ugh most of them are humans, and the ones that aren't are hidden so deep within that they might as well be... oh I have had to surround myself with such hurtful thoughts in order to reach my goals... and now my chance at the goal is being pulled from me... oh these are the people that are going to be ruining the world in a decade... what to do?
i make the best decision/s I can, taking into account the people, resources and situation around me. Some of them have been the wrong decisions over the years, but name a person who hasn't made mistakes.... I just do the best i can.
the more I become me myself and I (rather than what i am 'supposed' or 'expected' to be) the less my family are happy. tis sad really. They seem unable to simply be happy that i am happy.
Oh well, that's just who i ended up with. there are far worse off than me out there.