A human body is potentially immortal.
Age, disease, puberty, menopause, and "insanity"... mostly assault a body as "outside forces" via the elements and frequencies of life we live in or around.
If you are trying to force someone to go through outside forces that eventually lead to death...
Then you are trying to murder them.
So far, in 7 years of voices harassing me through the elements, there still has not been any reason given for it that justifies my murder, and no individual or group has bravely stepped forward to claim the right to murder me.
Half an hour later, and all I notice is that the places on my lymph system where Brown melanin gather feel like they are trying to grab into my skin and pull me downward into the soil.
Noticing gender makes me notice dark skin, based on science and personal observations taken consistently for years.
And noticing dark skin makes me notice Chinese mandarin voice harassment and extreme taijitsu ruining human evolution for thousands of years.
And noticing Chinese oppression makes me notice the American declaration of independence and equality.
Think of the soil as a giant Brown tentacle monster of death trying to pull everything it notices down into its cold still greed.
I believe a money based commerce system alone is not heavenly enough to put in control of my nervous system and die for.
The only thing outside my own body that can convince me to die for it, would be something that made me believe that our entire planet was going to eventually stop being a cold rock and return back to the stellar level...
accepted by life, peacefully... as opposed to the possessive and manly death grip that you've sometimes presented to me.
So if I did die here, my materials would EVENTUALLY return to life on some level.
No government, no business, no religion, no gender, no ethnicity, no scene, no celebrity, no movie yet... nothing has me convinced that this planet is ever going to return to the stellar level, much less in a reasonable amount of time.
So I refuse this planet my death as a legitimate claim.
Life, I like most governments. I like many businesses. I like some aspects of most religions, usually the more peaceful and hopeful stuff, and I like most people.
I just don't want to die for any of these things... and until one of them has proven that they are capable* of moving their mass back inward towards the stellar eternal life...
I don't think it's healthy to force things to catalyze and die for them.
Especially since "everything" has seemed so adamant against improving, and attempting to literally noise cancel anything it notices... who would WANT to die for nothing?
[ * please note proving capabilities is not requesting that all of the mass of the star system return to the stellar life, nor am I asking things to go back against their will.]
Why did my mom go through menopause?
What if our culture misunderstood what the word adultery means?
"Voluntary violation of the marriage bed"
What was meant to vilify the process of turning children into adults... The soil dominating people's minds and pulling them into death...
...was itself corrupted into "breaking the sanctity of mating", which is a process that is most often used to adulterate children into the path of death.www.etymonline.com/index.php?t…
Does that help explain what Jesus meant when he said "whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein." Mark 10:15
Moving towards death means moving towards the planet's soil... getting cold, slower, becoming limited as someone else's property.
Moving towards life means moving towards the stellar level, heating... gaining speed and freedom from the confines of this planet's enslavement.
I'm at my parents place, and the elements here are very much trying to make human digestive systems eat brains instead of pushing out soil.
Please stop zombifying my parents and ruining soil quality.
The desert is winning here, and America is losing hard core. Boo, planet.
Every complaint about American culture can be solved by giving males gender equality to females... and that will redefine a woman's body as being about more than sex by the very nature off males becoming women.
Something is trying to teach the elements that attempt to "help" me, that pushing someone down into the soil and death is called "sexiness".
They are also making the mistake of thinking someone's desire to be a woman of American liberty, or an ageless child of God, is based on "wanting to be sexy"...
...when I've clearly communicated that I'm celibate... and while I could be inspired to mate with a female, I don't find manly bodies attractive because i know what it feels like NOT to be manly.
I had a long discussion with my mother earlier today.
I told her that I believe taijitsu and yin and yang and the Tao te ching are all based on Chinese men not wanting to take on any responsibility while taking possession of property and enslaving females and livestock.
One third of the population of the planet lives in china and India, and those are two of the oldest uninterrupted governments in human history.
These are nations that have had spiritual systems operating for over 5 thousand years, in concert with the leadership of the country... ie there was no separation of church and state for much of that time.
The monks of the temples of China obeyed the word of the emperor of China...
The people who were attempting to attune themselves with the elements they lived in for thousands of years...
Were essentially trying to make China a perfect being in tune with the elements.
While also enslaving almost everything for the purposes of the emperor.
And even if we ignore all the circumstantial evidence recorded in similarities of words between mandarin and other languages...
And ignore all the circumstantial evidence that everything labeled to black or white by China has been forced on other "races" all over the planet, for thousands of years...
It should be obvious that this situation has has an effect on places outside China through history.
But my mother said she doesn't see a connection and that she doesn't believe that anything from China has had an effect on anywhere else in history.
The reason I'm uncomfortable accepting the ideas and spirituality of China and the east in general, is because slavery is legal across much of China, raping and murdering women and children is legal in some parts of asia, they don't offer legal protection to their workers, no insurance, little to no health care...
So the cheap clothing that America buys is making billionaires out of men who are essentially keeping a slave populace, and I don't want to support that.
So it makes me wonder if the spirit and karma of Asia believes that females are guilty of something...
That that is happening in the east, and yet the elements are trying to pull ME and other Americans into the soil.
I'd rather see China get focused on, Chinese labor catch up to other free nations, and then Americans can go back to not having cheap disposable clothing.
It will create local jobs, reduce waste, improve fashion by slowing it down and encouraging people to make better decisions about buying longer lasting better quality clothing...
And this is not a new opinion for me, ive written about these ideas in magazine interviews that I have done going back to 2007.
The Asian mindset seems to be attacking me based on its accusation that womanhood represents some sort of uncivilized and evil darkeness that needs to be enslaved and dominated.
So under this ideal, the wilderness will eventually be domesticated until there is nothing predatorial in it...
The plants and trees will no longer press on people for physical labor or hunger or sexual fertilization.
The infinity of space will no longer challenge Chinese philosophers or present them with anything that disagrees with them or their emperor.
Seems not only unlikely, but not something I'd even WANT to experience.
And is it becoming obvious what mindset the soil might be communicating that is considered "death", compared to the "life" offered by the rest of the universe?
I know it may sound harsh to ears that have been brainwashed by male Chinese domination of the elements, but America should not be struggling in obesity and manliness, the East should.
Bi Polar disorder is Yin and Yang extremism victimhood.
ADHD is Kabbalah attempting to take advantage of wealth building through noise canceling Taijitsu.