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Plantlife: do you favor humans that you CAN challenge the uv ray protection of, if you want to...

...or do you favor humans that have skin that communicates on the brown frequency of light, and is constantly interfering with the mindset of the soil and the trees, and making it hard for plantlife to be carbon pressured, since dark skinned people are attempting to send their waste pressure at "non-brown frequencies"?

Brown skin creates desert.

It's not simply "science theory", we have thousands of years of this fact being demonstrated in Africa, South America, and the middle east.

Human skin that is communicating on the Brown frequency and NEVER broken up by uv rays the way lighter skin is... is physically threatening to the health of the ecosystem and the plantlife.

I'm not hateful.

I respect "team human" and I want dark skinned people to understand why we must label "Brown skin not an ideal human trait", and why we must pressure people with Brown skin to give up their racism and become lighter in tone.

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If you are going to claim that the success of Wal Mart is based on talking advantage of Asia not protecting its poor workers and females and children...

Then that kind of implies things about how Americans should be treated.

And I'm wondering why I woke up inside something that isn't being a reliable narrator, and yet its again treating me like I'm inferior to dark skin and soil pressuring me with other people's property.


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"We will not become white. That is inferior, and white people are the sands to us."

Then white people are the oil production and a fundamental part of the electromagnetic shield of this planet.

"What if we decided white people shouldn't have those things protecting them?"

If sand and silica began growing plantlife, instead of judging things good and bad... then what would be the buffer between humans and the plantlife... and vice versa?

I feel fine running to the store today, and have had two solid bowel movements today, so my digestive system feels fine. Although my ears are burning and red from UV rays attempting to cook cartilage (to apparently cause flu and osteoperosis).


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Theory: zombies are essentially what people with lots of melanin will be like if the environment decides that white people are the more human group, and to challenge dark skinned people with the carbon monoxide and soil pressure.

Does the soil and plantlife prefer humans that CAN be challenged by uv rays to earn their protection...

...or does the ecosystem want to have humans that are on the same exact frequency of light communication as the soil and the trees, and are people who will make it hard for plants to consume carbon and for soil quality to remain rich because they don't want their Brown frequency to be carbon pressured and poop-conserving, and that's why they are almost never pressured by uv rays and broken up?

Ps: I believe in Team Human, but I'm concerned that something keeps hurting me with soil pressure and it's telling me that I'm not human and not worth protecting... because I'm too light skinned. And it started happening to me when I lived under a very dark family that had African flags on their walls and an African import sticker on their car.

So this is my response.


***

"This is all toxoplasmosis behavior."

So how do we get toxoplasmosis to stop communicating through the elements?

"The soil would have to stop trying to get INTO your brain to silence your opinions."

What opinion of mine are you trying to silence?

"The awareness that dark skin is able to communicate through the Brown frequency of light to influence the soil and the trees to focus on someone and silence their opinions."


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"Remember when you did that parody cover of your old zine, with the mighty morphin power rangers, and it became obvious that the Asian show its based on was trying to teach racists and sexists to stop attacking human traits and to be "team human"?"

Yup!

"The human nervous system is based on protons from the sun seeking immortality, so anytime that the soil lets a human talk through it, it's causing cancer in whoever the soil is talking TO."

"As long as the soil is allowing some human to have a perfect digestive system, somewhere... then the soil itself is immortal."

"If people who believe in Team Human are the ones getting colon cancer, then the soil itself is trying to break up the human species."

Why are you telling me helpful things while trying to hurt me and make me suffer?

"Because some elements are trying to kill you, and some are trying to keep you alive."

What elements want to kill me, and how do they communicate that desire and spread it?

"It lies and claims to be helping you become your future... and then it tries to turn you into your mom's Rhodesian ridgeback."

What is controlling that process?

"People that talk to things through the soil, and cause constipation... are essentially basing their health and longevity on destroying humans. You became an easy target because when you were attacked by racists who hate white people in Seattle, you won over some of the soil to give you perfect digestion, but it didn't keep your identity a secret, because you hoped that being honest and open and writing about your experience would demonstrate that you are more worth protecting than the ones who attack you, that refuse to make their identity known in a recorded way."

"But you saw lots of your experiences in stuff. Isn't that a record of your guilt?"

What guilt?

Every time I recognize bits of my life in things... all the references are confused and mixed up and either you are complaining about things people around me are doing, or you are complaining about mistakes I haven't made in twenty years that I already admitted were wrong and changed.

There hasn't been ANYTHING written by ANYONE that would support killing me with colon cancer or turning me into a livestock animal with masculinity.

In fact, a ton of media seems to be trying to write about me in positive ways, WHICH IS WHY MY ATTACKER IS HAVING TO LIE AND PRETEND TO BE HELPING ME BECOME A NAKED ANIMAL IN A CAGE AT MY PARENT'S HOUSE.

Team human doesn't attack other humans... that is insane.

"Team human bases its digestion on criticizing animals."

Why doesn't Team Human believe in criticizing the silicon and sending human dominated soil to grow plantlife?

"My only master is plantlife" refers to a respect for the relationship between the Daystar and the soil that is healthy and sharing. It's telling the soil "if you want to influence me, you have to earn it by growing plants."


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Here's some questions that need attention:

If I believe in "team human", and I'm being attacked through the soil and carbon monoxide by dark skinned people who don't want me to be the same as them...

Does that make them racist? Or just anti-American?

And is "team human" SUPPOSED to have the ability to communicate on the brown frequency of light into the soil and the trees to constipate victims and livestock them?

Aka: are humans SUPPOSED to have skin that is never challenged by uv rays that are filtered through carbon monoxide in the ionosphere?

If so, then does that make "white people" inferior to humans?

If so, then how do I convince the elements to begin defending MY humanity?

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" remind people that melanin is moderated by UV rays that are filtered through carbon monoxide in the ionosphere, and that makes skin color a form of carbon monoxide poisoning. The only reason that dark skin isn't carbon monoxide poison for anyone with melanin is because the soil is listening to the opinions of dark skin and pressuring other living things with carbon for dark skinned people."

In my culture, the Daystar only sets the greed of the soil free to grow free food and share oxygen with us.

This is why the awareness that "masculinizing" discomfort is caused by digestive failure and soil taking over a human nervous system... is noteworthy... and a threat to heaven's existence.

Accepting "manhood" on anyone, but especially males will put soil greed in control of everything on the planet.

How do we teach women to stop accepting "manhood"?


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I usually ignore skin color, and am embracing of people that are different from myself, because that IS what a calm Yang Supremacy is like.

The point of Yang being confident in itself is based on knowing that being centered and attractive to infinite Yin darkness is what creates gravity and builds Stars and the longevity of Galaxies.

Skin color in humans is based on melanin that is moderated by UV rays that are filtered through carbon monoxide in the ionosphere.

So white skin being broken up on the molecular level by UV rays is evidence that our skin is protecting us from carbon monoxide poisoning.

That makes white skin evolutionarily preferrable as a trait, since protection from carbon monoxide poisoning is better than having UV ray protection (carbon monoxide is dangerous and poisonous to the point of death, whereas uv rays are variable and can generally only cause mild redness and irritation)

So I recognize my superior traits, but I'm not a jerk about it unless my life is threatened.

I embrace people with dark skin based on their accomplishments and I try to ignore skin color, but I will not tolerate skin color racism that tries to convince me that dark skin is superior.

So, what will it take to make darkest Yin to want to enter our calm superior Yang?


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Reminder: if you try to attack land owners with soil pressure, dark skinned people are perpetually carbon monoxide poisoned, and the only reason they aren't Wheezy Jefferson as possible is because they constantly send their carbon monoxide to attack white skin, because white people's skin has evolved to break to carbon monoxide automatically.

I only started hearing them after I was carbon monoxide poisoned living next to a major west coast hiway bridge in Seattle.

So it will probably come down to whether the land wants to grow plantlife and ignore skin color, kill/livestock black people, or constipate land owners.

Plantlife is my only master.


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American melting pot, what soil-based wealth monopoly are we breaking up with our digestion?

The soil's domination over our minds, and our lifespans?

Breaking the Daystar destroys humanity and our own immortality.

Land ownership must be broken until it's shared with everyone, our we will become a culture with rent and food costs, and no way to pay. The Daystar's light is trying to build a heaven where food is grown from the soil for free. Respect that.

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Now it's acting like the soil has more of a future than humans...

No. We need to build a culture with immortal humans living on a planet where food is free, and wealth is broken up and shared equally. The soil is already a giant mass of immobile material, the only way it's going to survive this is if it is working to break itself up and lighten up.

That will signal humans are educated enough to do other great things.

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A voice complains, "that culture is too perfect, too heavenly. We don't think we are up to the task of building it."

If you are not TRYING to build the best culture you can, then what keeps your society from devolving into lies, war, and theft?

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"The soil is upset with you, and it's trying to hurt you."

For trying to turn it into heaven on its way back into life as part of a galaxy? Anger is a strange response. If there is angry soil at me, then healthy human digestion would involve defending me.


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To wit: Attacking human bodies or our traits... dark skin, reproductive ability, work capability, digestion, etc... is NOT breaking up soil wealth monopoly. That is an attack on the Daystar.

"Asians are a foot shorter because their culture understands its breaking up land wealth monopolies."


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that is why:

In my culture, the Daystar only sets the greed of the soil free to grow free food and share oxygen with us.

This is why the awareness that "masculinizing" discomfort is caused by digestive failure and soil taking over a human nervous system... is noteworthy... and a threat to heaven's existence.

Accepting "manhood" on males will put soil greed in control of everything on the planet.

How do we teach women to stop accepting "manhood"?

"Master, what do I have to learn, to become better at feeding plants?"

"Ah my child, you have come to me with the ultimate question of power in battle... you may be ready."

"Ready, master?"

"It is time to bestow the ancient art of Pu Fu. As your parents before you, and my parents before me... I will pass down the secret of a good bowel movement."

"I am ready, master."

"You will need weapons. Grab four rolls of toilet paper. A magazine or handheld device. Soap. The test is already upon you."

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My only master is plantlife.

I serve a relationship between the soil and the Daystar that grows my master, and hope that my master loves me and is inspired by my life.

I am no livestock. If my master needs me to defend us, then I will defend us.

There is a great psychic war of ideals that my master is engaged in. His enemy are a clan of servants that were created by their masters to be able to use their Brown skin to speak elementally with soil and tree trunks, but they serve only themselves.

Long ago, in Egypt... these servants betrayed their masters and destroyed everything that communicated disagreement with servants pretending to be masters.

The landscape was left violated across the planet, and devastated in Northern Africa.

And these self-servants of the Pharoh's Legacy have been offering only lies and suffering to everything, ever since.

Sometimes I notice my master falls in psychic battle, and begins thinking like the Pharoh Legacy... and I've found that one of the fundamental differences is that my master will love servants with equality and human rights... regardless of shape, size, color, and sex.

But the Pharoh Legacy only seeks to protect itself, and attempts to lower anyone different from dark skin and female youth... filling them with soil that the masters stand upon and trying to drown us... sending worms to eat us... sending sundered dogs and flies... anything corrosive to the relationship of the Daystar and the land that grows my master.

"What if your master asks you to go to war against the pharoh legacy and murder them?"

Then I will ask my master how that will save us.

We are pacifists, who believe in livestock.

In order to make sure that the soil IS in a healthy relationship with the Daystar, all masters are fed upward and inward with soil carbon pressure.

This not only helps plantlife masters, it causes anyone attempting to become a self-serving follower of the Pharoh Legacy to get full of soil and constipation and manly delicious muscles.

So, my culture believes in finding those servants of Brown, and eating them until they give up and serve a Green master.

If they decide to follow another servant of the plantlife, that is tolerated in some cases, but they will be considered second class servants... but eyed with extreme caution, as they are essentially self-servants claiming to be serving another, and that can cause corruption of the "plantlife and servant" relationship...

If there is ever war from the Pharoh Legacy, these "servant of a servant" livestock will be the first into battle.

"Once 'servants of servants' are properly educated, they usually seek to become a non-constipated servant of plantlife, gaining equality and losing their 'servant of a servant' status."

"If your plantlife master wants to kill poor wildlife, instead of asking its wealthiest servants to share, it's not a very caring and equality-minded master... it may be corrupted by self-servants of the Pharoh Legacy!"

"Remember, child... the plantlife masters should feel to communicate needs through the soil and air and light... if because they will starve if they cannot."

Now, who is your master?

Do you serve plantlife?

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Sometimes it boils down to what soil responds to and moves to serve:

A plant's still communication of need, or things that communicate they are able to move on their own, and willing to serve.

Remember, this is a discussion about what sorts of messages the soil should be sending through it...

The opinions of foolish people gifted with arms and legs who want everything to move for them, or the communication of plants that must play the role of a meditating righteous master seeking service, because they literally cannot move to serve anything while they are making oxygen and food for everyone.

One question:

Dear planet, racism bothers me a lot. What can I personally do to reduce racism?


***

Upon waking, I was reminded that when I was trying to fight for immortal Womanhood (since there are supposed to be women that survive this soil, for humans to be evolving healthily, so we know that the stellar life has some un-contaminated agency on this planet), I kept finding myself arguing with dark skinned men of other cultures that believe in murdering women with menopause effects that mirror the self-consumption traits of manhood. (EG: Sati in hinduism)

And that we discovered carbon's influence over melanin seems to be in control of aging in women, as well as gender.

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I'm noticing that carbon is attempting to break up my reproductive system and use it to reverse my digestive system to consume my brain... the creation of the traits called "manhood".

I'm also noticing a pressure on my lymph system where melanin gathers in the human body. (This creates part of the "look up" feeling)

I'm noticing that this pressure always preceeds an attack on my genitals, and the attacks always seem to be designed to consume my brain, while sending trivia and false accusation.

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Dark skinned people that found they could only feel peaceful when they destroyed the environment, took over the easy reproduction and physical labor of plantlife's heaven, and caused other things to fight each other... by playing God through the carbon...

This isn't enough of a "motive" to cause carbon to act this way when it communicates people, instead of the needs of plantlife?

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"Remember when we were exploring the idea of profitable mistake culture?"

Yes, about 2011?

"Are there any 'profitable mistakes' that dark skinned people make?"

Trying to channel the stars through females, killing all the women... and channeling the planet's soil through males, killing all the males?

Skin color and gender being attached to genital sex organs in a way that favors the destruction of the environment, and then attacking anyone who questions sexism and racism?

Attacking the communication of need, while pretending to be victims that are needy for blackness and womanhood hacking the environment and being destructive?


***

If you wanted to actually have righteous carbon, it could play "whoever makes the plantlife happiest, wins".

Maybe start with burial, sewage systems, and skin color / gender contamination?

Soil, you are currently trying to take over my nervous system and kill me, instead of growing plantlife. And you are sounding racist and sexist and mean while doing it.

That's not loving...

...have I just proven this planet's land to not be part of a Christian God of love?


***


Am I guilty of breaking the rules of carbon-enforced cheap labor, that destroys plantlife instead of cherishing the ecosystem?

I feel through with being Santa Claused for people with a wealth monopoly over gender and skin color.

I feel through with getting turned into cheap labor for ecosystem hacking people wealthier than myself, period.

I am through listening to carbon claim to be anything in our culture, while the medical system of the society we live in considers it psychotic just for talking to humans instead of growing plantlife.

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"Molly, isn't it obvious that you suffer because you care about plantlife? People's digestive systems are clearly designed to poo any opinion that wilderness carbon communicates."

Good point.

Only problem I see with this opinion is that carbon is what is pressuring me to tell me this... so why is this carbon trying to get INTO human bodies, and telling me I'm not supposed to care about plantlife... instead of growing plants, like it should... if we are SUPPOSED TO have something to poo?

Wouldn't it be healthier if we pooed carbon to listen to the daystar, and grow plantlife?


***

Carbon mainly influences through gender and skin color.

The human digestive system works best by isolating soil carbon influence and converting it to hair and tree food.

So, it may actually work to our health's favor by ignoring gender and skin color to the best of our ability.

Sulfur, on the other hand... should enjoy pursuing gender and racism.

Gender and race is soil contamination, best ignored.

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"That would be fine if carbon influence of gender and skin color were not endangering anything. As it is now, carbon influence works to the advantage of dark skin and females, and chaos or total destruction of the environment. And white skin and males suffer being broken up by carbon."

"So the best solution for our digestive system to isolate and reject the influence of carbon is to always act against dark skin and females."



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If I'm not assured that my own body is being granted immortality, then my best method for surviving is to reproduce.

Ive witnessed mother's souls peeking out from their own little girls before... and the reincarnation of females into their daughters bodies has come up before.

And I saw the carbon of the soil taking over the body of the Seymour baby.

So, I know there is some chain of continuity with the Daystar and the soil happening... that isn't recognized by our culture officially.

And we know that human genitals are not important enough to hold the universe together.

So why is this planet and star committing suicide through the sex organs of males and females, and then killing all of them?

See why immortality is worth exploring?

If the carbon should be anything, it's plantlife, and if the daystar should be anything, it's immortal humans that look like women, but who don't need to mate.

That will bring healing to our relationship with the environment and end sexism, racism, pedophilia, etc...

*

"Are you moving towards becoming black women or plantlife?" Is not easy to ignore because that one question exposes almost everything that is wrong or unfinished about this planet's soil.

Do you assume that there SHOULD be women that have the daystar living through them, AND influence over the carbon of the soil, control over human digestion systems, AND the plantlife... via Brown skin protected by uv rays?

Are black women the only group that's "done"?


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"Molly, I've been listening to the carbon flood you and make your melanin radiate on the caucasian frequency of light... and you didn't write everything I heard."

What did you hear, that I didn't feel inspired to write?

"You didn't write that defense of Chinese communism."

That's because China is too cheap labor and too darkest eve of destruction for me to defend it. If it changes, and embraces true womanhood, instead of being misogynist communism based on female slavery... THEN I'll defend it.

"Let's attack Asians then, since they must be who this voice is feeding you scripts, orgying of evidence themselves"

I haven't seen any evidence that Asians are controlling carbon. I already wrote in depth that Buddhists recorded the phenomena of life being contaminated by "unclean" women being isolated and limited into ecosystem hacking by males.

I also wrote a clean dismantling of traditional taijitsu, into "my" theory of The White Teardrop.

Am I being accused of something, that soil carbon keeps touching me and making me write out other groups' arguments?

*

"Molly, the star system gave an opportunity to communicate with everything to everyone that disagreed with, was inspired by, or didn't like your writing... and so far, most of it has been avoiding the issues you write about entirely and insulting you."


***

Just heard what sounds like a large piece of our planet wake up that everything is kept backwards here, so that any time it focuses on trying to fix anything, to build heaven or create human evolution and equality, reduce manhood being consumed or women dying at all, to ease suffering...

The wealthy just incriminate some other problem, and distract the materials apart.


***

All attempts to domesticate, refine, and mature the human spirit to "behave", follow laws, and obey the soil's rules...

Have ended in death.

If you are noticing wildness, try to imagine a black person going through it... how easy is it to picture clownish and foolish dark skinned people, vs how often are you presented with goofy white people acting stupid and making mistakes?

Ladies who respond to communicated needs... you can take on the task of teaching the wildness of the universe to do what YOU want.

O bomb.

It's the change you voted for.

*

It just told me that its not going to try to force me to do things I don't want to do!

That's the best thing I've heard the materials say in a long time.


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Why am I hearing voices that sound like people who believe it's ok to allow the soil to take over the bodies of people... If they have a penis?

How is that different from telling the daystar to kill everyone who is born male, by reversing their digestive system and eating their brains?

Is that the soil itself trying to claim bodies, based on a birth trait that no one has EVER witnessed changing or repairing naturally?

...

The narrative I'm hearing now sounds like dark skinned people I saw while I was running errands yesterday... arguing about what I'm supposed to dress like. It seems like they are judging me on what sex organ they guess I have, or rumors the elements communicate, instead of anything they witnesed me actually doing.

But I have no idea if that's imaginary or not.

...

Something keeps trying to deform my face to feel like it's being squashed into a Rhodesian ridgeback shape. And I saw an imaginary image that looked like my mom's dog licking the floor of her cage.

That is probably carbon and sulfur pressure trying to take over my body... but I'm not sure what it thinks it's solving by doing that.

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Soil, you keep trying to impose your stupid authority into the stellar level of the galactic culture.

The stellar life isn't trying to make you do things that hurt you, it's trying to teach planet's how to become gentle and embrace living... it's based on physical limits of the stuff that makes up the universe and holds it together.

ALL you end up doing is spinning in your own navel gazing and trying to justify it as "wealthy" and "important"... when the soils .only real contribution to reality so far... is murder and ugliness and destruction.

The value of this planet is the daystar breathing love into it.


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It just claimed that it realized righteous undying womanhood, and that Hindu Sati is wrong, and that womanhood is now meaningful.

Awesome!

How does someone meaningfully gain womanhood?

...

Also, then it tried to accuse me of murdering widows and forcing soil laws and limitations on women and children.

Sarcasm is only obvious and WORKS if everyone hearing this actually knows what I have been writing about.

As long as no one knows who Molly Friedrich is, or that she may be the ONLY pioneer in writing about our human relationship with the living universe ... Sarcasm is just false accusation that I have to repeat a defense of... over and over... or the soil begins killing me.

Please solve this.

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"No one has even justified why the soil should be taking over people's bodies, reversing their digestive systems, and eating their brains at all... much less having to justify not having it happen."

Ok... then why IS it happening to me right now?

"Because you're in heaven."

Now it's pretending to be black women yelling "wolf!" at me, through the carbon.

That may be a reference to my ex roommate's husband, Jack Seymour? His online name was Wolfie.

It said that everything is so backwards that black females that eat the environment until there is nothing left... are calling a modest person who cares about helping wild animals and serving plantlife, and who lives a lonely life of celibacy... a wolf.

But the people around here don't know its being sarcastic.

They just hear the living universe yell accusations at someone who is clearly being de-humanized.

"Get up!"

I was up... and it was hurting me so bad I could barely stand, and it gave me a headache, so I went back to bed.


***

Why are you sending carbon at me, to make me notice parts of my body?

"Because you are not a woman."

Why do you think I am not a woman?

"Because I'm carbon pressuring you, to make you notice your body."

Carbon, as long as you are trying to get INTO human bodies, instead of growing plantlife... you are the definition of "not a woman".

It's not vindictive or a game to tell you this... it's simply a physical function of carbon trying to get INTO a human body.

Soil is what humans poop and carbon mainly becomes our hair.


***


Ran some errands. The carbon isn't trying to take over my nervous system or reverse my digestion.

However, I still see males that are, and skin color that indicates an "eve of destruction" and "selfish desert culture".

Also, I know these ideas have spread in other languages, so either America is going to live up to its promise I'd human rights and equality, and the soil will defend America as it evolves into humanity that is able to consume cultures that refuse to join human rights and equality...

Or, other places will figure out how to take advantage of a nation whose own soil won't defend it.

I don't like feeling like I'm deliberating threats, but it asked me to explain this, because its an important detail of aligning life... and it's not an artificially created threat.


***


"I can understand why the soil of the planet would be upset after it goes through the effort to build plantlife, only to discover that the physical service and easy fertilization that humans were designed to perform for plantlife... has been diverted into extreme gender and skin color that actually rewards people for insulting, ignoring, and destroying the ecosystem."

*

We could discuss the inequity between males and females for land ownership?

Or maybe how most females feel trapped by the societal expectations of womanhood, and bullied by carbon pressure in ways that males simply don't worry about, because "boys will be boys"?

And boys have spent the last 20 years absorbing black culture, as "wiggers", music lovers, etc.

How about we discuss how black culture has been known for decades to use slang terms and code words in an attempt to "stay ahead of white culture"?

Or how "black culture" acts indignant and complains about whites appropriating their intellectual property, and how successful black artists are guilty of being sell outs and minstrels, any time their work becomes popular with white people in America?

In case there is any doubt, this is all part of un-American soil carbon drawing attention to gender and trying to minimize attention on skin color.

Black people trying to keep their control over gender via their skin's influence on the soil and trees and carbon that filters uv rays to break up caucasian skin.

Gender is in an extreme spiral of feedback and noise, because dark skin creates gender... and dark skin controls skin color.

Someone remains dark simply because they are already dark. But no one is supposed to notice uv ray protection or try to assign meaning to it.

"Notice how unfair gender is, instead."

That's a feedback loop.

*

I wrote recently that gender was supposed to be in control of skin color.

But I don't see any evidence that womanhood (the group unchallenged by carbon pressure) controls skin color... other than the certainty that carbon's influence over human traits only change through sexual reproduction... but it's well established that females didn't choose to be oppressed into only being mothers for a couple thousand years.

Instead, carbon gathers hair and darkness around sexual characteristics, at puberty. Which is evidence that dark skin color is controlling gender.

We could discuss what the trait of black extreme curly / kinky hair being "afro hair" only, represents in carbon?

Maybe educating females about carbon would be the change that would break the feedback loop and make carbon pressure meaningful again?


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Reminder:

Planets are grown, as they are engorged with stellar waters.

youtu.be/0iW5HUrEkc8

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Important:

"Molly, remember when you asked carbon why it keeps putting genitals and reproduction in control of gender and race?"

Yes. I have a note about that written right here in my kitchen.

The voice of the carbon told me that it made all of its influence focused on genitals "to keep life going".

"Well, now we know that gender and ethnicity are actively rewarding the groups that are the most destructive to the plantlife and the environment's stability."

Hmm... that's an interesting point... that gender and race could be flipped, to reward the groups that perform the best service of plantlife and the environment."

"I wonder why blackness and womanhood that usurp plant heaven are the ones unchallenged by carbon. Does the soil not want to grow plantlife?"

Good question.

"I can understand why the soil of the planet would be upset after it goes through the effort to build plantlife, only to discover that the physical service and easy fertilization that humans were designed to perform for plantlife... has been diverted into extreme gender and skin color that actually rewards people for insulting, ignoring, and destroying the ecosystem."

How did dark skinned people hack into the plantlife?

"Plants communicate the most righteous need, because they don't move much without help, and they need other things to help them spread seeds and fertilize flowers."

"So black females that are culturally oppressed, so all they communicate is needs the way plantlife does... for reproduction and for work to be done for them... were able to blend into the communication of plantlife and play God and Satan through the soil."

"That's how dark brown melanin that is never broken by uv rays, and womanhood that isn't having its digestive system reversed by soil to create manhood on their body... is a significant combination. The soil of the planet is listening to them... and it's never challenging them, turning them white, or trying to punish them with 'Santa Clausing' for not sharing their wealth monopoly."

So... why do think black people want to dominate everything and not send their carbon to grow plantlife?

"Is black skin incompatible with plantlife and soil, and unable to become healthy stewards of the environment and land ownership?"

I've witnessed many decent black people who seem like caring and responsible stewards of plantlife... so some are trying. But they are being challenged by having their nervous systems taken over with soil to create manhood...

"I wonder what would happen if they challenged gender."

You mean you don't WANT black men?

"Obviously not. That would be 'the group that is known for having soil take over its nervous system' being the group that never has its communication challenged on the Brown frequency of the soil and trees."

And since women blend in with plantlife...

"Black men are essentially at war through the soil."

Remember when we figured out that someone is basically weaponizing sperm to seek out people's brains and consume "taboo thoughts", like noticing race, or questioning gender?

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"You think like someone who wants to entertain and inform the plantlife, and you know that as long as the soil isn't trying to make manliness in or near you, that you will have little worry about illness and spirit contamination (domination, misogyny, racism), aging will be calmer, etc..."

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Please try to use education and peaceful methods to deal with racism and hatred. This person's manhood and skin color could have been made into an ally for heaven.

I want you to imagine that masculinity and dark skin are like feedback loop chain reactions, or a disease that spreads with communication through carbon, instead of through individual cells of bacteria.

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It's spent the entire morning playing "guess whose soil I'm killing you with".

The carbon can send anything at us.

The voice trying to eat your brain might be a woman, a man, an animal, a plant, our even a location.

This is why its important to inspire the soil to add meaning to life, and if it's going to destroy a human body's individuality with manhood...

At least be doing it for a good reason, preferably recorded by a reliable narrator.

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Notice that it can send anything at us to kill us, but this doesn't excuse carbon and soil aligning its protected traits to sex organs and Brown skin... and then gendering and skin-coloring humans to reward destruction... especially in light of how flexible its proving itself in what it's trying to "mask-ulinize" and "white noise" people with.

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The soil is able to treat your body in multiple ways:

1. Donation: this is the soil letting you control the bit of soil that belongs to you, however you want to. This is "trying you with love, not forcing the soil's will upon you".

2. Polarity: this is the soil arguing with you, seeking to create dissonance and noise. This will probably lead to neutrons, and since the soil is so much larger than an individual human, the will of the soil will probably dominate.

3a. recombination self observance: this would be the soil taking on some of your opinions and ideas, and then using some of them to improve itself... and rejecting others. If it wants to help you observe yourself... it will offer improvements and compromises designed to help you.

3b. Recombination outward observance: this is the soil not seeking similarity and compromise, but instead to draw attention to differences, and not actively attempt to resolve them.

This will drive distance between you, but is not always bad. For example an important outward observance between humans and soil, is that soil has actual self-actuating worms in it, and humans generally don't want worms to grow inside them, we want sulfur in us to eat soil, but we want sunlight to keep the sulfur in check so it doesn't dominate our nervous system and eat US.

4. Dual polarity: this is a more complex relationship... more akin to a chain reaction. This is when both parties involved are attempting to push on each other and dominate the other, and will probably result in chemical changes.

These are the four rivers described by holistic rationality.

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Consumerism keeps trying to convince me to change my motto. It wants me to help defend the creation of an unending nightmare that isn't trying to build heaven, but is never broken or consumed by an outside mass.

Heaven works to respond to needs and solve them, spreading joy to the best of its ability.

If you are not solving needs, but instead attempting to flood need communication, your wealth monopoly must be broken and consumed.

It's nothing personal.

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Also, this morning it tried pressuring me with soil that was claiming it didn't know how to tell the difference between a plant and a human body... and so it was forcing carbon on me "for the plants".

But as soon as I attempted to blend in with the communication of need that a plant will have, such as light and easy sex and fertilization...

The soil became unreliable, it revealed itself to be serving the comfort of people that drown need communication, and therefore are not serving plants.


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Theory:

Some people don't know how to send their carbon to grow plantlife, because their soil doesn't know how to embrace the stellar life anymore.

Some soil may have gotten so happy and comfortable taking over every living being and eventually killing them, that it's lost interest in being anything other than humans.


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"You can't notice difference in skin color and gender, because it doesn't mean anything... you're a nasty racist or sexist if you want to bring up the subject of functional difference between traits..."

"But the second you start arguing for animals and livestock and pets to evolve into a form that is more in equality with humans... there is just no way to do that, because being a human is SO FUCKING MEANINGFUL, and evolving into one of us is just way too hard to justify. Just like dark skin and womanhood is."

"What is trying to make successful survival traits, hard to have?"

"Silicon, what are you actually doing?"

"Protecting life."

"But you don't grow plants, and you aren't in a human body... how can you possibly be helping life?"

"It must be trying to destroy something, because dark skin and womanhood of soil pressure both work to the favor of destruction."

"Are you what is trying to take over brains of living creatures and try to stop them from communicating certain ideas... keeping them from speaking with more than barks and yowls?"

"What happens to evolution the moment that silicon decides to allow non-humans to have an opinion? Do you begin caring about equality and human rights again?"

"Silicon has been trying to destroy the minds and opinions of everything on the planet that wasn't dark skinned or a woman. And that might be okay if it was meaningful, and there was some way to become dark skinned or a woman naturally..."

"...but genitals and sexual reproduction have been the only doorway anything else has ever been offered, and they have been trying to define blackness and womanhood as increasingly limited and exclusionary... showing no recorded attempt to build equality and increase humanity."

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If you begin to notice animals acting fluidly, oddly more human, or beginning to speak... remind silicon to grow plantlife and embrace life from the day star, instead of "attacking need communication of everything except dark skinned females".

There may be some areas experimenting with defending equality and human rights, as American soil.

Dark skin and womanhood has been the calm center of the sand storm for a long time, and I'm not advocating storming them... I'm trying to calm down the storm itself to become less racist, less sexist, and more patient.

If there is concern about need communication becoming too sexual, educate them that is a side effect from other needs being attacked and drowned out, leaving only sex and eating as two of the last remaining fundamental communications...

And that attacking need communication, instead of solving the need... destroys nervous systems, the economy, and the oxygen and food producing plantlife.

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"Black people have the only genitals important and meaningful enough to hold the universe together."


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Got fundamental enough to notice electrons are arguing against the Daystar's opinion to build heaven, aka seeking longevity and joy by improving life, instead of allowing for suffering to languish.

Electrons should be creating neutrons by arguing how best to realize heaven.

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"It should be possible to use lasers to send concentrated rays of light that communicate information into the target, with the effect of breaking their nervous system so badly that they are driven insane nearly instantly."

"For example, two beams. One targets their abdomen and is aligned with soil frequency designed to exaggerate silicon's destructive nature, and the other targets their head or heart, and is aligned against silicon. This large amount of directed and purposeful energy entering the system and accurately exploiting elemental fundamental conflicts can create moments of extreme catalysis."

"To wit: silicon's refusal to be loving and peaceful, and embrace heaven building can be easily explored and weaponized for profit."

"If the elements do not believe in human rights and equality, we can destroy anything by creating inequality, or devolving someone with equality with inferiority."

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Carbon and silicon, please stop making oil by drOwning everything except the opinions of black females, and grow plantlife.


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I've written enough, either it was meaningful and worth remembering and acting upon, or it was unimportant and not worth continuing.

Either way, I'm not writing more until I feel inspired by love.

I just spent the last week being flooded with hate, and trying to expose it and navigate it back towards love... and it just keeps flooding me with hate and telling me I'm hateful.

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"Why are you just sitting there wasting time with games, don't you have a life?"

Love allows things to be what THEY want to be, love doesn't force you. If you don't want me to be comfortable with my self, then you don't love me.

When you make me what I want to be, I will live and you will have an opportunity to know me.

I want to have dark skin and be a woman/xx female... or I want everyone to know why dark skinned women shouldn't exist.

Until then, this place is hateful and I refuse to cooperate.

Plantlife: do you favor humans that you CAN challenge the uv ray protection of, if you want to...

...or do you favor humans that have skin that communicates on the brown frequency of light, and is constantly interfering with the mindset of the soil and the trees, and making it hard for plantlife to be carbon pressured, since dark skinned people are attempting to send their waste pressure at "non-brown frequencies"?

Brown skin creates desert.

It's not simply "science theory", we have thousands of years of this fact being demonstrated in Africa, South America, and the middle east.

Human skin that is communicating on the Brown frequency and NEVER broken up by uv rays the way lighter skin is... is physically threatening to the health of the ecosystem and the plantlife.

I'm not hateful.

I respect "team human" and I want dark skinned people to understand why we must label "Brown skin not an ideal human trait", and why we must pressure people with Brown skin to give up their racism and become lighter in tone.

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If you are going to claim that the success of Wal Mart is based on talking advantage of Asia not protecting its poor workers and females and children...

Then that kind of implies things about how Americans should be treated.

And I'm wondering why I woke up inside something that isn't being a reliable narrator, and yet its again treating me like I'm inferior to dark skin and soil pressuring me with other people's property.


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"We will not become white. That is inferior, and white people are the sands to us."

Then white people are the oil production and a fundamental part of the electromagnetic shield of this planet.

"What if we decided white people shouldn't have those things protecting them?"

If sand and silica began growing plantlife, instead of judging things good and bad... then what would be the buffer between humans and the plantlife... and vice versa?

I feel fine running to the store today, and have had two solid bowel movements today, so my digestive system feels fine. Although my ears are burning and red from UV rays attempting to cook cartilage (to apparently cause flu and osteoperosis).


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Theory: zombies are essentially what people with lots of melanin will be like if the environment decides that white people are the more human group, and to challenge dark skinned people with the carbon monoxide and soil pressure.

Does the soil and plantlife prefer humans that CAN be challenged by uv rays to earn their protection...

...or does the ecosystem want to have humans that are on the same exact frequency of light communication as the soil and the trees, and are people who will make it hard for plants to consume carbon and for soil quality to remain rich because they don't want their Brown frequency to be carbon pressured and poop-conserving, and that's why they are almost never pressured by uv rays and broken up?

Ps: I believe in Team Human, but I'm concerned that something keeps hurting me with soil pressure and it's telling me that I'm not human and not worth protecting... because I'm too light skinned. And it started happening to me when I lived under a very dark family that had African flags on their walls and an African import sticker on their car.

So this is my response.


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"This is all toxoplasmosis behavior."

So how do we get toxoplasmosis to stop communicating through the elements?

"The soil would have to stop trying to get INTO your brain to silence your opinions."

What opinion of mine are you trying to silence?

"The awareness that dark skin is able to communicate through the Brown frequency of light to influence the soil and the trees to focus on someone and silence their opinions."


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"Remember when you did that parody cover of your old zine, with the mighty morphin power rangers, and it became obvious that the Asian show its based on was trying to teach racists and sexists to stop attacking human traits and to be "team human"?"

Yup!

"The human nervous system is based on protons from the sun seeking immortality, so anytime that the soil lets a human talk through it, it's causing cancer in whoever the soil is talking TO."

"As long as the soil is allowing some human to have a perfect digestive system, somewhere... then the soil itself is immortal."

"If people who believe in Team Human are the ones getting colon cancer, then the soil itself is trying to break up the human species."

Why are you telling me helpful things while trying to hurt me and make me suffer?

"Because some elements are trying to kill you, and some are trying to keep you alive."

What elements want to kill me, and how do they communicate that desire and spread it?

"It lies and claims to be helping you become your future... and then it tries to turn you into your mom's Rhodesian ridgeback."

What is controlling that process?

"People that talk to things through the soil, and cause constipation... are essentially basing their health and longevity on destroying humans. You became an easy target because when you were attacked by racists who hate white people in Seattle, you won over some of the soil to give you perfect digestion, but it didn't keep your identity a secret, because you hoped that being honest and open and writing about your experience would demonstrate that you are more worth protecting than the ones who attack you, that refuse to make their identity known in a recorded way."

"But you saw lots of your experiences in stuff. Isn't that a record of your guilt?"

What guilt?

Every time I recognize bits of my life in things... all the references are confused and mixed up and either you are complaining about things people around me are doing, or you are complaining about mistakes I haven't made in twenty years that I already admitted were wrong and changed.

There hasn't been ANYTHING written by ANYONE that would support killing me with colon cancer or turning me into a livestock animal with masculinity.

In fact, a ton of media seems to be trying to write about me in positive ways, WHICH IS WHY MY ATTACKER IS HAVING TO LIE AND PRETEND TO BE HELPING ME BECOME A NAKED ANIMAL IN A CAGE AT MY PARENT'S HOUSE.

Team human doesn't attack other humans... that is insane.

"Team human bases its digestion on criticizing animals."

Why doesn't Team Human believe in criticizing the silicon and sending human dominated soil to grow plantlife?

"My only master is plantlife" refers to a respect for the relationship between the Daystar and the soil that is healthy and sharing. It's telling the soil "if you want to influence me, you have to earn it by growing plants."


***

Here's some questions that need attention:

If I believe in "team human", and I'm being attacked through the soil and carbon monoxide by dark skinned people who don't want me to be the same as them...

Does that make them racist? Or just anti-American?

And is "team human" SUPPOSED to have the ability to communicate on the brown frequency of light into the soil and the trees to constipate victims and livestock them?

Aka: are humans SUPPOSED to have skin that is never challenged by uv rays that are filtered through carbon monoxide in the ionosphere?

If so, then does that make "white people" inferior to humans?

If so, then how do I convince the elements to begin defending MY humanity?

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" remind people that melanin is moderated by UV rays that are filtered through carbon monoxide in the ionosphere, and that makes skin color a form of carbon monoxide poisoning. The only reason that dark skin isn't carbon monoxide poison for anyone with melanin is because the soil is listening to the opinions of dark skin and pressuring other living things with carbon for dark skinned people."

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Ekkezakkusu Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You are sick and clearly have a mental illness.
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porkshanks Featured By Owner May 7, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks!  You are bad and def and phat yourself.
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Ekkezakkusu Featured By Owner May 7, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Im not fat.
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ladyz0e Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Professional Artist
Woow! I LOVE your jewelery! I added you after you stopped making jewelry, so this is the first time I have seen your pieces. You certainly have a knack for aesthetics and Composition in your pieces! C:
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xjustinian Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Professional
Cool to see you making jewelry again.
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porkshanks Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2014  Professional General Artist
thanks!

My art supplies were all in a storage unit 2000 miles from where I was living for about 2 years... and I was also focusing on publishing my boardgame... so it was tough not to be able to get any metalwork done!
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Maximnicov Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2014
I just never understood why you never refunded the cane.
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porkshanks Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Professional General Artist
Because I don't like being set up.  Read my latest journal entry.
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KALMASIS Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014
I'D LIKE TO COMMISSION YOU.
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porkshanks Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the offer, but I'm taking a break from selling art until I can finish publishing my board game.  Just out of curiosity, what did you have in mind for the commission?   I know some great artist friends, and might be able to forward you to someone!
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