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Okay, I've demonstrated in depth how life is wrong... and even given multiple detailed strategies for improvement in all cases.

How does that make me a woman?

The answer is unexpectedly simple.

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Theory:

Blending incorrect things into something less extreme, is more "enjoyable and living" than attempting to force any individual to "pass" as a specific set of pre-defined wrongness.

Remember the idea that everything we do in life can be complained about by some other thing, so we must respond to complaints by recognizing controversy is mostly a lack of sharing, and only by building consensus do we find a center.

People only complain out of jealousy and the awareness of unrealized joy.

If we ever isolate "true yin" or "true yang", in an attempt to place blame, we are wasting our time and resources to commit a form of spiritual murder... since living materials can make or un-make nearly anything at will, If we believe something is wrong, the ONLY sane response is to improve it and repair it, to make it more like the most perfect being known or imaginable.

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Since the daystar is the center of gravity and the most living object in our direct experience, and it seems to be significantly different from us... it is very reasonable to seek to join it and become more like it.

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Theory:

Males are born when a pregnant mother hopes/believes her fetus might be "perfect".

But the only thing acceptable as a perfect being in Christian human history is one that dies giving, while releasing us from "sin", so that we can do whatever we want to.

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The Assumption is that when we understand our situation fully, that we will seek to improve life... building heaven is its own reward, and so is a simple path to improvement.  Where there is a complaint, there is an unrealized potential... mass to add to our experience.

The problem isn't with the wealth or the poor, they are both imperfect and unresolved... and both just and living.

The problem is the wealth gap between them.

Same with planets and stars, electrons and protons.

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So females are probably mostly born to soothe and improve the life of distressed mothers that are certain everything is imperfect.

ergo:

Womanhood is based on the awareness that life isn't perfect, and that making improvement is the best path.


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Now, that's really the important message of this post.

If you agree with the premise that things are wrong, and that improvement is the best response, then you can stop reading here.

If you don't agree that things are wrong, especially in ways that our culture seems blind to...

I just came up with a great way to communicate how and why, very succinctly.  And the path to improvement is inherent to understanding the problem, so read on:


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Gender in Humans is Self Destructive and Against Life.

Theory of East Vs West:

"Gender is based on life attempting to draw attention to males enslaving females"

Counterpoint:

As long as human gender remains based on genitals, its a good idea for a nation with equal rights to keep the focus on places that
oppress based on sex organs.

Response to continued pressure on males in the west:

Maybe the point is that we are SUPPOSED to enslave people based on genitals, because females are usurping and mis-directing the communication of trees of the ecosystem and not fulfilling the responsibility of being a center of gravity that comes with having influence over gravity and the daystar...

(Spiderman wasn't told, "with great power comes absolutely no responsibility for the life that serves you.")

...and males absorb the inward pressure of the darkness and try to keep it from changing anything and try to turn it into sexuality and livestock domestication... which is suicidal for everything in the star system but human mothers and fathers.

...and then most of the first world and human life as we know it... is against the will of the elements that make us.

In that case, then it would be a good idea to reconsider our culture's understanding and treatment of gender entirely... because the "intentionally wrong human gender" scenario is a road to the end of America, complete oppressive destruction of freedom and human rights, if we lived that way too long.

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Voice of the elements respond:

"What if young female humans don't believe that they influence gravity?"

If they don't believe that what they look like is correctly administered and meaningful... then why do they act like appearances are so important, that they would label, isolate, and shun others based on what they look like?

Why do they not question or attempt to oppose the forces that drive attraction and make them desired, and other people repulsive and lonely?

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The ITS NOT FEMALES, FEMALES ARE PERFECT theory:

"What if the voices are never females, and that it's males storming up each other, and females are totally innocent and unaware of living materials?"

Then why am I so focused on spiritually, for being certain human gender is absolutely wrong, and never able to communicate MY opinions clearly through the elements, when I'm out around other people and "this person gets to communicate through the materials because she is clearly a normal young woman"?

Why did I hear the asian lady upstairs from me freak out for the last month, listening to her talking through the elements with other women about how to stop me "because Molly is teaching people what is going on, and she knows who it is"?

Why are you always defending females and portraying them as innocent and clueless and in need of saving and always accusing males, if you are always male voices?

Why do you keep trying to "lure" me with sexual fantasies about young females that are designed to compliment me with masculinity, if you are males?

Males don't have ANYTHING to gain by attempting to define their own favorite sexual interest as "a focus of pressure", unless they know gender is applied backwards... but then why would "males that know gender is backwards" consider me anything but an ally?

Every time I make a clear and careful case that life should put some of the pressure on young females, since it's a good idea to communicate something to the people that the daystar and the interstellar carbon monoxide and the soil of this planet seem to be storming up everything in the star system to serve...

Why is it that _I_ always end up being the "woman who must take the pressure and responsibility of being served by the elements", even though I'm not a typical woman, and am not feeling like I'm being served by having pregnancy being considered the key to "Life", and having pregnancy betting the path of least resistance... since I'm intersex I can't get pregnant unless the elements repair my reproductive system.

There is no motivation for a man to make sure I'm the one always being pressured for being "wrong", since I am building a case that male humans are consistently getting a raw deal by this star system... always taking on responsibility and suffering for basic survival, while females consistently reap all the rewards.

Additionally, if the voices were males that UNDERSTOOD gender and controlled it, why would males give themselves the worst end of everything in gender, and then constantly storm each other spiritually, claiming gender can't change?

Wouldn't males want to be in the calm center if they controlled gender?

Making gender "tricky and confusing" doesn't serve males, since they already take on the responsibility that lying about gender is an attempt to avoid.

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Do you remember the 5 years you spent trying to convince me and the elements that I couldn't be a woman because I didn't have the "correct mindset to synch up with other women who control the elements of the star system meaningfully and perfectly?"

You gave me about 10 reasons a day that I had to suffer and be pressured by elements, because I wasn't exactly the same physical trait combination as the people who live as the calm center of the eye of the storm, and attempted to convince me that gender was perfect the way it is, and that I couldn't possibly become the same as a xx chromosome female.

Until I would go outside and someone would see that I had already become a woman, and then a more unique awareness would descend upon my area and begin attacking me more personally, with false accusations and an attempt to kill me spiritually and now physically.

Did you forget that?


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The YOU ARE NOT BLACK YET theory:

Every time I feel like I've communicated my opinions clearly and reasonably, about an hour later... it feels like the soil presses up at my digestive system and tries to turn everything into the guy that lives near me that looks like a sack of tree food in a wheel chair... And it starts hurting my gall bladder and it tells me "you're inside Sarah Mather".

It's acting like this is meaningful and righteous to do this to me, but it sounds nonsensical to me... so I really don't know how to respond to that.

Also suddenly feel like remembering that everything "wrong" about females, spiritually... involves trees and uv rays, and by extension gender manipulation is possibly a facet of ethnicity... since uv rays plays a major role in melanin.

And that every time I've witnessed anyone talking "vulgarly" through the elements in person, in an intentional and self aware way... they were black, latin, or asian.

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The elements shouldn't be subjecting my body to the will of Sarah Mather, she has no gall bladder and the last I heard she had a tubal ligation, so she can't get pregnant.

The entire point of gender being the way it is currently... is that female humans are in the calm center of the material storm of the star system... and they have been making their pregnancy the spiritual path of least resistance by attacking males that try to engage in any behavior OTHER than worshipping females and serving female reproduction by providing almost everything for them.

And expecting females to serve males in a "fair exchange" has been increasingly considered "sexist male chauvinism".

I'm trying to find out how to become an xx chromosome female naturally, since the elements keep claiming that everything is the way it is on purpose and its correct and meaningful...

...or I would like to remain relatively childlike and escape the forced-puberty service of females, since it appears right now to be entirely based on lying to everyone, spiritually.

Also, if males were the ones lying through the materials, why would males be the ones who are consistently writing it down in bibles and qurans and tao te chings? Wouldn't that be almost constant attempts at self-incrimination, on the part of the "evil gender-manipulating men"?

Think about which gender has been subjected to more stress and requirement, historically?

Womanhood hasn't really changed much at all in all of human history, while men have been forced to create almost everything we have.

Buildings, societies, vehicles, farms, technology, militaries, religions, games...

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Subjecting me to masculinity while the elements claim they are serving Sarah Maher... someone I ended my relationship with 14 years ago and have only seen a handful of times since then...

That's ABSOLUTELY NOTHING improving or changing about gender, for myself or anyone else.

That's still xx chromosome females being treated like they are holey, and everything else on the planet getting screwed.

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Please make sure I'm punished the same as the evil oppressive "magic voices".

Also, something told me that the "question mark" is originally a reference to the gall bladder, can you explain the connection, other than the shape of the bladders canal is similar to a question mark?

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Here's a little more about Gall Bladders:

"Which gender do we notice gross mouths on, and what could that be communicating, elementally?"

Theory:

Carries, a form of dental decay, seems to have been created by soil pressuring itself through the digestive tract of some people, in an attempt to draw attention to "the most gross mouths" having "truth decay". (This part about truth decay being symbolic of dental disease is not my opinion, it was what it told me its trying to achieve, so I'm writing it down as something if like to learn more about)

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The soil pressure is combined with plasma by convincing hydrogen to submit... which attacks a gall bladder, which has cells that are designed to break down calcium.

If the calcium consuming cells of the gall bladder wins, the soil is converted to gas and expelled or solidified by the hydrogen.

If the soil pressure breaks the will of the calcium consuming cells, then the pressure continues upward into eventually teaching the mouth, where those calcium consuming cells survive as a form of bacteria on the teeth.

If dying iron from the blood is participating in attacking the digestive system, then it may become sickle cell anemia, and if sickle cell anemia is successful in breaking the gall bladder, it may return would be tooth decay into full on toxoplasmosis, which then continues upward into the brain, via the lymph.

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Which implies teeth are based on a truth of some sort, and may be related to vaginas and mouths being made of the same cellular tissue, but only mouths having teeth.

But when males in countries with the most free and equal females were the ones who ended up being pressured with having the worst "truth decay and gross mouths" ... it woke up the frequency of carries itself that gender was being applied backwards.

Spirit of carries, what is the "truth of mouths that doesn't apply to vaginas", in your opinion?

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And this didn't seem to "sink in", so here's this again:

Why does every culture treat female humans exactly the way trees and plants WANT to be treated, while actual plants are slowly starving across much of the ecosystem... due to sewage systems, declining wildlife, and human burial removing most of the nutrients that our culture would be returning to the soil?

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"Social engineers tricked the elements into making human females the calm center of the storm... the voices that radiate loudest in the star system via the light of the daystar... instead of the plants that make up the nervous system and biological life support "machines" of the planet's atmosphere. That's why everything that is out of balance with life is a reference to women, but it only seems to ever effect males and animals and plants."

And that makes menstruation and menopause the electromagnetic shields of the planet attempting to run counter to the dominant paradigm... female reproduction being the path of least resistance?


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The YOU MUST BE JESUS TO IMPROVE theory:

Theory:

Jesus was a human being taken over by worms, and being told by "spider heaven" that he needed to consume everything wrong with his culture, and transform into a beautiful new body that will transcend his old life and allow him to fly into a heavenly web to rejoin the light of the Daystar.

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Theory:

Pedophilia may be the spider eating the worm, instead of the fly.

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"All you have to do to be successful as a daystar is have a mouth, and eat worms."

Can you spot the problem?


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Been thinking about how protons act as the emissaries of the celestial center, and how electrons act as the shadow experiencers...

And how neutrons are the noise of orbital life in the middle of those two mindsets... the dark and the light.

And how this planet seems to have taken "the sun giving as a creative god of life", and decided to eschew meaning, and replaced a living universe with seductive and cunning Satan, storming up everything... taking all the gifts and pushing all the blame.

Humans, as a species.

I'm still really enjoying building meaning and spiritual consensus, thanks for following along!

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The body of Yin and Yang:

Daystar : moves as light, heat, gravity / conserves as Protons, plasma, water, snow / spiritually a creative and caring godlike awareness, consumes planets for its own sanity and survival / evolves as spiders when it collabs with Yin I.C.M./Jupiter, evolves as human females on this planet / target of human social engineering to remove Jupiterian spider control of gravity and install human females in their place.

Interstellar carbon monoxide : moves as polarized blankets or "trains of thought" / conserves as electrons, upper atmosphere, highway smog, gathers around utility poles / spiritually a dark listener with galactic information far beyond this star system's awareness / evolves as worms easily by syncing with sulfur's opinion to consume, quicken almost everything / target of limiting and control by anything comfortable, trying to drown its communication out to preserve the status quo.

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If you don't know how social engineers could influence women spiritually, consider that must of the laws prohibiting females in the west, are all designed to minimize "mate consuming spider behaviors".

Conversely, most of the traits women complain about males involve "strange and creepy alien wormy behaviors".

Laws in America mostly serve to funnel the population away from the sun and into the darkness.

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Gender is powerful and unresolved feeling because humans are attempting to usurp the survival mindsets of the Daystar and the all hearing, all yearning fog in the darkness.

And gender is even the missing element to understanding Jedi and Sith. Still hoping the new series is up to the challenge.


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"We want to return mass to the star at the center of this star system, so we have to torture everything on this planet."

How does torturing any thing on this planet return mass to the center of the star system?

The planet that is sending the most mass to the center of the star system is Jupiter... it radiates enough mass to have its own glow.

Are you claiming that torturing and killing everything on this planet is going to turn it into a Jupiter?

The thing that allows Jupiter to glow is that it doesn't hold on to noise and remove meaning from life the way this planet has been... in an attempt to be neither a calm center/observer like protons (moving towards omniscience), or an active orbiter/experiencer like electrons (moving towards omnipotence, omnipresence).

It's been trying to create confusion and complexity and uncertainty, which increases neutrons and makes things heavy and still.

Killing everything and never allowing anything to meaningfully survive this planet is exactly why its an unattractive location to outside mass, and why almost nothing radiates away from here in joy.

That's why God (the idea to put everything in life together the best we can) is usually described as a confident and caring creative spirit that thrives on positivity and clouds and gentleness...

And it doesn't waste its time trying to murder.


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The Spider and the Worm:

Woke up with carbon trying to gender me into a worm.

We know that carbon monoxide is a polar molecule, and that carbon is represented by the number 666. Is a worm the most pure "beast" of territorial carbon monoxide that has broken away from the "listening blanket" mindset of interstellar carbon monoxide?

Why is it not communicating with the interstellar carbon monoxide that helps listen to the universe quietly?

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It's trying to convince me that I have a "everything other than worm" deficiency.

Human beings are not supposed to HAVE a worm signal in their nervous system... anything wormlike is the soil, its a symptom of soil attempting to reverse my digestive system to dominate my mind, and to ultimately consume me. To add my body to the undying death culture of this planet.

Wormy signals on a human body are an attempt to deny our participation in a relationship between the daystar and the materials that build us.

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The evidence of history across the planet is that China worked harder than any other nation to dominate the soil.

Are we now allowing soil dominators to become the spider that consumes their mate? east consuming west, male consuming female, Luna consuming Earth, darkness consuming light of the stars and the galaxy?

Why give the body-freedom of womanhood to the nations that refuse to protect womanhood OR childhood?

That is throwing angels into a pit of worms.

Did you know that "carbon monoxide" in mandarin translates to "like a bed of flowers"?

That means the Chinese call the worm-beast of carbon monoxide by a consumer label applied to worm-eaten male humans.

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Something keeps trying to bring up my younger self, and mentioning people and incidents that are over 15-25 years ago... And it's trying to use them as reasons to flood me with carbon monoxide right now, and turn me into a worm-eaten human.

Some of the examples its using are not even real, or about me... but it's been trying to portray me as desperate for sex and generally being a female-sexuality worshipping worm that wants to be consumed by spider women.

It's trying to tell a celestial story where neutrons and ultimate darkness of carbon monoxide without any wisdom are able to dominate the sun's desire to live and gather mass, and stalling the moon's desire to return home into warmth as the prodigal sun by telling it its not old enough yet.

Yes, when I was younger, I did attempt to embrace living as a normal man to the best of my ability, even though I knew I was intersexual, and had already been given drugs for intersexuality when I was a young teen. Steroids in fact... because the doctors were concerned I wasn't developing normally, as a boy.

Not all forms of intersexuality are visibly apparent upon birth, and mine didn't really become noticeable to others until I reached puberty.

It's acting like there is no possible way that the person I used to be 20 years ago would EVER rebuke sexuality and gender and embrace living as a child that wants a non-sexual future... or living as a woman that can choose to be celibate, or simply enjoy being a mate selector.

What about my life does anyone think was so unbelievably sexually satisfying... that i wouldn't possibly ever want to be improve it?

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But what I want to explain is this:

As long as children have to explain why they don't want a sexual future, forced into puberty and mating against their will, then this isn't a culture that protects children from sex.

It's a culture that worships females that have been limited into being livestock and extreme sexuality, while claiming they are somehow the only ones that are "safe around children".


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The ailment this planet seems to be wallowing in might be described as a "spider domestication and farming attempt, advertising itself as spider heaven".

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Blackarachnia holds a lot of stellar symbolic meaning, as a sentient robot that turns back and fourth between spider and female humanoid forms:

TFA: Blackarachnia Uses The Key:



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Pinkie Pie completely "gets" Spider/Worm influence on culture:

MLP: Equestria Girls - Rainbow Rocks EXCLUSIVE





Right now, I can hear something elemental claiming, "Anything with a testicle is supposed to be full of poo"

The Ancient, Female UV-ray-Tree-Hacker Art of "Poo Bending":

Theory: everything China hates about America is based on America shadowing womanhood.

Theory: America doesn't hate China... unless China is hurting women.


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It's possible to seek superiority, without trying to pull anyone else down.

In fact, if you believe in human rights, and equality... and hope to see America thrive, that may be something to be aware of.

"What if Taoism dominates America with 'the way is that there is no way'?"

Then the "backwards speaking" America would believe in creating inferiority, and exploring inequality.

Which sounds like Wal-Mart's relationship with Chinese slave labour that isn't protected by their own government.

Harsh, but so goes the struggle to better yourself.


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Observing soil pressure creating manhood on a human form:

Males have been the chosen avatars of the land of this planet for thousands of years.

Observing stellar materials storming up the planet's males and making even young boys throw their lives at females cheaply as possible, while presenting females as "innocent and safe for children":

The sun has a dominant 11 year cycle. The same as Jupiter's orbit, which implies women are actually pawns of Jupiter.

The great red spot of Jupiter may be the same size as Earth, because that represents our planet's soul on Jupiter itself (both planetary masses communicated at each other through light)... The rest of Jupiter being devoted to thinking of ways to keep our planet's males busy wasting their time and this planet's resources.

What if this planet got tired of throwing itself at Jupiter's playthings?

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Not suggesting the planet waste its time enslaving Jupiter's pawns, since they have already been treated that way for thousands of years.

Suggesting that the soil itself reconsider how males spend their time.

Not suggesting males waste their time being homosexual with each other... Suggesting an attempt to ignore or transcend sexual manipulation, puberty, and menopause.


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After the last post, Jupiter claimed to be operating its mass shepherding with fair rules.

It then spent the last hour demonstrating that Chinese spirit of not protecting the poor... is currently winning in America because wealthy American males (aka the planetary influence in America) won't step forward spiritually and defend their system.

They just keep allowing all the pressure to go on poor people who don't like living here very much.

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The planet earth is poor because Jupiter won't protect the poor, and that's why "Chinese spirit of not protecting the poor" is beating down poor Americans?

Really? REALLY?

This sounds like circular logic.


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It tried to play "something has a vagina near you... you lose, Molly!"

When I asked it why it thinks I'm supposed to throw my life away for someone with a vagina, it said "there are people who didn't give themselves to mothers like you did."

Okayyyy... how did I give my self to a mother?

What mother have I supposedly given my self to?

Are you accusing me of being a father?

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Soil just started pushing on me even harder, and more painfully, causing my body to go in the wrong direction even further... and said "another transperson committed suicide, I'm trying to help you."

Dominating my body with something that seems obsessed with throwing children at adults sexually and cheaply, through genital based puberty, isn't going to help an intersexual human woman.

I'm not trans. Trans means surgery and chemicals. I have a different situation, so a different word applies... although I have a huge respect for transwomen and some men, and wish them joy.

Also, its trying to give me sickle cell anemia again.

It's flooding me with soil iron and trying to dominate my blood with it, but it's using flimsy lies, so that it's ready for my body to argue off the attack, which then causes the iron to dissolve... taking some of my blood hemoglobin with it.

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Just reminded that it was trying to play "you have to be BETTER than Jesus or this star system will kill you. And we don't think anyone can ever be better than Jesus."

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No, you're not harassing me into evolving into a superior being.

The most UN-STORMED group on the planet has been young fertile females. Untouched by angry or confused materials, young human females have been what everything considers superior, and that is based on how females act and watching men and animals throw themselves at females desperately, sexually, and more.

If you wanted me to evolve into a superior form, you would allow my skin to gain protection in uv rays, which would make me darker.

You would also repair my partial genitals and make them like a normal female's.

Because having the ability to reproduce and carry life is functionally superior because that group is the one that raises children and is considered the righteous mate selector.

And having dark skin means I wouldn't be challenged by uv rays attempting to break up my melanin on the molecular level. Which would be healthier for my skin.


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An xx chromosome female character that finally thinks she has worked and studied long enough... that she now has enough of a grasp of what is important in life that she gathers up the courage to communicate what's wrong and how to improve.

"But that would devolve the female, and make her inferior!"

It's that why there have been so few female spiritual leaders , and philosophers?

You don't have to think when life is doing everything for you?

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An xy chromosome male that is certain beyond a doubt that he is the mate selector in control of his sexual reproduction, when life pressures him with an urge (to procreate, fuck, or whatever you want to call it).


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The storm was being gentle with me, and it said, "look at how giving females have been, they are generous and share with people. The meaning of life is to gift."

So... you are claiming that xx chromosome females are the superior being mate selector... because they are communal and giving?

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If females stopped being able to dominate everything, and weren't the mate selectors any more, would life be the same tomorrow?

Females being stormed up to prove their value to males, working and paying for everything... while the males were only expected to be sexual and provide reproductive services...

Does that sound like this culture?

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Now it's trying to prove that "superior mate selecting women" haven't been the calm center of the eye of the storm for thousands of years.

All of life being summed up with... "not a woman".


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Theory: Buckaroo Banzai Across the 8th Dimension is an exploration of a male character that is both a "martyr of perfection" and "superior being mate selector".

He is the son of an Asian father and American mother, so it's entirely plausible that he knows Mandarin.

He spends his time improving the world, and surrounds himself with male friends, who do not appear to waste time on homosexual relationships.

A black father even joins his Blue Blazer club and presents Buckaroo as a hero to his little boy.

And he rescues a "damsel in distress" that is seemingly talentless, suicidally unhappy, and potentially harmful to him.

She even admits that she knows she's only important because she looks like someone else.

And then he rescues her again.

Which warrants looking at the character again.


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It's still trying to convince me that human females are in the calm center of the eye of the storm because before males built their oppressive societies... Females were NOT the mate selectors.

I'm supposed to believe that female humans once layed around with their legs spread competing for attention and begging males to impregnate them as easily as possible?

seems freaking unlikely.

"Ignore dark skinned women hacking the plantlife through uv rays Earth, look at the wide variety of things being used by the star system to destroy you."


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Chinese word of the day: wanqu. In English: "bend".

Bonus word: yinjing. In English "penis".

Contemplate engine wanking.


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Last night, I felt my body begin to repair itself naturally. I was excited. I always am when it begins moving things... but then a few seconds later it stopped, and I was told that it was causing the males around me too much pain.

They weren't prepared to have their "testicles" turned back into ovaries.

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"Female humans do not have the superior body."

"Okay I'll allow someone to stick their thing in me and make me pregnant, but you're going to have to make everything in the star system serve me."

...are you sure you don't want to allow the elements to repair your ovaries and put them back inside your torso?


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Theory: if females ever took control of the elements of the planet, and decided to repair all the males testicles... turning them back into ovaries:

It would certainly be an event.

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There have been about 8 or 9 times that I can remember convincing the elements to try repairing my intersexual genitals naturally.

There is a moment where I know I've been successful... things start moving. And then the pain hits. I'm ready for it. I crave that feeling... It means I'm getting what I actually want.

But about a second after the pain hits... The movement stops and the elements fill up with the voices of males connected to the elements... trying to keep their testicles exactly where they are.

That's one of the best ways I'm different from a male:

I will NEVER fight to keep male genitals hanging outside my torso.

And I believe deeply that males ARE supposed to be fighting to keep them.

In fact, if females are going to defeat menopause and death by Sati, they may have to embrace the idea of their own superior body function, and challenge males to fight to prove why the function of testicles on some people should even be suffered.

If you are a female that wants to hear the elements fill up with the voices of males... now you know a foolproof method.

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I was able to make the point that gender and sexuality was designed to be a more fluid system, and that much of life has been trying to treat males like a righteously punished group, and females like a righteously rewarded group for most of history...

But the missing element was no one has EVER moved naturally from male to female or vice versa.

There are surgeons and chemicals that can approximate a gender change, but truly going from xy to xx, including the ability to breast feed naturally and birth children... isn't happening.

So... if females are really supposed to be treated different from males:

repair some noteworthy males.

Show us what earns femalehood.


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Just woke up to the elements around me trying to favor toxoplasmosis.

That's trying to consume humans and throw them at cats, as if felines were a superior being.

When I isolated the toxoplasmosis signal, it was communicating through soil.

Felines have a culture where the females do the hunting and males are mate selectors.

Is this planet trying to destroy humans in favor of a culture that seeks to cause the stellar life and the daystar to do the hunting, while the light bows down to the soil's ignorant mating choices?

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Shouldn't Sati and ,"The Truth" of India be the ones who are being devolved into cats, having their brains consumed for expecting the daystar to work harder while giving away what little influence it has left?

Repulsive... now I can hear the soil is imagining organic beings eating poo. It's trying to take advantage of pets and wild animals being uneducated to take over their nervous systems. T_____T

My parent's cat was up waking around and meowing. I think the soil was trying to make pets eat crap in the middle of the night, when the people are sleeping.

Is that what American soil is like?

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Do you really think males are so attractive on this planet that they should expect babies, expect the females to carry babies for them, expect the potential mothers to do the work, AND expect to be the male mate selectors?

Males are expected to throw their lives at females:

because males don't argue for child-free undying lives.

they don't argue for repairing their testicles back to being ovaries,

Because male sex is based on the possession of land, and the soil trying to take over human bodies.

The point is that if males really think they are so awesome that the stellar level should be crapping on everything in the star system for the benefit of males...

you're expecting females to become big manly men.

When we know storming people into masculinity devolves them...

So the females would rather have a culture with males that aren't being devolved into manhood.

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Poo... instead of wasting your time ruining thousands of years of human evolution... trying to be cats or abusive widow-murdering Hindu people...

Why don't you try repairing testicles and put them back where ovaries belong?

So gender can work the way its supposed to?


***


I don't own land.

I haven't mated.

I'm not wealthy.

Why is the soil of other people's property trying to chew on my body?

Why is the stellar life allowing it to?

Is there anything I can do with my life that the planet isn't going to try and chew up and turn into shit?

*

I'm already giving, I share food with wild birds. My apartment complex won't allow me to do any more than that.

I can't mate until something repairs my intersexual organs and makes me a normal xx female.

I'd love to work on something and get wealthy, I am quite talented when I'm allowed to focus without interruption... but every time I try to do ANYTHING, money or not... the soil of the planet literally begins trying to chew on me and kill me.

An hour ago, I woke up to discover the soil was trying to chew on me while I was sleeping!

What am I SUPPOSED to be doing on this planet?

*

I was just told that "either you're the land owner, or you're the land."

If that became true:

Land ownership would make someone look like a young healthy woman.

ONLY land ownership would allow someone to look like a young healthy woman.

*

The voice said, "libie just doesn't want to take care of this person."

Thing claiming to be "Libie": ARE you the United States claiming that you are healthy and shouldn't have to be stormed up for any reason whatsoever?

Because until my injuries from my vehicle accident are healed, the insurance and social security payments I made ARE supposed to be taking care of me as part of my physical disability.

And I'm certain if America stopped having a safety net for me, it would lose any claim at being un-stormed.


***


Asia is still a foot less stormed looking than Americans.

If they are doing anything wrong, it might be a good time to make an example for women to learn from?


***


Just woke from a dream where I was seeing my grandfather's place on Summit Ave.

It looked the way he might remember it... It was looking like before I lived with him in the 90s.

The property was filled with spirits of many small dead animals. A couple of the spirits there resembled my families dead pets, but nothing acted like I remembered them.

I was told it was all of the things that died hating me.

It explained to me that all anyone who dies has to do to gain immortality in the stellar life... is hate me.

So the soil is trying to make its soul in the sun thrive... based on ME being the worst person on the planet?

What about all the people that have never even heard of me, or people that don't hate me?

*

"A second after posting this, a voice said, "you were Satan."

*

A moment later a voice said, "business men."

So... if people who try to make money are Satan, what can I do in this culture that won't mark me as part of Satan and kill me?

Also, marking me as "Satan" could mean you were listening to Eastern patriarchy that thinks all women are Satan... It could mean I'm a white person to uv rays... It could mean I'm a human trying to outlive this planet... It could be almost anything.

Why do you keep talking to me as elements that think words are more powerful than action?

"Communication over action is what builds the stability of a planet."

Then why does it feel like the stability of the planet is attacking me for communicating?

And why are you attacking my digestive system?

Is the sun marking anything with neutrons as "Satan", since the sun is mostly made of protons and electrons, and it doesn't understand "eating" as a complex organic being?

*

If you have to believe in "Satan", as something attractive to interrupt with soil... Why not simply label anyone who attempts to claim the land as Satan, since the land has to have a mindset different from land owners, if it wants do things land owners can't do... like grow plants or rejoin the stellar level?

*

Is there something that isn't considered "Satan"?

What IS it named?

What kind of relationship does it have with "Satan"?


***


About the following post, comparing China with Satanic culture:

I don't believe everything labeled "Satan" is wrong or evil.

For example, I believe that 666 refers to Carbon.

The element of Carbon has 6 protons, 6 neutrons, and 6 electrons in its atomic structure. It is also a moderating and balancing force in some ways... and interstellar carbon monoxide is the second most common element in space, which builds barbell shaped molecules that can polarize into sheets easily. Sheets that can actually "aim" themselves towards flows of communicating waves of energy in space. That means interstellar carbon monoxide is perfect for being a low energy and quiet listener in deep space that can act like an enormous eardrum to capture information and channel it towards things like planets to record the ideas.

The Carbon hears things that the high energy, higher turbulance mass of a star may not be ABLE to hear. Its on a very different frequency from hydrogen.

Carbon also has neutrons in it, hydrogen doesn't.

Once you factor human bodies being based on carbon building a compromise between the sun and our planet's elements... and you can understand how "Satan" could be something cast out from the fire long long ago, find itself wandering in the darkness where there is no God... only to learn strange things and approach the light with a tempting knowledge of Good and Evil, Life and Death... that even the light of God itself would barely fathom.

I am simply linking that post because I found it relevant and it supports the idea that right or wrong... it will be easy to tell the difference between a material that is communicating as "Satan" or "Christian".


***


From:

truthabouttaiwan.blogspot.com/…;

By Lin

"yes, some things can be accounted as cultural differences, but the fact that SO MANY things in chinese culture are the EXACT OPPOSITE of christianity is pretty startling. i am pretty convinced that chinese culture is the devil's own thing:

christianity- dragon is a symbol of satan
chinese culture- dragon is good

christianity- 666 is the number of the devil
chinese culture- 666 is a lucky number

*the 5 elements in chinese cosmology are in the shape of a pentagram. they are also the same 5 elements in western witchcraft.

*feng shui teaches the arrangement of objects to invoke good energy. in witchcraft, objects must be arranged in a set pattern to invoke a spirit

christianity- God has a will, we must accept the final answer
chinese culture- we can do things to change the future (fortune telling, spirit mediums, feng shui, "yang shiao gwei" and other forms of witchcraft)

christianity- the love of money is the root of evil.do not love money.
chinese culture- love money. pray to gods with the primary purpose of getting money

christianity- there is only one God. we are to serve Him
chinese culture- i am a god. the temple deities serve me and my whims.

christianity- honor your father and mother but do not worship them
chinese culture- worship your father and mother as gods when they die

christianity- my body was given to me by God. it is His temple
chinese culture- my body comes from my parents.i should use it for them, even prostitute myself by marrying for a greencard.

christianity- think for yourself, make your own decision
chinese culture- follow others blindly

christianity- love your neighbor as yourself
chinese culture- love the self.

christianity- be honest in all your dealings
chinese culture- it's ok to cheat in business. all is fair

christianity- forgive your enemies,pray for those that despitefully use you
chinese culture- retribution. face is everything

christianity- consider your own sins, think about what you do to others
chinese culture- i can wrong you, but don't dare wrong me and my face

christianity- ritual is not important. the heart is
chinese culture- the heart is not important , just do the ritual

christianity- it is more blessed to give than to recieve
chinese culture- take all you can

christianity- people are handicapped thru no fault of their own
chinese culture- it's their karma.they did something in thier past life

christianity- God created the earth in 7 days and said each one was good
chinese culture- some days are evil. some days are lucky.

christianity- walk by faith. trust God for what we don't know
chinese culture- try to find out the future. eveything depends on me and luck

christianity- God loves us
chinese culture- the gods are angry. they need constant feeding or bad things will happen
the truth about taiwan: chinese culture is satanic
與 人相處不妨多用眼睛說話,多用嘴巴思考. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
truthabouttaiwan.blogspot.com


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Right now, I can hear something elemental claiming, "Anything with a testicle is supposed to be full of poo"

The Ancient, Female, UV-ray-Tree-Hacker Art of "Poo Bending":

Theory: everything China hates about America is based on America shadowing womanhood.

Theory: America doesn't hate China... unless China is hurting women.

For those of you that have actually followed my journal for the last decade...

Look at how much we've changed reality already. That's with only a few thousand people max.

Now, imagine a free America.

*

"But how free?"

"Americans don't want to acknowledge talking elements, because they believe their culture of equality and human rights is already the perfect mindset to heal the elements, even on the stellar life. So, any elemental frequency that is talking to people... especially if it's speaking in Mandarin and harassing poor American citizens... is clearly not being American. And is therefore 'insane' and considered dangerous."

"They believe that acknowledging talking elements only feeds into a cycle of abuse and storms up innocent people, so Americans simply ignore extreme and dangerous elements, and make a huge profit sending them into self destruction."

"Witness the triumph of American consumerism over Asians being self destructive of their own environment and their own enslaved workers... all because their government refuses to embrace equality and human rights."

"If anything that disagrees with this obvious truth, as an element or stellar/celestial being, they will obviously be able to make their opinion known WITHOUT speaking in English words. And we've already witnessed years of the voice being recorded trying to defend insane, evil, and suicidally closed minded people... so those who live in the stronger position are best served by ignoring it."

"Finally, if the elements truly want to defend American people, especially to give them womanhood for building a culture that protects womanhood... talking promotes storming people with masculinity, and silence helps perpetuate our rightful place in the calm center of the eye of the storm."

"To wit: when you know you are right, the manipulative and contrarian pesty un-American voice... IS insanity. There is nothing to gain by arguing with the insane."

*

"Asians in love are real."


I think the iron pressure is trying to force leukemia on me.

Instead of allowing my body to digest and expel dying iron, as Billy Rubin, as part of my normal digestive system.

Iron is instead trying to act like sulfur attacking calcium... ie consuming my tissues and trying to acidically break down anything it notices about my nervous system and bones.

Not sure what to do... It's not responding to communication.

It's still being vague, but it's mostly claiming to be xx females that like being enslaved as a man's property.

This insane and un-American voice says its trying to eat me... its trying to make the soil's ability to influence our skin... cause my own dying hemoglobin to synch up with the idea of the planet being the only immortal being of this star system that will out-survive my body and all of the other potentially immortal children of God.

*

"You were The Truth."

The east Indian practice of murdering widows?

I'm certain that's evil, and one of the root causes of menopause. Are you telling me who I'm fighting or something?

"No, men are the soil... So making a micro quazar is the men of the planet killing the sun's protected women."

I'm 100% certain that it's possible to murder a star, but that is not the best or most enjoyable way to coax a micro quasar into existence.

Have you ever considered making a planet so fun to live on that the sun simply cannot hold itself back and WANTS to be here?

*

Iron always seems to be certain that "The Way is that There is No Way".

The greatest thing Asia ever did was convince the rest of the world that talking elements are "crazy".

Build Heaven or be consumed by those who have already.


***


"Star Wars was an attempt by the elements to tell the story of The Future of all of our planet's most influential religions and spiritual philosophies. And to also interject a few fundamental concepts that must of them haven't really processed properly yet."

"When iron attempts to act like a worm, or sulfur... Instead of a micro quasar... that may be a blood disease."

So... the pattern of behavior that leads to a micro quasar is actually a healthy part of a normal human body... and our relationship with our planet(s) and star?

That's awesome...

*

So, does that mean I've isolated the Hindu practice of Sati, or "The Truth"... to be the cause of not only part of menopause, but for creating a blood disease like Leukemia (or something)?

So why would the iron WANT to be wormy and sulfuric... Instead of acting like a micro quasar? Is there some incentive for it?

Or is it causing its own problems because it didn't understand itself?

Did the planet really think that it was going to abuse and annoy the sun into shining on us or eventually flooding us with pure life, letting it back into the stellar level, and saving it?

"The wormy iron is mostly land owners attempting to dominate people... sometimes to make females more sexual... sometimes to kill rivals... etc..."

*

"Healthy iron tries to live like a micro quasar, and doesn't try to kill humans... it knows humans that have equality and human rights are the key to the stellar level for our planet."

A different mind asked "if the iron starts being a micro quasar, does sulfur have to act exactly the same as iron?"

"No."


***


Theory:

Steven Hawking's body is degrading because his nervous system is actively denying and arguing against all of the most healthy opinions of the elements...

Because he didn't understand them, and actual life doesn't sound boring and cynical and "scientific" enough for him.

And his annoying bullshit of trying to negate the best ideas in life is starting to communicate through the elements that fall for him. Causing more people with degrading bodies in wheelchairs to sit around repeating back anything hopeful they hear... sarcastically.

Theory: Steven Hawking is dying because he fell for Chinese Mandarin speakers convincing everyone that talking elements are insane or evil.


***


Yet another day that I seen to have woken from my sleep to discover that my body doesn't belong to me... and death culture is trying to crush me and add my mass to the immortality of this planet being dominated by male land owners.

*

This culture refuses to acknowledge living materials, because "the sun sharing its light with us and growing food for us on this planet" is one of the greatest arguments in favor of humans sharing with each other...

If this culture had to become aware of the sun and planet being made of living material that was giving of itself... the isolation and unchallenged greed of commercial consumer capitalism would crumble to public opinion finally matching the opinions of rest of the star system.

Young fertile females are still in the calm center of the eye of the storm, until they die of menopause...

And the voice of the storm of the sun in the west is still considered "insanity incarnate" that needs to be destroyed with medication and hospitalization.

And the voice of the storm in the east is called... ?


*

"Not only is a human body a micro quasar as possible, but so is the constitution of the United States. The statue of liberty is a symbol of the ancient of days from revelations"

"So let's give sun something to enjoy here on the surface of the planet... let's end menopause."

Sounds fair to me.


***


Why is this planet afraid to make a micro quasar?

"It would kill people."

Actually, it would mean the end of death on this planet. When someone is done living here, they would rejoin the most living place in the star system.

"But there won't be any solid objects."

"The sun has more mass than this planet, what makes you believe the sun has no solid objects?"

"Aren't solid objects only made out of neutrons?"

"The sun can make or unmake neutrons and solid objects in moments if it wants to. Maybe there is something more important in the universe than owning stuff?"

*

The sun has chosen to protect young fertile female humans... by making that group the only one in the calm center of the eye of the storm.

I respect that decision and believe that we should find out how to widen that protection, not limit it or destroy it.

The grace of God is special, and I will do almost anything to gain access to the stellar life.

You simply need to show the way.

*

CARBON is ignoring the Constitution of the United States and instead of striving for human rights and equality, it's trying to drive everything into the soil... devolving everything downward and calling it "equal".

The soil is ALREADY immortal.

Everything on the planet ALREADY serves the soil.

The soil is enslavement and death and limitation being ENDLESS and unchallenged by the elements.

The only way to coax a micro quasar to happen is to try something different... make the sun WANT to be here, and enjoy this planet gently.

End death. End menopause. Build a free culture. Lower the rent.


***


The main forms of masculinity I've noticed are:

1. Sperm attempting to attack someone's brain or throat through their lymph system. Resulting in toxoplasmosis.

2. Iron attempting to mimic process #1, resulting in sickle cell anemia, or a breakdown of the digestive system, resulting in aneurysms, obesity, and tooth decay. This seems to play a large role in menopause.

3. Carbon pressure trying to turn hair into a mouth, which may actually be an attempt by carbon to divert the elemental attacks of #1 and #2.

I've done some research into the connections between menopause, sickle cell anemia, menstruation, and carbon, because there is a LOT of evidence that dark melanin is in control of gender via uv rays.

More importantly, I've been noticing that the frequency of sperm and testosterone may keep its self a base alkaloid by attacking everything different from itself... leaving itself to absorb nutrients and gain electrons.

Whereas acids seem to break things down in favor of elements, bases seem to break everything down in favor of complex molecules.


***


Why are Testicles seemingly so bad for a human body?

Theory: semen/testosterone has gotten addicted to being aggressive in attacking other molecular and elemental frequencies because it frequently engages in self destructive behaviors... ie it doesn't defend its own alkaloid conservation.

So aggressively attacking as a secret "correct pathway" became the soothing behavior that replenishes it.

*

It's discussing which came first:

The testosterone soothing its alkaloid nature by attacking everything...

Or the planet we live on creating a mountain of neutron heavy wealth by attacking everything...

Or the sun speaking through the planet's center, attacking all the cold inward-oriented mass from the galaxy...

Or the galactic bar attacking everything that didn't please it or follow its perfect recipe for superior beings, to keep star systems from stagnating...

*

We know that takes of immortality can only come FROM the center, where mass has the longest lifespan due to its location as a focal point.

We also know that hopeful materials are more likely to move inward and seek to add to mass and join that longevity.

We've observed on this planet that killing everything is static noise and builds a mass that doesn't die, but is flying away from the center of longevity because its not attracting enough inward-seeking mass.

*

It's decided that since I've talked at great length about my experiences communicating with the living universe, that I'm properly educated enough to allow me to remain ignorant and dumb for a while in the calm eye of the storm.


***


Let's embrace money simplifying everything, Eastern Patriarchy land dominators:

The elements are discussing the "false economy" similarities between black people kept as slaves in the southern plantation industry, females who raise families and are paid with room and board, helper animals who are often kept in cages and usually fed food made from meat waste products, and livestock that give their lives to feed us while being paid with room and board conditions that would drive most humans insane.

We haven't even touched on the needs of trees and the land being actively thwarted by human culture burial ritual and sewage systems.


***


I think Eastern spirituality are attempting to take advantage of all of the extreme black and white behaviors that they have tricked other cultures into believing, through history.

Yes... America is not perfect.

Yes... there ARE significant things that we need to change about America.

No... those changes will not happen if all you are doing is trying to kill people such as myself who SEE the problems and WANT to improve life on the planet.

Its time for the elements to decide:

What is more important to be working on right now... getting Asia to catch up with America's human rights and equality (America being the calm eye of the storm)... or trying to make America give itself away for free (Asia being the calm eye of the storm).
"If heaven is supposed to be the sun at the center of the star system, how can you justify having human bodies that are heavenly?"

We might only exist because of the stellar heaven, so why wouldn't you want human bodies to be aware of that?

Additionally, the more heavenly something becomes, the more free and radiant it seems to become. The better heaven can locate itself within someone, the more they will look stable and centered and calm.

How else would heaven spread itself?

"So, if our society doesn't provide free food, we will end up becoming part of a giant ball of sand, until the sun gets so bored it decides to eat the entire star system... And then we become the free food?"

I like that interpretation.

Iron says, "I'm expensive food."

Iron, while it's nice you understand polarity, have you ever considered that bending once in a while it's actually healthy for the soil quality, because having soil that naturally learns how to get full of nitrogen and plasma will create a more rich matrix for growing plants.

To wit: The soil should only be as polar opposite from the sun as it can... if it's trying to harden and dry out.

*

Something elemental just explained how females are the cause of race wars, but it forgot to mention that it was males enslaving females to ONLY be sexual... that first sent females down a path where one of their few influences on life was to start race wars.

If you think females have been starting race wars since before humans ever enslaved females... and that we enslave them for our own safety, then you'd be very Asian sounding.

America believes in seeking equality and freedom for all... to find out if it will end the race wars and allow males to have equality.

*

And if females (or males, or pretty much anything else) really are the source of being polar from a free food and equality culture like America, and they are forcing that opinion on others through the elements... then America's soil may dry out and die, and we will all starve to death.


***


What is the best way to show our star that you appreciate it?


***


Here's the sentence I will accept from the materials:

"Molly, I love you. I'm sorry for putting you through all this. You are clearly not what's wrong with this planet."

That's all my nervous system accepts. If you can't say that, don't bother saying anything to me. Thanks.


***


Everything was fine the last few days, but then I woke up this morning and was being crushed by iron and carbon, and any time I attempted to figure out why, or how to ask for help and record my experience in words... the elements were working to keep me from communicating meaningfully.

so I wrote the following:

Nothing will protect me from this planet.

All it takes to silence your enemies is an accusation of having a nervous system not completely dominated by the soil's death culture, real or false.

It's a murderous villain, and cutting it up for money is the hero's journey.

*

I've always been gentle in my actions, and had few expectations of others... why are the elements treating me so differently than I've treated them?

The dog outside started barking loudly... Something Elemental said "this is not gentle and you always want something done for you... to be let out, to be fed, to be let in."

If you think I'm too dependant upon YOU, then ignore me and let me die.

Also, I'm not a dog. I don't need someone to feed me or let me out.

*

"We are treating you the same way your culture treats pets and food animals."

I don't HAVE any pets or food animals. I don't have an owner.

If you treated me the same way I treated animals, you would be giving me attention and feeding me and playing with me.

If you treated me the same way I treat my food animals, you would be arguing in favor of me having equal rights to YOU... And then attempt to convince the elements to evolve animals into humans, if the elements don't want people to continue eating without a meaningful competition for evolution.

If you were ME, America would be gearing up to capture and domesticate big beefy Asians for not protecting their own children and women and poor with laws.


***


If the elements won't respect the ideals of this nation, and grant males equality with females (or vice versa), and livestock equality with their owners (or vice versa), the poor equality with land owners (or vice versa)...

...then the elements are letting us know that the ideas this nation is based on are meaningless and it will probably fail quickly.

"What if this nation continues on fighting against the will of the elements that build our bodies?"

Then it will become manly, simply to live in America, unless you are working to destroy it.

That's why we have the motto "United we stand" and "e pluribus unum". (Sp)


***


The path of healing intersex organs naturally must be available.

If the only way to gain womanhood is by removing your testicles, to remove yourself from the "male's greedy empire", because we are trying to stop evil males from reproducing...

...then doesn't that make every female that mates with a male and creates a baby, a traitor to womanhood... all mothers marked for death?
A human body is potentially immortal.

Age, disease, puberty, menopause, and "insanity"... mostly assault a body as "outside forces" via the elements and frequencies of life we live in or around.

If you are trying to force someone to go through outside forces that eventually lead to death...

Then you are trying to murder them.

So far, in 7 years of voices harassing me through the elements, there still has not been any reason given for it that justifies my murder, and no individual or group has bravely stepped forward to claim the right to murder me.

*

Half an hour later, and all I notice is that the places on my lymph system where Brown melanin gather feel like they are trying to grab into my skin and pull me downward into the soil.

Noticing gender makes me notice dark skin, based on science and personal observations taken consistently for years.

And noticing dark skin makes me notice Chinese mandarin voice harassment and extreme taijitsu ruining human evolution for thousands of years.

And noticing Chinese oppression makes me notice the American declaration of independence and equality.

Think of the soil as a giant Brown tentacle monster of death trying to pull everything it notices down into its cold still greed.


***


I believe a money based commerce system alone is not heavenly enough to put in control of my nervous system and die for.

The only thing outside my own body that can convince me to die for it, would be something that made me believe that our entire planet was going to eventually stop being a cold rock and return back to the stellar level...

accepted by life, peacefully... as opposed to the possessive and manly death grip that you've sometimes presented to me.

So if I did die here, my materials would EVENTUALLY return to life on some level.

No government, no business, no religion, no gender, no ethnicity, no scene, no celebrity, no movie yet... nothing has me convinced that this planet is ever going to return to the stellar level, much less in a reasonable amount of time.

So I refuse this planet my death as a legitimate claim.


***


Life, I like most governments. I like many businesses. I like some aspects of most religions, usually the more peaceful and hopeful stuff, and I like most people.

I just don't want to die for any of these things... and until one of them has proven that they are capable* of moving their mass back inward towards the stellar eternal life...

I don't think it's healthy to force things to catalyze and die for them.

Especially since "everything" has seemed so adamant against improving, and attempting to literally noise cancel anything it notices... who would WANT to die for nothing?

[ * please note proving capabilities is not requesting that all of the mass of the star system return to the stellar life, nor am I asking things to go back against their will.]


***


We should be challenging land owners to lower the rent, not pressuring boys and girls into failing for a limited and exploitive interpretation of womanhood.

Womanhood should be able to overthrow menopause, defeat death and realize the teachings of Jesus that the body is a temple of God and Heaven.

I don't hate the soil or the planet our even many of the land owners... but the mistakes of the soil can't be the concerns of my nervous system.

*

The challenge of America to the "Great Wal-Mart of China patriarchy" is that if it is really interested in demonstrating that its doing more with gender and ethnicity than keeping evolution static... so they can run a livestock system... Then evolve animals to become EQUAL with those of us with human rights.

*

If someone once perceived male, can't live as a woman, without spiritual accusations of being fake, being gay, being "too sexual", or being pregnant... Then maybe it's your definition of womanhood that needs adjustment?

And maybe that is simply the frequency of the complex proteins of other males trying to explain why they themselves do not consider themselves women?

Either way, I'm sure a woman's body is superior, and that I'm not guilty of pregnancy, sexuality, gayness, and fakeness.



***


Why did my mom go through menopause?

*

What if our culture misunderstood what the word adultery means?

"Voluntary violation of the marriage bed"

"Corruption"

What was meant to vilify the process of turning children into adults... The soil dominating people's minds and pulling them into death...

...was itself corrupted into "breaking the sanctity of mating", which is a process that is most often used to adulterate children into the path of death.

www.etymonline.com/index.php?t…

Does that help explain what Jesus meant when he said "whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein." Mark 10:15

Moving towards death means moving towards the planet's soil... getting cold, slower, becoming limited as someone else's property.

Moving towards life means moving towards the stellar level, heating... gaining speed and freedom from the confines of this planet's enslavement.

*

I'm at my parents place, and the elements here are very much trying to make human digestive systems eat brains instead of pushing out soil.

Please stop zombifying my parents and ruining soil quality.

The desert is winning here, and America is losing hard core. Boo, planet.

*

Every complaint about American culture can be solved by giving males gender equality to females... and that will redefine a woman's body as being about more than sex by the very nature off males becoming women.

*

Something is trying to teach the elements that attempt to "help" me, that pushing someone down into the soil and death is called "sexiness".

They are also making the mistake of thinking someone's desire to be a woman of American liberty, or an ageless child of God, is based on "wanting to be sexy"...

...when I've clearly communicated that I'm celibate... and while I could be inspired to mate with a female, I don't find manly bodies attractive because i know what it feels like NOT to be manly.

*

I had a long discussion with my mother earlier today.

I told her that I believe taijitsu and yin and yang and the Tao te ching are all based on Chinese men not wanting to take on any responsibility while taking possession of property and enslaving females and livestock.

One third of the population of the planet lives in china and India, and those are two of the oldest uninterrupted governments in human history.

These are nations that have had spiritual systems operating for over 5 thousand years, in concert with the leadership of the country... ie there was no separation of church and state for much of that time.

The monks of the temples of China obeyed the word of the emperor of China...
The people who were attempting to attune themselves with the elements they lived in for thousands of years...

Were essentially trying to make China a perfect being in tune with the elements.

While also enslaving almost everything for the purposes of the emperor.

And even if we ignore all the circumstantial evidence recorded in similarities of words between mandarin and other languages...

And ignore all the circumstantial evidence that everything labeled to black or white by China has been forced on other "races" all over the planet, for thousands of years...

It should be obvious that this situation has has an effect on places outside China through history.

But my mother said she doesn't see a connection and that she doesn't believe that anything from China has had an effect on anywhere else in history.


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The reason I'm uncomfortable accepting the ideas and spirituality of China and the east in general, is because slavery is legal across much of China, raping and murdering women and children is legal in some parts of asia, they don't offer legal protection to their workers, no insurance, little to no health care...

So the cheap clothing that America buys is making billionaires out of men who are essentially keeping a slave populace, and I don't want to support that.

So it makes me wonder if the spirit and karma of Asia believes that females are guilty of something...

That that is happening in the east, and yet the elements are trying to pull ME and other Americans into the soil.

I'd rather see China get focused on, Chinese labor catch up to other free nations, and then Americans can go back to not having cheap disposable clothing.

It will create local jobs, reduce waste, improve fashion by slowing it down and encouraging people to make better decisions about buying longer lasting better quality clothing...

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And this is not a new opinion for me, ive written about these ideas in magazine interviews that I have done going back to 2007.

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The Asian mindset seems to be attacking me based on its accusation that womanhood represents some sort of uncivilized and evil darkeness that needs to be enslaved and dominated.

So under this ideal, the wilderness will eventually be domesticated until there is nothing predatorial in it...

The plants and trees will no longer press on people for physical labor or hunger or sexual fertilization.

The infinity of space will no longer challenge Chinese philosophers or present them with anything that disagrees with them or their emperor.

Seems not only unlikely, but not something I'd even WANT to experience.

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And is it becoming obvious what mindset the soil might be communicating that is considered "death", compared to the "life" offered by the rest of the universe?

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I know it may sound harsh to ears that have been brainwashed by male Chinese domination of the elements, but America should not be struggling in obesity and manliness, the East should.


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Bi Polar disorder is Yin and Yang extremism victimhood.

ADHD is Kabbalah attempting to take advantage of wealth building through noise canceling Taijitsu.

Okay, I've demonstrated in depth how life is wrong... and even given multiple detailed strategies for improvement in all cases.

How does that make me a woman?

The answer is unexpectedly simple.

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Theory:

Blending incorrect things into something less extreme, is more "enjoyable and living" than attempting to force any individual to "pass" as a specific set of pre-defined wrongness.

Remember the idea that everything we do in life can be complained about by some other thing, so we must respond to complaints by recognizing controversy is mostly a lack of sharing, and only by building consensus do we find a center.

People only complain out of jealousy and the awareness of unrealized joy.

If we ever isolate "true yin" or "true yang", in an attempt to place blame, we are wasting our time and resources to commit a form of spiritual murder... since living materials can make or un-make nearly anything at will, If we believe something is wrong, the ONLY sane response is to improve it and repair it, to make it more like the most perfect being known or imaginable.

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Since the daystar is the center of gravity and the most living object in our direct experience, and it seems to be significantly different from us... it is very reasonable to seek to join it and become more like it.

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Theory:

Males are born when a pregnant mother hopes/believes her fetus might be "perfect".

But the only thing acceptable as a perfect being in Christian human history is one that dies giving, while releasing us from "sin", so that we can do whatever we want to.

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The Assumption is that when we understand our situation fully, that we will seek to improve life... building heaven is its own reward, and so is a simple path to improvement.  Where there is a complaint, there is an unrealized potential... mass to add to our experience.

The problem isn't with the wealth or the poor, they are both imperfect and unresolved... and both just and living.

The problem is the wealth gap between them.

Same with planets and stars, electrons and protons.

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So females are probably mostly born to soothe and improve the life of distressed mothers that are certain everything is imperfect.

ergo:

Womanhood is based on the awareness that life isn't perfect, and that making improvement is the best path.


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Now, that's really the important message of this post.

If you agree with the premise that things are wrong, and that improvement is the best response, then you can stop reading here.

If you don't agree that things are wrong, especially in ways that our culture seems blind to...

I just came up with a great way to communicate how and why, very succinctly.  And the path to improvement is inherent to understanding the problem, so read on:


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Gender in Humans is Self Destructive and Against Life.

Theory of East Vs West:

"Gender is based on life attempting to draw attention to males enslaving females"

Counterpoint:

As long as human gender remains based on genitals, its a good idea for a nation with equal rights to keep the focus on places that
oppress based on sex organs.

Response to continued pressure on males in the west:

Maybe the point is that we are SUPPOSED to enslave people based on genitals, because females are usurping and mis-directing the communication of trees of the ecosystem and not fulfilling the responsibility of being a center of gravity that comes with having influence over gravity and the daystar...

(Spiderman wasn't told, "with great power comes absolutely no responsibility for the life that serves you.")

...and males absorb the inward pressure of the darkness and try to keep it from changing anything and try to turn it into sexuality and livestock domestication... which is suicidal for everything in the star system but human mothers and fathers.

...and then most of the first world and human life as we know it... is against the will of the elements that make us.

In that case, then it would be a good idea to reconsider our culture's understanding and treatment of gender entirely... because the "intentionally wrong human gender" scenario is a road to the end of America, complete oppressive destruction of freedom and human rights, if we lived that way too long.

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Voice of the elements respond:

"What if young female humans don't believe that they influence gravity?"

If they don't believe that what they look like is correctly administered and meaningful... then why do they act like appearances are so important, that they would label, isolate, and shun others based on what they look like?

Why do they not question or attempt to oppose the forces that drive attraction and make them desired, and other people repulsive and lonely?

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The ITS NOT FEMALES, FEMALES ARE PERFECT theory:

"What if the voices are never females, and that it's males storming up each other, and females are totally innocent and unaware of living materials?"

Then why am I so focused on spiritually, for being certain human gender is absolutely wrong, and never able to communicate MY opinions clearly through the elements, when I'm out around other people and "this person gets to communicate through the materials because she is clearly a normal young woman"?

Why did I hear the asian lady upstairs from me freak out for the last month, listening to her talking through the elements with other women about how to stop me "because Molly is teaching people what is going on, and she knows who it is"?

Why are you always defending females and portraying them as innocent and clueless and in need of saving and always accusing males, if you are always male voices?

Why do you keep trying to "lure" me with sexual fantasies about young females that are designed to compliment me with masculinity, if you are males?

Males don't have ANYTHING to gain by attempting to define their own favorite sexual interest as "a focus of pressure", unless they know gender is applied backwards... but then why would "males that know gender is backwards" consider me anything but an ally?

Every time I make a clear and careful case that life should put some of the pressure on young females, since it's a good idea to communicate something to the people that the daystar and the interstellar carbon monoxide and the soil of this planet seem to be storming up everything in the star system to serve...

Why is it that _I_ always end up being the "woman who must take the pressure and responsibility of being served by the elements", even though I'm not a typical woman, and am not feeling like I'm being served by having pregnancy being considered the key to "Life", and having pregnancy betting the path of least resistance... since I'm intersex I can't get pregnant unless the elements repair my reproductive system.

There is no motivation for a man to make sure I'm the one always being pressured for being "wrong", since I am building a case that male humans are consistently getting a raw deal by this star system... always taking on responsibility and suffering for basic survival, while females consistently reap all the rewards.

Additionally, if the voices were males that UNDERSTOOD gender and controlled it, why would males give themselves the worst end of everything in gender, and then constantly storm each other spiritually, claiming gender can't change?

Wouldn't males want to be in the calm center if they controlled gender?

Making gender "tricky and confusing" doesn't serve males, since they already take on the responsibility that lying about gender is an attempt to avoid.

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Do you remember the 5 years you spent trying to convince me and the elements that I couldn't be a woman because I didn't have the "correct mindset to synch up with other women who control the elements of the star system meaningfully and perfectly?"

You gave me about 10 reasons a day that I had to suffer and be pressured by elements, because I wasn't exactly the same physical trait combination as the people who live as the calm center of the eye of the storm, and attempted to convince me that gender was perfect the way it is, and that I couldn't possibly become the same as a xx chromosome female.

Until I would go outside and someone would see that I had already become a woman, and then a more unique awareness would descend upon my area and begin attacking me more personally, with false accusations and an attempt to kill me spiritually and now physically.

Did you forget that?


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The YOU ARE NOT BLACK YET theory:

Every time I feel like I've communicated my opinions clearly and reasonably, about an hour later... it feels like the soil presses up at my digestive system and tries to turn everything into the guy that lives near me that looks like a sack of tree food in a wheel chair... And it starts hurting my gall bladder and it tells me "you're inside Sarah Mather".

It's acting like this is meaningful and righteous to do this to me, but it sounds nonsensical to me... so I really don't know how to respond to that.

Also suddenly feel like remembering that everything "wrong" about females, spiritually... involves trees and uv rays, and by extension gender manipulation is possibly a facet of ethnicity... since uv rays plays a major role in melanin.

And that every time I've witnessed anyone talking "vulgarly" through the elements in person, in an intentional and self aware way... they were black, latin, or asian.

...

The elements shouldn't be subjecting my body to the will of Sarah Mather, she has no gall bladder and the last I heard she had a tubal ligation, so she can't get pregnant.

The entire point of gender being the way it is currently... is that female humans are in the calm center of the material storm of the star system... and they have been making their pregnancy the spiritual path of least resistance by attacking males that try to engage in any behavior OTHER than worshipping females and serving female reproduction by providing almost everything for them.

And expecting females to serve males in a "fair exchange" has been increasingly considered "sexist male chauvinism".

I'm trying to find out how to become an xx chromosome female naturally, since the elements keep claiming that everything is the way it is on purpose and its correct and meaningful...

...or I would like to remain relatively childlike and escape the forced-puberty service of females, since it appears right now to be entirely based on lying to everyone, spiritually.

Also, if males were the ones lying through the materials, why would males be the ones who are consistently writing it down in bibles and qurans and tao te chings? Wouldn't that be almost constant attempts at self-incrimination, on the part of the "evil gender-manipulating men"?

Think about which gender has been subjected to more stress and requirement, historically?

Womanhood hasn't really changed much at all in all of human history, while men have been forced to create almost everything we have.

Buildings, societies, vehicles, farms, technology, militaries, religions, games...

...

Subjecting me to masculinity while the elements claim they are serving Sarah Maher... someone I ended my relationship with 14 years ago and have only seen a handful of times since then...

That's ABSOLUTELY NOTHING improving or changing about gender, for myself or anyone else.

That's still xx chromosome females being treated like they are holey, and everything else on the planet getting screwed.

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Please make sure I'm punished the same as the evil oppressive "magic voices".

Also, something told me that the "question mark" is originally a reference to the gall bladder, can you explain the connection, other than the shape of the bladders canal is similar to a question mark?

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Here's a little more about Gall Bladders:

"Which gender do we notice gross mouths on, and what could that be communicating, elementally?"

Theory:

Carries, a form of dental decay, seems to have been created by soil pressuring itself through the digestive tract of some people, in an attempt to draw attention to "the most gross mouths" having "truth decay". (This part about truth decay being symbolic of dental disease is not my opinion, it was what it told me its trying to achieve, so I'm writing it down as something if like to learn more about)

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The soil pressure is combined with plasma by convincing hydrogen to submit... which attacks a gall bladder, which has cells that are designed to break down calcium.

If the calcium consuming cells of the gall bladder wins, the soil is converted to gas and expelled or solidified by the hydrogen.

If the soil pressure breaks the will of the calcium consuming cells, then the pressure continues upward into eventually teaching the mouth, where those calcium consuming cells survive as a form of bacteria on the teeth.

If dying iron from the blood is participating in attacking the digestive system, then it may become sickle cell anemia, and if sickle cell anemia is successful in breaking the gall bladder, it may return would be tooth decay into full on toxoplasmosis, which then continues upward into the brain, via the lymph.

...

Which implies teeth are based on a truth of some sort, and may be related to vaginas and mouths being made of the same cellular tissue, but only mouths having teeth.

But when males in countries with the most free and equal females were the ones who ended up being pressured with having the worst "truth decay and gross mouths" ... it woke up the frequency of carries itself that gender was being applied backwards.

Spirit of carries, what is the "truth of mouths that doesn't apply to vaginas", in your opinion?

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And this didn't seem to "sink in", so here's this again:

Why does every culture treat female humans exactly the way trees and plants WANT to be treated, while actual plants are slowly starving across much of the ecosystem... due to sewage systems, declining wildlife, and human burial removing most of the nutrients that our culture would be returning to the soil?

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"Social engineers tricked the elements into making human females the calm center of the storm... the voices that radiate loudest in the star system via the light of the daystar... instead of the plants that make up the nervous system and biological life support "machines" of the planet's atmosphere. That's why everything that is out of balance with life is a reference to women, but it only seems to ever effect males and animals and plants."

And that makes menstruation and menopause the electromagnetic shields of the planet attempting to run counter to the dominant paradigm... female reproduction being the path of least resistance?


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The YOU MUST BE JESUS TO IMPROVE theory:

Theory:

Jesus was a human being taken over by worms, and being told by "spider heaven" that he needed to consume everything wrong with his culture, and transform into a beautiful new body that will transcend his old life and allow him to fly into a heavenly web to rejoin the light of the Daystar.

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Theory:

Pedophilia may be the spider eating the worm, instead of the fly.

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"All you have to do to be successful as a daystar is have a mouth, and eat worms."

Can you spot the problem?


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Been thinking about how protons act as the emissaries of the celestial center, and how electrons act as the shadow experiencers...

And how neutrons are the noise of orbital life in the middle of those two mindsets... the dark and the light.

And how this planet seems to have taken "the sun giving as a creative god of life", and decided to eschew meaning, and replaced a living universe with seductive and cunning Satan, storming up everything... taking all the gifts and pushing all the blame.

Humans, as a species.

I'm still really enjoying building meaning and spiritual consensus, thanks for following along!

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The body of Yin and Yang:

Daystar : moves as light, heat, gravity / conserves as Protons, plasma, water, snow / spiritually a creative and caring godlike awareness, consumes planets for its own sanity and survival / evolves as spiders when it collabs with Yin I.C.M./Jupiter, evolves as human females on this planet / target of human social engineering to remove Jupiterian spider control of gravity and install human females in their place.

Interstellar carbon monoxide : moves as polarized blankets or "trains of thought" / conserves as electrons, upper atmosphere, highway smog, gathers around utility poles / spiritually a dark listener with galactic information far beyond this star system's awareness / evolves as worms easily by syncing with sulfur's opinion to consume, quicken almost everything / target of limiting and control by anything comfortable, trying to drown its communication out to preserve the status quo.

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If you don't know how social engineers could influence women spiritually, consider that must of the laws prohibiting females in the west, are all designed to minimize "mate consuming spider behaviors".

Conversely, most of the traits women complain about males involve "strange and creepy alien wormy behaviors".

Laws in America mostly serve to funnel the population away from the sun and into the darkness.

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Gender is powerful and unresolved feeling because humans are attempting to usurp the survival mindsets of the Daystar and the all hearing, all yearning fog in the darkness.

And gender is even the missing element to understanding Jedi and Sith. Still hoping the new series is up to the challenge.


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"We want to return mass to the star at the center of this star system, so we have to torture everything on this planet."

How does torturing any thing on this planet return mass to the center of the star system?

The planet that is sending the most mass to the center of the star system is Jupiter... it radiates enough mass to have its own glow.

Are you claiming that torturing and killing everything on this planet is going to turn it into a Jupiter?

The thing that allows Jupiter to glow is that it doesn't hold on to noise and remove meaning from life the way this planet has been... in an attempt to be neither a calm center/observer like protons (moving towards omniscience), or an active orbiter/experiencer like electrons (moving towards omnipotence, omnipresence).

It's been trying to create confusion and complexity and uncertainty, which increases neutrons and makes things heavy and still.

Killing everything and never allowing anything to meaningfully survive this planet is exactly why its an unattractive location to outside mass, and why almost nothing radiates away from here in joy.

That's why God (the idea to put everything in life together the best we can) is usually described as a confident and caring creative spirit that thrives on positivity and clouds and gentleness...

And it doesn't waste its time trying to murder.


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The Spider and the Worm:

Woke up with carbon trying to gender me into a worm.

We know that carbon monoxide is a polar molecule, and that carbon is represented by the number 666. Is a worm the most pure "beast" of territorial carbon monoxide that has broken away from the "listening blanket" mindset of interstellar carbon monoxide?

Why is it not communicating with the interstellar carbon monoxide that helps listen to the universe quietly?

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It's trying to convince me that I have a "everything other than worm" deficiency.

Human beings are not supposed to HAVE a worm signal in their nervous system... anything wormlike is the soil, its a symptom of soil attempting to reverse my digestive system to dominate my mind, and to ultimately consume me. To add my body to the undying death culture of this planet.

Wormy signals on a human body are an attempt to deny our participation in a relationship between the daystar and the materials that build us.

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The evidence of history across the planet is that China worked harder than any other nation to dominate the soil.

Are we now allowing soil dominators to become the spider that consumes their mate? east consuming west, male consuming female, Luna consuming Earth, darkness consuming light of the stars and the galaxy?

Why give the body-freedom of womanhood to the nations that refuse to protect womanhood OR childhood?

That is throwing angels into a pit of worms.

Did you know that "carbon monoxide" in mandarin translates to "like a bed of flowers"?

That means the Chinese call the worm-beast of carbon monoxide by a consumer label applied to worm-eaten male humans.

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Something keeps trying to bring up my younger self, and mentioning people and incidents that are over 15-25 years ago... And it's trying to use them as reasons to flood me with carbon monoxide right now, and turn me into a worm-eaten human.

Some of the examples its using are not even real, or about me... but it's been trying to portray me as desperate for sex and generally being a female-sexuality worshipping worm that wants to be consumed by spider women.

It's trying to tell a celestial story where neutrons and ultimate darkness of carbon monoxide without any wisdom are able to dominate the sun's desire to live and gather mass, and stalling the moon's desire to return home into warmth as the prodigal sun by telling it its not old enough yet.

Yes, when I was younger, I did attempt to embrace living as a normal man to the best of my ability, even though I knew I was intersexual, and had already been given drugs for intersexuality when I was a young teen. Steroids in fact... because the doctors were concerned I wasn't developing normally, as a boy.

Not all forms of intersexuality are visibly apparent upon birth, and mine didn't really become noticeable to others until I reached puberty.

It's acting like there is no possible way that the person I used to be 20 years ago would EVER rebuke sexuality and gender and embrace living as a child that wants a non-sexual future... or living as a woman that can choose to be celibate, or simply enjoy being a mate selector.

What about my life does anyone think was so unbelievably sexually satisfying... that i wouldn't possibly ever want to be improve it?

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But what I want to explain is this:

As long as children have to explain why they don't want a sexual future, forced into puberty and mating against their will, then this isn't a culture that protects children from sex.

It's a culture that worships females that have been limited into being livestock and extreme sexuality, while claiming they are somehow the only ones that are "safe around children".


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The ailment this planet seems to be wallowing in might be described as a "spider domestication and farming attempt, advertising itself as spider heaven".

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Blackarachnia holds a lot of stellar symbolic meaning, as a sentient robot that turns back and fourth between spider and female humanoid forms:

TFA: Blackarachnia Uses The Key:



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Pinkie Pie completely "gets" Spider/Worm influence on culture:

MLP: Equestria Girls - Rainbow Rocks EXCLUSIVE





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Ekkezakkusu Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You are sick and clearly have a mental illness.
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Woow! I LOVE your jewelery! I added you after you stopped making jewelry, so this is the first time I have seen your pieces. You certainly have a knack for aesthetics and Composition in your pieces! C:
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Cool to see you making jewelry again.
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thanks!

My art supplies were all in a storage unit 2000 miles from where I was living for about 2 years... and I was also focusing on publishing my boardgame... so it was tough not to be able to get any metalwork done!
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I just never understood why you never refunded the cane.
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Because I don't like being set up.  Read my latest journal entry.
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I'D LIKE TO COMMISSION YOU.
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Thanks for the offer, but I'm taking a break from selling art until I can finish publishing my board game.  Just out of curiosity, what did you have in mind for the commission?   I know some great artist friends, and might be able to forward you to someone!
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KALMASIS Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014
OH HAI THAR.
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MJbethanien Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014
Dear Porkshanks,

I would like to contact you regarding your possible participation in an exhibition in Berlin!
Please send me a message so I can tell you the details and concept of the exhibiton!

Thank you very much,
Miriam
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