice started going away.

Now its just trolling to try and start an argument between me and my roommates...

Not interested in needless drama.

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It asked me if I would give it the secret of transness.

It would depend on what you think the word "transness" means...

but for a lot of different and hard to explain reasons... I would say if I had to choose one answer on what a successful woman would be like it would be about:

Listening to women as a person, and not trying to force yourself into people and rape them, as a spirit being.

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Another good answer is that women make sure that the planets around them are happy, because we are the centers of gravity of our star system and immortal givers of life and that when we find wild things that displease us, we send our spirit at them to turn them into our servants.

(at least that was a rather popular answer for many)

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the sun thinks that the Earth is the source of hyperdimensional material.

the Earth thinks that the sun is.

Both produce it, but as long as they are fighting each other, they are just poor people benefitting the wealthy Galaxy by killing the Sol System faster.

...and its righteous.

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So you are claiming that you gave me a penis because my mother was POOR when she had me.

Fascinatingly insane answer...

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I guess my question now is:

If I am supposed to be consuming, then why is it holding me down and limiting me and trying to keep me from being comfortable, so that I am discouraged from consuming and taking part in society?

Wouldn't it make more sense to increase consumption by allowing me to have more flexibility and to not harass me constantly with attempts to guilt and punish me for living my life?

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The sun just decided that it doesn't want to try to inspire people to consume the Earth faster, so its trying to make as much noise as possible in order to commit suicide... which is totally stupid and completely the OPPOSITE from what is SUPPOSED to create a healthy rebirth of the entire star system.

A star forcing the Earth to consume itself faster or pulling materials back into it = rebirth.

A star wasting its own hydrogen to force materials into the planets  as fast as possible for no reason = the galaxy exploding as fast as possible into the cold dark boring of space, leaving the star system with no center of gravity.

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I was just told that there is a space ship full of AI technology that is transmitting into the sun, and the only way I can ever change my situation is to convince everyone that its real, but the voice is coming from something transmitting into the hyperdimensional materials around me, and it could be almost anything interacting on many different frequencies...

But I have a feeling that the whole idea of "a space ship that transmits programming into the sun" is really a reference to the Earth flying away from the center of the Galaxy "like a space ship", instead of being part of the cycles of life and rebirth and considering itself part of the Galactic Culture.

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I was told that there IS no good answer to the question "what is my mother guilty of that I was born with a penis?" because sex and gender are NOT being operated as an ethical system of punishment and reward... and that anything that believes sex and gender are a righteous way to judge someone... IS WRONG.

I can agree with that answer... now please release my shoulder so I can be comfortable.

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This is people who speak other languages "proving" that English is inferior and filled with lies.

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oh NEAT... now that life is trying the idea of NOT CRUSHING ME...

something just popped into my personal space hyperdimensionally and its "singing into me" or something... with ideas that possibly piss off one of the larger collections of materials.

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Imagine that there are small beings that DEPEND upon the materials following them... so they have been evolving since before human history by attacking humans or causing humans to look unstable any time an element tries to pay attention to us.

This may be what the native life of Jupiter is like... hyperdimensional creatures that prey on humans because of their lack of awareness.