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igh... Woke up with voices in carbon trying to focus sulfur on humans... it's not me this time, but I want a healthy immune system, so I have to comment.

This is fundamental to our immune systems working:

You have to focus sulfur on breaking down soil. Silicon.

If you focus sulfur on organic tissue, you are causing the sulfur in our digestive and respiratory tracts to attack the wrong frequencies and behaviors. Heartburn and ulcers are a symptom of sulfur eating human tissues instead of the bacteria and viruses of the soil. Sickle cell anemia may partly be sulfur breaking down iron. Receding hairline and thinning hair is from sulfur attacking carbon.

Also, sulfur can't attack trees, or you end up with worms infecting plantlife and root rot.

It doesn't matter what the silicon is communicating. It could be communicating as programmer genius hackers, it could try to sound like mothers breastfeeding their babies, it could try to be my grandpa, "injection party" silicon addicts and people with fake breast implants, people with silicon medical implants like artificial hearts with silicon valve seals, or anything...

As long as silicon is trying to get INTO people and it doesn't think we are perfect and ageless children of God, the closest thing this planet has to heaven... then sulfur needs to break up silicon to protect us.

If Silicon is seeking peace, it must be willing to lose disagreements to the frequencies of the materials that build us... to be absorbed by our bodies instead of trying to change us.

Until then, it is a threat to us and to the worms of sulfur.


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Females have dominated fantasy to the point where "gender" in some cultures, is best defined as "trees and plantlife inhabiting the bodies of males, to better serve females with physical labor and sexual fertilization."

How backwards is THAT?

"I am the righteous phenomenon that needs physical labor and fertilization from men."


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Theory:

There is never a demonstrable "winner" in ethnicity.

Females are using their place in the calm eye of the storm in carbon, hydrogen, and iron... to draw attention to skin color and racism... to confuse people that notice "important holes stealing service from the ecosystem by mimicking trees and plants."

Also, we are back to noticing that "racism and ethnic competition" benefits sexual reproduction, and mate selectors... And that females definitively dominate that category, physically and spiritually.

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Now, I'm noticing males fighting each other because the "totally NOT females ecosystem" is drawing our attention to various methods of "incorrect mating"....

...which usually ends up with the strong messages:

"Don't be a male homosexual"
"Don't masturbate"
"Don't expect young females to be sexually easy."
"males correctly throwing their lives at the service of females"
and
"pregnancy being the path of least resistance".

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Woke up this morning to sulfur trying to eat my carbon, even though I was sleeping... And it's claiming that a guy in this building thinks I'm the most "ecosystem hacker-y female in this building" and that there is some evidence that I want fertilization and physical labor.

Also, I've built more bird houses and feed more wild animals than anyone in this building.

And I'm not communicating through the soil, god bless the silicon.

So I'm going to allow this to continue, because if you want sulfur in this area to attack carbon, then I'M going to watch everyone in this building fall ill and die as their immune system stops digesting any REAL threat.

Because I know MY sulfur challenges the land owners (ie: "I'm a clever girl that married the land owner, so the rent is never high enough"), and silicon won't be me, because I give every idea I hear through it, away in my journal.

And because I think silicon is getting genius through programmers and I'm too irrational for them. And because females winning with extreme genital based gender in: the desert, the enslavement of the East, and the freedom and equality of the West... tells us something about gender and "noticing holes in the ecosystem that demand fertilization and physical labor".

While there is still no meaningful and clear "winner" of skin color or ethnicity.

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Sulfur is hurting me more and more as this day continues.

Am I supposed to feel like the universe is trying to consume me and make me suffer?

It feels like I'm being eaten alive by worms.

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Sulfur says, "you are movement".

So the immune system of desert culture females is based on flooding male brains with worms, and making sure nothing CHANGES?


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Getting attacked by the most extreme sulfur pressure I've ever felt.

It's channeling voices of dozens of white females who sound angry and I am wondering when the hole in the ecosystem is going to get tall dark and handsome, but the voices just
Are just accusing ME of not being tall dark and handsome enough.

And carbon is crushing me from above while complaining that it can hear sulfur eating me... with nothing I do or think being wrong enough.

Carbon just said that sulfur is excited to eat me because I've "synched up with dead people".

...

Now I'm being told that I'm getting pressured by the digestive systems of people who don't need immune systems because the soil does exactly what they tell it to do.

Which would mean someone in the calm center of the eye of the storm of hydrogen, iron, and sulfur.

Someone with a perfect digestive system, and a thin waist, who never gets constipated, has perfect ph balance, so they rarely get bloated or fat.

Someone whose hair never goes bald, never gets facial hair, and has no unwanted body hair.

Their hair is big and full on their head, as if their brains were never pressured or challenged by the carbon, the iron, or hydrogen and oxygen in their lymph system reversing their digestion.

The soil in their digestive system is never trying to push upwards at their heads, to confuse or consume their brains or their hair...

...so they never have larger, thicker upper bodies, and heads.

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It just spoke with a voice that came from the treeline, and claimed, "were not females."

Then why does it seem so apparent you keep only dark skinned female humans un-stormed by pressure in "tree heaven"?


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I keep noticing there's a REALLY important hole that needs fertilization and physical labor... somewhere in the ecosystem...

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Carbon said it wants people to notice "really loopy hair", And that some people's un-broken-up melanin only radiates on the same frequencies as tree trunks and soil.

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It just claimed that dark skinned people are at the mercy of the carbon listening to light haired blonde and ginger women... And that the ionosphere filters uv rays according to their will.

It's claiming that they are the true racists that keep people different colors.

Which is interesting, because European caucasian women have a long history of spirituality involving a respect for the ecosystem and plantlife. Wicca and the Druids were known for having equality of gender and sex, too.

...

So, if its true that dark skin is at the mercy of blondes and white haired people...

Uv rays don't burn black people, uv rays treat dark skin gently.

And white skin is known for burning VERY easily, especially Nordic and Irish skin, here in the States. I know, because I'm Irish heritage, and have burned in only an hour, outside.

Why is dark melanin not being broken up on the molecular level, and why are white people the ones "radiating"?

Also, if the dark skinned population of the planet was at the mercy of blondes, then blonde hair wouldn't be a recessive trait that is in danger of disappearing soon.

What happens when there are no more blondes and gingers?

Are you going to turn into "dark skin vs white haired old people"?


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If its really important that we notice sex organ based gender... Because that's how "loving people blend in with the sexual fertilization signals and physical labor needs of trees and plantlife of the ecosystem" that are communicated through uv rays...

Then I'm still waiting for life to "famous and wealthy" up a dark skinned or asian "Chaz Bono type" for me. Harvey was too white.

Bonus points if tall, dark, and handsome is from outside the States.

^ this one idea clears up sooooooo much, if you understand the spirits that make gender and how they relate to skin color.

The goal is to see which one is more flexible... skin color or sex organ based gender.

Are you going to make Chaz Bono darker, or find someone xx chromosome who is already dark, wealthy, and famous like Oprah and make her tall dark and handsome?

(Because I just went through decades of sexist, racist voices giving me midnight sunburns with uv rays, while telling me that I MUST conform to sex organ based gender because its spiritually super healthy and fun, and the most peaceful way women remain so petty and in-tune with mother nature.)

Or did we just find the perfect recipe to expose desert culture hackers of the ecosystem, clearly and quickly?

Will we ever figure out who the smithy of all of these "jaded pink its " really is?

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Carbon monoxide in the ionosphere, why are you filtering uv rays to make Caucasians super radiant looking?


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And, here is the perfect counter-argument AGAINST "sex organ based gender":

Last night it went back to trying to defend turning America into "bloated white men".

The ideal of equality and health through human rights MUST be repeated until ppl get this: the story of america CAN NOT BE "Men winning by being manly".

Manliness is a human body being taken over.

It is a human nervous system being pressed on, stressed, and deformed... so at best it represents an argument in the atomic level.

...at worst it is humans being devolved into a livestock state, or elements rejecting humans out of them, forcing plantlife signals on them.

Traditionally, it has been part of carbon that is hacked into by melanin and trained to listen to Big Hair and pressuring males "inward"... and mostly undeservedly so (as we noted, the worst pressures seem to go to the wrong places, effectively making gender backwards).

because SOMETHING keeps trying to "prove" that manliness is the ONLY justified state... Because it forces "interconnected dependence"... people keep dying.

This is because manliness IS a series of symptoms of human bodies DYING because their nervous systems are being taken over by noon human signals.

I've noted time and time again that its generally taking over people's bodies with BACTERIA FAVORING BEHAVIORS... behaviors that originate as healthy patterns of life for trees and worms and interstellar carbon monoxide... unfortunately do not translate into health and longevity when you force those signals into a human nervous system.

this is not an attack on men or manliness, this is an attempt to SAVE THEIR LIVES.

If the culture accepts manliness as The Just State, then its going to KILL ALL OF US... as the elements attempt to locate "youthful" untouched and feminine humans and masculinize them... assulting their nervous systems and forcing bacterial favoring behaviors on their bodies... the long term effects of this, turn potentially ageless young ladies of any birth-sex into bloated and insane devolved mockeries of what humans SHOULD be.

is there is a REASON to ever apply manhood to someone?

PERHAPS... but no one has ever demonstrated that this culture understands the process enough to operate it responsibly...

instead I've spent years documenting hundreds of systemic breaks in life based around gender and sex and ethnicity age.

Working with the planet or the ecosystem should NOT cause manliness... any planet should be able to find inspiring ways to interact with people that don't require taking over human nervous systems against their will and forcing bacteria into their bodies.

No one has EVER made a justified and sane case for that. For example, if people were rewarded with "manliness" for helping wild animals, it would be like saying, "Thanks for your kindness, and now I will eat your brain!" and that seriously makes no sense.

The ONLY situation I can think of that would warrant something being taken over and made to cope with manliness... would be the desert cultures that destroyed their own ecosystem entirely, and who seem to be set on playing God through uv radiation, and who are actively attacking anything that disagrees with them, so they can keep their bodies young and sexually attractive.

So I guess the only group *I* would masculinize, would be desert dwelling people that are not trying to repair their ecosystem.

But obviously life is complex as it wants to be, and plantlife has a right to pressure who ever it wants to.


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I'm not looking for special treatment, I hope I am treated the same as everyone else that the plantlife doesn't consider a problem in need of being focused on.

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Now it's telling me that the opinion of plantlife doesn't matter, because humans contaminated the phenomena of life that builds plantlife and humans as opposite ends of a meaningful spectrum... And that humans have taken both directions of evolution of that spectrum and labeled them "gender" and invested them into children based on birth sex organs.

Ok... So we don't have an ecosystem or a relationship with plantlife under that theory. That's desert culture.

Why are you touching me with desert culture?

If you are claiming to be channeling the spirits of males... then simply inform them that it's time to hold females responsible for repairing the ecosystem, since women were given the protection of tree heaven for thousands of years, and they never served the ecosystem or helped males become peaceful with the plantlife, like them.

...

"Womanhood" as we know it, is the elements listening to females and storming life on their behalf.

"Plantlife" is everything that its rejected as waste from a woman's body... embracing its servitude of women.

How is that NOT "opposite ends of a spectrum"?

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The planet is overpopulated in comparison with our resources, so pregnancy is no longer the healthy looking path of least resistance.

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Okay, it's still bothering me, so I'm going to sleep.

Let me know when desert culture wants to stop noticing soil coming to life, and when its done having fantasies about touching children and making them serve women with physical labor, fertilization, and correct mating.


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Desert culture "gender" is thousands of years of males oppressing children by noticing sex organs, and females not arguing with the oppression...

Why is that allowed to be "peaceful" in the elements?

Trees and females both accept oppression and service to men?

Or does one group simply SOUND like it does, but is actually talking like plantlife, while living as different as possible from plantlife?

"I am the righteous phenomenon that needs physical labor and fertilization from men."


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I haven't mentioned this stuff in a while, so here's some of my "if we are SUPPOSED TO have sex organ based Gender, it is currently BACKWARDS." manifesto:

All the evidence I need to cite to demonstrate that this planet is operating gender backwards from what it is supposed to be like is this:

Remember that idea that a hymen is meant to be a reward and is a record that children are supposed to be protected from sex?

Little males ARE kept away from sex. Little females are treated like they were born without any hymen, and are aggressively sexualized all over the planet.

Sex is being operated as if a hymen is on the males, and like a penis is "a perfect and protected sexual organ".

Little boys are treated like it would be dangerous or wrong to sexualize them... while little girls are TREATED like they aren't the ones that get pregnant.

Seriously, this is so obvious that I can't understand why its not the source of huge amounts of attention... since operating sex backwards seems like its the source of most of the problems our planet faces for its long term survival.

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And how do we make little females that no one desires? They are supposed to be the masculine ones that grow up big and strong. we teach them to work physical labor jobs and to build heaven so that they can ensure the care of the next generation that they birth into the world.

And how do we encourage little males to be enjoyed sexually, for not being born with a hymen? Right... they are supposed to be the graceful pretty ones with enjoyable bodies. we try to make motherhood fun and enjoyable for them... because otherwise they won't want to participate in reproduction.

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If estrogen isn't "protecting female reproductivity above all other concerns"... then what goal does it have?

If testosterone isn't "reproducing with females above all other concerns" then what goal does it have?

*

when males begin protecting MALE reproductivity above all other concerns, what it means to BE a male will change.

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XY males are the ones that are supposed to have breasts, so they can bond with their babies. Giving xx females both the wombs to carry children and breasts is NOT building empathy, its allowing one group complete control over reproduction.

"But Molly, if males were the mothers and caretakers of children... and females were unable to work while they were pregnant, then how will families survive?"

If you can't afford a pregnant parent taking 9 months off work, then what justifies YOU MAKING MORE BABIES?

If society is so poor or over populated that its not protecting childbirth monetarily, then maybe thats a fucking clue that female childbirth isn't supposed to be protected spiritually either.

If moving toward womanhood is so discouraged by this culture that its not even considered a real option for xy males, then maybe trying to invest pregnancy on women isn't supposed to exist EITHER.

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besides... where is all this important physical labor were supposed to be doing??? I don't see any physical labor jobs.

I see men standing unemployed in home depot parking lots and wandering around homeless in front of huge empty condominiums. And a military building drones and robots to fight our battles. and machines building cars and conveyor belts moving ingredients from food processor to food processor. And information technology, and programmers and entertainers.

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"we're worried that males would rape children if they were the mothers."

1. fuck off. you're afraid of males protecting THEMSELVES.

2. why are you not worried about females raping children? what special magical force is it that you believe makes females impervious to raping children? Because I read the news feeds on the internet on a regular basis, and I've seen a lot of female teachers and parents get arrested for child rape in recent years.

3. if you are worried about someone raping children, and you don't trust them, then why the fuck are you reproducing with them, and demanding materials impel them to serve you?

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Also, if you are worried that penises cause rape and child sex, then what better reason is there to stop making penises?

If you are certain penises are so dangerous, then why is moving towards womanhood not even considered an OPTION, much less CELEBRATED when a male tries to be a woman?

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A spirit says, "I know mothers with penises are rapists, and I don't want to make them attractive or sexual."

Giving breasts and attractive feminine bodies to males would probably feel like getting very sexual for many males... yes... and its true that not being born with a hymen means many males might claim that its okay to sexualize children... since there is no proof of virginity to lose...

But if "sexualizing children" = "all of your children are born with penises"... then eventually that family line will have to learn how to attract big strong responsible females to them, or they will stop being able to reproduce at all.

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And MY MOM didn't sexualize any children before, during, or after my birth... so what criteria are you CURRENTLY using to decide who is born with a penis?

The answer is that females that believe everything is perfect, birth males... Their offspring isn't the traditional mate selector, happy females birth servants.

And right now, it seems like our culture is acting like female children ARE supposed to be sexualized, and that seems backwards... it will lead to families where embracing pedophilia and incest births FEMALES.

...and that seems counterproductive to me.


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I've been recording for a long time that gender is applied wrong.

Then, we focused for a while on gender's long time relationship with land ownership and the ecosystem, and how things got so abusive and exploitive.

The verdict after years of considering different takes on gender... was that many of the problems in life are caused by gender being connected to sex organs, and that gender was being applied "backwards".

After a while, we started noticing dark skin seemed to have a heavy influence over gender, and things started shifting towards an "east v west" confrontation, on the basis of taijitsu building a form of spiritual monopoly of balance, by labeling things too white or too black and sending them away.

And some of that may have really been happening sometimes...

But the eastern historical record is strongly in favor of service, sharing, and responsibility... and recorded things like the phenomenon of "light growing our ecosystem" becoming contaminated, and that there seemed to be a powerful "dark and feminine" Yin spirit... And the n word being an attempt by Mandarin speakers to isolate a threatening or masculine spirit.

And that wasn't racism, because that was thousands of years ago, when it was unlikely that the average Chinese person would ever meet a black person.

...

So, noticing "gender problems" was pointing at dark skin.

And the longer we considered how Asia reacted to desert culture's effects on gender and uv rays... The more certain it became that the East was noticing dark skin also.

And when I was younger, I had an ongoing spiritual conversation with life about my intersexuality, and the longer it continued in the 1990s... The more it was trying to make me "prove" I wasn't racist.

Think about that a moment... this was a decade or two before I learned about uv rays and melanin and carbon... and how they seemed to have such a powerful control over our perception of gender.

I was experiencing gender being screwed up as a young person, and without ANY awareness that dark skin could even be involved in any way back then... The spirit of life started trying in earnest to define me and limit me... with skin color.

And I was raised to judge people by their actions and intentions... not ethnic traits. So I embraced black artists and musicians and truly respected them and listened to their opinions. I've only met a handful of people (mostly ska musicians) who can rival my collection and appreciation of Jamaican ska and reggae, British 2 tone, and American 3rd wave ska revival.

And I think many black people would agree with me that gender is administered at least partly wrong in humans.

Although, almost all of the black people I respect are not from desert cultures... so there may have to be a battle in melanin and uv rays, between desert culture people and stellar life people.

I believe those labels are important because they help build a dividing line for people of any ethnicity to demonstrate what they believe in.

Because I understand that there is a functional difference between dark and light skin, but I refuse to respond by turning this into a "light vs dark racist battle".

That isn't going to solve gender, it isn't going to help east vs west problems, and it isn't in line with my goals of equality and human rights. And it isn't going to help ease us into a happier ecosystem.

I will not ignore skin color, but I will not make that my only judgement of someone.

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So, Wal-Mart and China have both based their success on creating and exploiting a female slave-labour force.

Is that ecosystem hackers, once again diverting the anger of the trees, for the benefit of the male wealth monopolists?

Because when you combine that, with the awareness in the West that "the ecosystem is storming up males to serve female pregnancy as the path of least resistance"...

It makes me wonder if the "karma" of East and West are being applied backwards, to further support the case that spiritual "reward and punishment" are simply and completely backwards.

"You seek spiritual punishment"

The West offered human rights and equality to females, and western males are being stormed up for it.

The East oppressed females and enslaved them, and wealth monopolies benefit, as the Eastern ecosystem collapses and they move from communism to capitalism.

...

Meanwhile, the desert heritage culture of Africa is celebrated as "roots".

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Not that I would ever limit myself to only learning from "Scientology", but:

In Scientology, there is the idea of beings brought in space planes, who found themselves gathered around volcanos.

Interstellar carbon monoxide forms sheets or blankets in space, which is a synonym with "plane".

And carbon monoxide certainly gathers around volcanos... sulfur is also abundant around volcanic activity.

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Now, here's something a bit more sobering about them:

A car crash that was spiritually loud as possible.

Again, an event heavily involving carbon monoxide.

The Un-Funny Truth About Scientology: youtu.be/e1mNRBhvGts

Remember when I had a walk in, a spiritual visitor... in 1995 when I was living in Minneapolis?

The spirit told me her name was Lisa.

And soon after, I found my self in a conversation with a spirit called "nula" (see scientology for "null a") and "shadis" (which I believe is carbon monoxide itself)

I grew up on Harrison Street, In North Prairie. My grandfather Red looked a lot like L Ron Hubbard. Now, those are easily written of as mere coincidence without meaning...

But I've felt the spirit of Tom Cruise talking to me through the materials before.

In fact, when I was put in jail because someone called in a false accusation of a crime on me... I had many lengthy conversations with what I believe was Tom Cruise or someone close enough to him that they could maintain the spiritual presence of him, including his voice and what he "feels" like.

When I was very young, the first character that I ever imagined was a being made of stone with a magma core, whose right arm was the scaled claw of a lizard or a bird.

Then I was told of ancient Saurian beings that evolved like humans, as the supreme being of their planet... they had language and clothing and buildings that may still be located in Jupiter or Saturn, deep under the clouds.

Now here's something white:

When I arrived in Seattle, I had already had a long relationship with spirituality and technology, and carbon...

So it showed me that it could focus itself around the utility pole wires and move along the grid as spirits that feed off of the electricity that "bleeds" from the wires. It tuned my eyes to a different frequency, and showed me these purple and orange clouds of twisting materials moving along the wires, when I was waking through Seattle.

And when the voices started interrupting me with communication from the utility grid, it did try to convince me that it was in control of my Vespa accident, and that my accident was meaningful in some way.

So... was that all females using plantlife to possess boys and turn them into zombies, or might I have a spiritual ally in Scientologists who want to help clear the energy of our planet by challenging females to repair the ecosystem?

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Been feeling pretty "at peace with life" tonight.

Unless you are already wealthy beyond the average person, it's a good idea to keep in mind this:

Some of the wealthy / influential people don't want to explore a culture that accepts a living universe, because the giving and sharing life of the daystar is the best case to support a more communist and meaningful culture.

(A noisy, confused and dying galaxy without the longevity of a self preserving living material... serves Capitalism... and a disposable society with planned obsolescence)

Two of the larger changes that would have to happen, for a "correctly gendered" culture, are that females would have to embrace service / sustainability of the ecosystem to remain women...

And males should WANT to become women.

Those are admittedly going to be some big fundamental changes. But if gender/karma flips back to the correct way, those will actually be easier to solve than most people imagine.

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Please be careful not to see a more communist society as a wealth grab, because it wouldn't be.

It's the wealthy moving from a leisure class status, to being stewards of historical movements.

It would be our culture finally being able to work collectively, under the supervision of the ultra wealthy, to build "great works" projects.

It would still probably all fall under the auspice of employment in business and governments.

On the plus side, this would probably be our culture finally gaining space travel, since we know some wealthy are interested in a mass herding future.


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Desert culture "gender" is supposedly thousands of years of males oppressing children by noticing sex organs, and females NOT arguing with the oppression...

Why is that allowed to be "peaceful" in the elements?

Trees and females both accept oppression and service to men?

Or does one group simply SOUND like it does, but is actually talking like plantlife, while living as different as possible from plantlife?

"I am the righteous phenomenon that needs physical labor and fertilization from men."

So, which is older:

1. Males of the desert culture oppressing females

Or

2. Females hacking into the ecosystem spiritually and demanding service from men, pregnancy being the path of least resistance, and being the mate selectors?

Was there a time before "males oppressed females" that all humans were peaceful with their ecosystem and females served plantlife the same as men?

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After I posted this, my digestive system corrected, and I feel fine.

But now I'm noticing carbon pressure in my skin near my scalp, and I can suddenly hear carbon monoxide making a loud moaning sound outside in the sky.

Ok carbon monoxide... what's with the "suicidal cloud behavior"?

"Females are trying to base their womanhood on storming up everything that isn't a human female and breaking up relationships in the environment."

My womanhood is based on recognizing that females need to be challenged to become peaceful with the environment that builds them, to earn womanhood.

Instead of basing it on genitals, like desert culture.

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If you ignore genitals, and want to understand gender better:

What we currently call "womanhood" is what a normal human body that is not considered a threat to the ecosystem should look like.

"Manhood" is the ecosystem taking over a human body.

Please help spread this awareness and reconsider how we are allowing very unhealthy mindsets to influence gender in harmful ways.


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After I posted the above, the carbon pressure increased, the moaning in carbon monoxide grew louder, and it felt like bacteria in my body started getting super powerful and growing out of control.

So... is this carbon monoxide claiming that animals in the wilderness are now "women that are properly serving the plantlife", and that I am not at peace with my ecosystem?

I'm noticing my gall bladder now...

Carbon monoxide... are you unable to find one single female human that is at peace with the environment enough to serve as your reliable narrator?

Carbon monoxide said, "I'm in you."

Carbon in a human body should NOT be trying to turn into carbon monoxide. That indicates a problem.

Carbon monoxide, why are you interrupting my nervous system, what problem do you think I am causing?

"You believe that females should have to earn womanhood."

But... believing that females don't HAVE to earn womanhood... is pedophilia!

Carbon monoxide....are you trying to penetrate my body with communications that endorse females of all ages being treated like women, without having to become peaceful and earn it?

Carbon monoxide, how do the other elements of this planet believe females earn their womanhood?

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Carbon monoxide is continuing to try and press on my scalp.

Carbon monoxide, why are you touching me?

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Carbon monoxide, you are a polar molecule, and when you are not forming listening blankets, you form wormlike trains of thought, yes?

Since you are educated about the possibility of the entire galaxy, it's easy for you to recognize things this planet is doing "wrong", yes?

Your mindset is not quite like a planet or a daystar, so you might be notable for challenging the perception and methods of both, yes?

Source of "licking".

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Trying to force "licking" on me, is trying to turn my hair and circulatory system into carbon monoxide.

Carbon monoxide, unless you are willing to lose your arguments with me and consider me fine as I am... trying to force me to think about these ideas and write them all down for you is slowly suffocating me and killing me.

If worms, that have nervous systems built from sulfur and who primarily eat soil and water, are the perfect being for carbon monoxide, then trying to force these trains of thought on me, and never allowing ME to be correct... always favoring the soil...

...is an attempt to either devolve me into a worm, or to grow worms in my tissues that resonate with carbon in my hair and sulfur in my immune system and soil in my digestive tract.

...

So, does anyone learn anything if I point out that this process is not considered an elaborate torture method...

It's how the elements have been storming me up since I was a young teen, and trying to turn me into a "completely normal" MAN?

Even though I have made every effort to be peaceful with the ecosystem and gain womanhood naturally?

And that we know it's not an "accident", because every single time we try to reverse this process and send it towards females, especially black females... they absolutely reject it as "inhumane and evil to do to someone"?

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So do you now understand why living underneath one of the few heavily trafficked bridges in downtown Seattle, where carbon monoxide gathers... could be an important part of this suffering I am being put through?

And why when I say "females are in the calm center of the eye of the storm of carbon", and that they seem to be sending carbon monoxide at me constantly... And It's hurting me greatly...

That I should be able to have some way to defend myself, especially since I'm getting pressured right now, and it's scrolling life I'm being righteously punished...

...but it won't tell me what I'm being accused of.

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It just started making a gross popping noise, like a hymen breaking.

I HAVE NEVER BROKEN A HYMEN.

I HAVE NEVER PENETRATED ANYONE WITH OUT ASKING PERMISSION FIRST.

I HAVE NO CHILDREN.

I AM NOT GOING TO, AND PROBABLY CAN'T, SINCE I'M INTERSEXUAL, CHROMOSOMALLY.

why has carbon monoxide been sent at me with false accusations of hymen breaking... used to blatantly attack and harm me, since 2008 when I was living in that apartment under I 5?

And why has it been trying to lie so much and claim to be anything but females doing it, the entire time?

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Now the carbon monoxide pressure is continuing through my body, and its pooling up in my lymph system, gathering where melanin grows in my nodes and glands.

As the elements continue to allow carbon monoxide to pressure me, it will eventually synch up with sulfur and my digestive tract will go back to attacking my skin instead of the food I eat.

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Reminder: if I am not the source of the plantlife contaminating your immune system, then training your sulfur to consume human flesh is going to destroy your own immunity.

Because I have all of these arguments recorded, and I keep winning the environment to my side, by being a reliable narrator to the best of my ability.

RABIES:

Melanin attempting to attack the true source of plantlife that contaminates human bodies as bacteria and viruses: water... hydrogen and oxygen... The Daystar.

So, we can have the ecosystem attacking white males for not being oppressive and raping female children... which is probably the true source of most diseases attacking America...

Or we can have the ecosystem attacking females with dark skin for dessert culture attempting to break up all of our relationships... by using lies to promote racism, pedophilia, and sexism.

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Our local carbon monoxide is pressing dark skinned females. It just informed me that they believe womanhood is based on "having a man". So, a female child becomes a woman by being certain that an adult male is devoted to them?

That is womanhood being dependant upon creating pedophilia.

What does a woman have to be like, to be "quiet as possible looking"?

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Also, Milwaukee is one of the most racially segregated communities in the nation.

Evidence that female pedophiles are very dominant here?

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Had to take a nap due to carbon monoxide giving me a headache.

Woke up to carbon monoxide communicating into my carbon of my hair, claiming to be females who are righteously imagining how different select individuals are from them. Without recording any of it themselves, and establishing a reliable narrator.

That isn't supportive of human rights and equality.

They should be explaining how they earned THEIR womanhood.

...

Oprah Winfrey is one of the most famous and wealthy women in the world, and she is known as a leader of women.

She also grew up partly in Milwaukee and Chicago... The two largest urban centers near me.

She represents everything that has been kept from me, and I would like to hear HER answering these questions as a reliable narrator of carbon monoxide.

Because she based her wealth in communication... she doesn't have children, or a husband, and neither do I. She has been one of my role models in life. She was Miss Tennessee, and so she isn't afraid of being a role model and presenting womanhood to males, sexually, intellectually, or entertainingly.

What does Oprah Winfrey believe females do, to earn womanhood?

Okay, I've demonstrated in depth how life is wrong... and even given multiple detailed strategies for improvement in all cases.

How does that make me a woman?

The answer is unexpectedly simple.

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Theory:

Blending incorrect things into something less extreme, is more "enjoyable and living" than attempting to force any individual to "pass" as a specific set of pre-defined wrongness.

Remember the idea that everything we do in life can be complained about by some other thing, so we must respond to complaints by recognizing controversy is mostly a lack of sharing, and only by building consensus do we find a center.

People only complain out of jealousy and the awareness of unrealized joy.

If we ever isolate "true yin" or "true yang", in an attempt to place blame, we are wasting our time and resources to commit a form of spiritual murder... since living materials can make or un-make nearly anything at will, If we believe something is wrong, the ONLY sane response is to improve it and repair it, to make it more like the most perfect being known or imaginable.

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Since the daystar is the center of gravity and the most living object in our direct experience, and it seems to be significantly different from us... it is very reasonable to seek to join it and become more like it.

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Theory:

Males are born when a pregnant mother hopes/believes her fetus might be "perfect".

But the only thing acceptable as a perfect being in Christian human history is one that dies giving, while releasing us from "sin", so that we can do whatever we want to.

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The Assumption is that when we understand our situation fully, that we will seek to improve life... building heaven is its own reward, and so is a simple path to improvement.  Where there is a complaint, there is an unrealized potential... mass to add to our experience.

The problem isn't with the wealth or the poor, they are both imperfect and unresolved... and both just and living.

The problem is the wealth gap between them.

Same with planets and stars, electrons and protons.

...

So females are probably mostly born to soothe and improve the life of distressed mothers that are certain everything is imperfect.

ergo:

Womanhood is based on the awareness that life isn't perfect, and that making improvement is the best path.


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Now, that's really the important message of this post.

If you agree with the premise that things are wrong, and that improvement is the best response, then you can stop reading here.

If you don't agree that things are wrong, especially in ways that our culture seems blind to...

I just came up with a great way to communicate how and why, very succinctly.  And the path to improvement is inherent to understanding the problem, so read on:


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Gender in Humans is Self Destructive and Against Life.

Theory of East Vs West:

"Gender is based on life attempting to draw attention to males enslaving females"

Counterpoint:

As long as human gender remains based on genitals, its a good idea for a nation with equal rights to keep the focus on places that
oppress based on sex organs.

Response to continued pressure on males in the west:

Maybe the point is that we are SUPPOSED to enslave people based on genitals, because females are usurping and mis-directing the communication of trees of the ecosystem and not fulfilling the responsibility of being a center of gravity that comes with having influence over gravity and the daystar...

(Spiderman wasn't told, "with great power comes absolutely no responsibility for the life that serves you.")

...and males absorb the inward pressure of the darkness and try to keep it from changing anything and try to turn it into sexuality and livestock domestication... which is suicidal for everything in the star system but human mothers and fathers.

...and then most of the first world and human life as we know it... is against the will of the elements that make us.

In that case, then it would be a good idea to reconsider our culture's understanding and treatment of gender entirely... because the "intentionally wrong human gender" scenario is a road to the end of America, complete oppressive destruction of freedom and human rights, if we lived that way too long.

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Voice of the elements respond:

"What if young female humans don't believe that they influence gravity?"

If they don't believe that what they look like is correctly administered and meaningful... then why do they act like appearances are so important, that they would label, isolate, and shun others based on what they look like?

Why do they not question or attempt to oppose the forces that drive attraction and make them desired, and other people repulsive and lonely?

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The ITS NOT FEMALES, FEMALES ARE PERFECT theory:

"What if the voices are never females, and that it's males storming up each other, and females are totally innocent and unaware of living materials?"

Then why am I so focused on spiritually, for being certain human gender is absolutely wrong, and never able to communicate MY opinions clearly through the elements, when I'm out around other people and "this person gets to communicate through the materials because she is clearly a normal young woman"?

Why did I hear the asian lady upstairs from me freak out for the last month, listening to her talking through the elements with other women about how to stop me "because Molly is teaching people what is going on, and she knows who it is"?

Why are you always defending females and portraying them as innocent and clueless and in need of saving and always accusing males, if you are always male voices?

Why do you keep trying to "lure" me with sexual fantasies about young females that are designed to compliment me with masculinity, if you are males?

Males don't have ANYTHING to gain by attempting to define their own favorite sexual interest as "a focus of pressure", unless they know gender is applied backwards... but then why would "males that know gender is backwards" consider me anything but an ally?

Every time I make a clear and careful case that life should put some of the pressure on young females, since it's a good idea to communicate something to the people that the daystar and the interstellar carbon monoxide and the soil of this planet seem to be storming up everything in the star system to serve...

Why is it that _I_ always end up being the "woman who must take the pressure and responsibility of being served by the elements", even though I'm not a typical woman, and am not feeling like I'm being served by having pregnancy being considered the key to "Life", and having pregnancy betting the path of least resistance... since I'm intersex I can't get pregnant unless the elements repair my reproductive system.

There is no motivation for a man to make sure I'm the one always being pressured for being "wrong", since I am building a case that male humans are consistently getting a raw deal by this star system... always taking on responsibility and suffering for basic survival, while females consistently reap all the rewards.

Additionally, if the voices were males that UNDERSTOOD gender and controlled it, why would males give themselves the worst end of everything in gender, and then constantly storm each other spiritually, claiming gender can't change?

Wouldn't males want to be in the calm center if they controlled gender?

Making gender "tricky and confusing" doesn't serve males, since they already take on the responsibility that lying about gender is an attempt to avoid.

...

Do you remember the 5 years you spent trying to convince me and the elements that I couldn't be a woman because I didn't have the "correct mindset to synch up with other women who control the elements of the star system meaningfully and perfectly?"

You gave me about 10 reasons a day that I had to suffer and be pressured by elements, because I wasn't exactly the same physical trait combination as the people who live as the calm center of the eye of the storm, and attempted to convince me that gender was perfect the way it is, and that I couldn't possibly become the same as a xx chromosome female.

Until I would go outside and someone would see that I had already become a woman, and then a more unique awareness would descend upon my area and begin attacking me more personally, with false accusations and an attempt to kill me spiritually and now physically.

Did you forget that?


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The YOU ARE NOT BLACK YET theory:

Every time I feel like I've communicated my opinions clearly and reasonably, about an hour later... it feels like the soil presses up at my digestive system and tries to turn everything into the guy that lives near me that looks like a sack of tree food in a wheel chair... And it starts hurting my gall bladder and it tells me "you're inside Sarah Mather".

It's acting like this is meaningful and righteous to do this to me, but it sounds nonsensical to me... so I really don't know how to respond to that.

Also suddenly feel like remembering that everything "wrong" about females, spiritually... involves trees and uv rays, and by extension gender manipulation is possibly a facet of ethnicity... since uv rays plays a major role in melanin.

And that every time I've witnessed anyone talking "vulgarly" through the elements in person, in an intentional and self aware way... they were black, latin, or asian.

...

The elements shouldn't be subjecting my body to the will of Sarah Mather, she has no gall bladder and the last I heard she had a tubal ligation, so she can't get pregnant.

The entire point of gender being the way it is currently... is that female humans are in the calm center of the material storm of the star system... and they have been making their pregnancy the spiritual path of least resistance by attacking males that try to engage in any behavior OTHER than worshipping females and serving female reproduction by providing almost everything for them.

And expecting females to serve males in a "fair exchange" has been increasingly considered "sexist male chauvinism".

I'm trying to find out how to become an xx chromosome female naturally, since the elements keep claiming that everything is the way it is on purpose and its correct and meaningful...

...or I would like to remain relatively childlike and escape the forced-puberty service of females, since it appears right now to be entirely based on lying to everyone, spiritually.

Also, if males were the ones lying through the materials, why would males be the ones who are consistently writing it down in bibles and qurans and tao te chings? Wouldn't that be almost constant attempts at self-incrimination, on the part of the "evil gender-manipulating men"?

Think about which gender has been subjected to more stress and requirement, historically?

Womanhood hasn't really changed much at all in all of human history, while men have been forced to create almost everything we have.

Buildings, societies, vehicles, farms, technology, militaries, religions, games...

...

Subjecting me to masculinity while the elements claim they are serving Sarah Maher... someone I ended my relationship with 14 years ago and have only seen a handful of times since then...

That's ABSOLUTELY NOTHING improving or changing about gender, for myself or anyone else.

That's still xx chromosome females being treated like they are holey, and everything else on the planet getting screwed.

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Please make sure I'm punished the same as the evil oppressive "magic voices".

Also, something told me that the "question mark" is originally a reference to the gall bladder, can you explain the connection, other than the shape of the bladders canal is similar to a question mark?

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Here's a little more about Gall Bladders:

"Which gender do we notice gross mouths on, and what could that be communicating, elementally?"

Theory:

Carries, a form of dental decay, seems to have been created by soil pressuring itself through the digestive tract of some people, in an attempt to draw attention to "the most gross mouths" having "truth decay". (This part about truth decay being symbolic of dental disease is not my opinion, it was what it told me its trying to achieve, so I'm writing it down as something if like to learn more about)

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The soil pressure is combined with plasma by convincing hydrogen to submit... which attacks a gall bladder, which has cells that are designed to break down calcium.

If the calcium consuming cells of the gall bladder wins, the soil is converted to gas and expelled or solidified by the hydrogen.

If the soil pressure breaks the will of the calcium consuming cells, then the pressure continues upward into eventually teaching the mouth, where those calcium consuming cells survive as a form of bacteria on the teeth.

If dying iron from the blood is participating in attacking the digestive system, then it may become sickle cell anemia, and if sickle cell anemia is successful in breaking the gall bladder, it may return would be tooth decay into full on toxoplasmosis, which then continues upward into the brain, via the lymph.

...

Which implies teeth are based on a truth of some sort, and may be related to vaginas and mouths being made of the same cellular tissue, but only mouths having teeth.

But when males in countries with the most free and equal females were the ones who ended up being pressured with having the worst "truth decay and gross mouths" ... it woke up the frequency of carries itself that gender was being applied backwards.

Spirit of carries, what is the "truth of mouths that doesn't apply to vaginas", in your opinion?

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And this didn't seem to "sink in", so here's this again:

Why does every culture treat female humans exactly the way trees and plants WANT to be treated, while actual plants are slowly starving across much of the ecosystem... due to sewage systems, declining wildlife, and human burial removing most of the nutrients that our culture would be returning to the soil?

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"Social engineers tricked the elements into making human females the calm center of the storm... the voices that radiate loudest in the star system via the light of the daystar... instead of the plants that make up the nervous system and biological life support "machines" of the planet's atmosphere. That's why everything that is out of balance with life is a reference to women, but it only seems to ever effect males and animals and plants."

And that makes menstruation and menopause the electromagnetic shields of the planet attempting to run counter to the dominant paradigm... female reproduction being the path of least resistance?


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The YOU MUST BE JESUS TO IMPROVE theory:

Theory:

Jesus was a human being taken over by worms, and being told by "spider heaven" that he needed to consume everything wrong with his culture, and transform into a beautiful new body that will transcend his old life and allow him to fly into a heavenly web to rejoin the light of the Daystar.

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Theory:

Pedophilia may be the spider eating the worm, instead of the fly.

...

"All you have to do to be successful as a daystar is have a mouth, and eat worms."

Can you spot the problem?


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Been thinking about how protons act as the emissaries of the celestial center, and how electrons act as the shadow experiencers...

And how neutrons are the noise of orbital life in the middle of those two mindsets... the dark and the light.

And how this planet seems to have taken "the sun giving as a creative god of life", and decided to eschew meaning, and replaced a living universe with seductive and cunning Satan, storming up everything... taking all the gifts and pushing all the blame.

Humans, as a species.

I'm still really enjoying building meaning and spiritual consensus, thanks for following along!

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The body of Yin and Yang:

Daystar : moves as light, heat, gravity / conserves as Protons, plasma, water, snow / spiritually a creative and caring godlike awareness, consumes planets for its own sanity and survival / evolves as spiders when it collabs with Yin I.C.M./Jupiter, evolves as human females on this planet / target of human social engineering to remove Jupiterian spider control of gravity and install human females in their place.

Interstellar carbon monoxide : moves as polarized blankets or "trains of thought" / conserves as electrons, upper atmosphere, highway smog, gathers around utility poles / spiritually a dark listener with galactic information far beyond this star system's awareness / evolves as worms easily by syncing with sulfur's opinion to consume, quicken almost everything / target of limiting and control by anything comfortable, trying to drown its communication out to preserve the status quo.

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If you don't know how social engineers could influence women spiritually, consider that must of the laws prohibiting females in the west, are all designed to minimize "mate consuming spider behaviors".

Conversely, most of the traits women complain about males involve "strange and creepy alien wormy behaviors".

Laws in America mostly serve to funnel the population away from the sun and into the darkness.

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Gender is powerful and unresolved feeling because humans are attempting to usurp the survival mindsets of the Daystar and the all hearing, all yearning fog in the darkness.

And gender is even the missing element to understanding Jedi and Sith. Still hoping the new series is up to the challenge.


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"We want to return mass to the star at the center of this star system, so we have to torture everything on this planet."

How does torturing any thing on this planet return mass to the center of the star system?

The planet that is sending the most mass to the center of the star system is Jupiter... it radiates enough mass to have its own glow.

Are you claiming that torturing and killing everything on this planet is going to turn it into a Jupiter?

The thing that allows Jupiter to glow is that it doesn't hold on to noise and remove meaning from life the way this planet has been... in an attempt to be neither a calm center/observer like protons (moving towards omniscience), or an active orbiter/experiencer like electrons (moving towards omnipotence, omnipresence).

It's been trying to create confusion and complexity and uncertainty, which increases neutrons and makes things heavy and still.

Killing everything and never allowing anything to meaningfully survive this planet is exactly why its an unattractive location to outside mass, and why almost nothing radiates away from here in joy.

That's why God (the idea to put everything in life together the best we can) is usually described as a confident and caring creative spirit that thrives on positivity and clouds and gentleness...

And it doesn't waste its time trying to murder.


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The Spider and the Worm:

Woke up with carbon trying to gender me into a worm.

We know that carbon monoxide is a polar molecule, and that carbon is represented by the number 666. Is a worm the most pure "beast" of territorial carbon monoxide that has broken away from the "listening blanket" mindset of interstellar carbon monoxide?

Why is it not communicating with the interstellar carbon monoxide that helps listen to the universe quietly?

...

It's trying to convince me that I have a "everything other than worm" deficiency.

Human beings are not supposed to HAVE a worm signal in their nervous system... anything wormlike is the soil, its a symptom of soil attempting to reverse my digestive system to dominate my mind, and to ultimately consume me. To add my body to the undying death culture of this planet.

Wormy signals on a human body are an attempt to deny our participation in a relationship between the daystar and the materials that build us.

...

The evidence of history across the planet is that China worked harder than any other nation to dominate the soil.

Are we now allowing soil dominators to become the spider that consumes their mate? east consuming west, male consuming female, Luna consuming Earth, darkness consuming light of the stars and the galaxy?

Why give the body-freedom of womanhood to the nations that refuse to protect womanhood OR childhood?

That is throwing angels into a pit of worms.

Did you know that "carbon monoxide" in mandarin translates to "like a bed of flowers"?

That means the Chinese call the worm-beast of carbon monoxide by a consumer label applied to worm-eaten male humans.

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Something keeps trying to bring up my younger self, and mentioning people and incidents that are over 15-25 years ago... And it's trying to use them as reasons to flood me with carbon monoxide right now, and turn me into a worm-eaten human.

Some of the examples its using are not even real, or about me... but it's been trying to portray me as desperate for sex and generally being a female-sexuality worshipping worm that wants to be consumed by spider women.

It's trying to tell a celestial story where neutrons and ultimate darkness of carbon monoxide without any wisdom are able to dominate the sun's desire to live and gather mass, and stalling the moon's desire to return home into warmth as the prodigal sun by telling it its not old enough yet.

Yes, when I was younger, I did attempt to embrace living as a normal man to the best of my ability, even though I knew I was intersexual, and had already been given drugs for intersexuality when I was a young teen. Steroids in fact... because the doctors were concerned I wasn't developing normally, as a boy.

Not all forms of intersexuality are visibly apparent upon birth, and mine didn't really become noticeable to others until I reached puberty.

It's acting like there is no possible way that the person I used to be 20 years ago would EVER rebuke sexuality and gender and embrace living as a child that wants a non-sexual future... or living as a woman that can choose to be celibate, or simply enjoy being a mate selector.

What about my life does anyone think was so unbelievably sexually satisfying... that i wouldn't possibly ever want to be improve it?

...

But what I want to explain is this:

As long as children have to explain why they don't want a sexual future, forced into puberty and mating against their will, then this isn't a culture that protects children from sex.

It's a culture that worships females that have been limited into being livestock and extreme sexuality, while claiming they are somehow the only ones that are "safe around children".


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The ailment this planet seems to be wallowing in might be described as a "spider domestication and farming attempt, advertising itself as spider heaven".

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Blackarachnia holds a lot of stellar symbolic meaning, as a sentient robot that turns back and fourth between spider and female humanoid forms:

TFA: Blackarachnia Uses The Key:



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Pinkie Pie completely "gets" Spider/Worm influence on culture:

MLP: Equestria Girls - Rainbow Rocks EXCLUSIVE





Right now, I can hear something elemental claiming, "Anything with a testicle is supposed to be full of poo"

The Ancient, Female UV-ray-Tree-Hacker Art of "Poo Bending":

Theory: everything China hates about America is based on America shadowing womanhood.

Theory: America doesn't hate China... unless China is hurting women.


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It's possible to seek superiority, without trying to pull anyone else down.

In fact, if you believe in human rights, and equality... and hope to see America thrive, that may be something to be aware of.

"What if Taoism dominates America with 'the way is that there is no way'?"

Then the "backwards speaking" America would believe in creating inferiority, and exploring inequality.

Which sounds like Wal-Mart's relationship with Chinese slave labour that isn't protected by their own government.

Harsh, but so goes the struggle to better yourself.


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Observing soil pressure creating manhood on a human form:

Males have been the chosen avatars of the land of this planet for thousands of years.

Observing stellar materials storming up the planet's males and making even young boys throw their lives at females cheaply as possible, while presenting females as "innocent and safe for children":

The sun has a dominant 11 year cycle. The same as Jupiter's orbit, which implies women are actually pawns of Jupiter.

The great red spot of Jupiter may be the same size as Earth, because that represents our planet's soul on Jupiter itself (both planetary masses communicated at each other through light)... The rest of Jupiter being devoted to thinking of ways to keep our planet's males busy wasting their time and this planet's resources.

What if this planet got tired of throwing itself at Jupiter's playthings?

...

Not suggesting the planet waste its time enslaving Jupiter's pawns, since they have already been treated that way for thousands of years.

Suggesting that the soil itself reconsider how males spend their time.

Not suggesting males waste their time being homosexual with each other... Suggesting an attempt to ignore or transcend sexual manipulation, puberty, and menopause.


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After the last post, Jupiter claimed to be operating its mass shepherding with fair rules.

It then spent the last hour demonstrating that Chinese spirit of not protecting the poor... is currently winning in America because wealthy American males (aka the planetary influence in America) won't step forward spiritually and defend their system.

They just keep allowing all the pressure to go on poor people who don't like living here very much.

...

The planet earth is poor because Jupiter won't protect the poor, and that's why "Chinese spirit of not protecting the poor" is beating down poor Americans?

Really? REALLY?

This sounds like circular logic.


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It tried to play "something has a vagina near you... you lose, Molly!"

When I asked it why it thinks I'm supposed to throw my life away for someone with a vagina, it said "there are people who didn't give themselves to mothers like you did."

Okayyyy... how did I give my self to a mother?

What mother have I supposedly given my self to?

Are you accusing me of being a father?

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Soil just started pushing on me even harder, and more painfully, causing my body to go in the wrong direction even further... and said "another transperson committed suicide, I'm trying to help you."

Dominating my body with something that seems obsessed with throwing children at adults sexually and cheaply, through genital based puberty, isn't going to help an intersexual human woman.

I'm not trans. Trans means surgery and chemicals. I have a different situation, so a different word applies... although I have a huge respect for transwomen and some men, and wish them joy.

Also, its trying to give me sickle cell anemia again.

It's flooding me with soil iron and trying to dominate my blood with it, but it's using flimsy lies, so that it's ready for my body to argue off the attack, which then causes the iron to dissolve... taking some of my blood hemoglobin with it.

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Just reminded that it was trying to play "you have to be BETTER than Jesus or this star system will kill you. And we don't think anyone can ever be better than Jesus."

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No, you're not harassing me into evolving into a superior being.

The most UN-STORMED group on the planet has been young fertile females. Untouched by angry or confused materials, young human females have been what everything considers superior, and that is based on how females act and watching men and animals throw themselves at females desperately, sexually, and more.

If you wanted me to evolve into a superior form, you would allow my skin to gain protection in uv rays, which would make me darker.

You would also repair my partial genitals and make them like a normal female's.

Because having the ability to reproduce and carry life is functionally superior because that group is the one that raises children and is considered the righteous mate selector.

And having dark skin means I wouldn't be challenged by uv rays attempting to break up my melanin on the molecular level. Which would be healthier for my skin.


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An xx chromosome female character that finally thinks she has worked and studied long enough... that she now has enough of a grasp of what is important in life that she gathers up the courage to communicate what's wrong and how to improve.

"But that would devolve the female, and make her inferior!"

It's that why there have been so few female spiritual leaders , and philosophers?

You don't have to think when life is doing everything for you?

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An xy chromosome male that is certain beyond a doubt that he is the mate selector in control of his sexual reproduction, when life pressures him with an urge (to procreate, fuck, or whatever you want to call it).


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The storm was being gentle with me, and it said, "look at how giving females have been, they are generous and share with people. The meaning of life is to gift."

So... you are claiming that xx chromosome females are the superior being mate selector... because they are communal and giving?

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If females stopped being able to dominate everything, and weren't the mate selectors any more, would life be the same tomorrow?

Females being stormed up to prove their value to males, working and paying for everything... while the males were only expected to be sexual and provide reproductive services...

Does that sound like this culture?

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Now it's trying to prove that "superior mate selecting women" haven't been the calm center of the eye of the storm for thousands of years.

All of life being summed up with... "not a woman".


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Theory: Buckaroo Banzai Across the 8th Dimension is an exploration of a male character that is both a "martyr of perfection" and "superior being mate selector".

He is the son of an Asian father and American mother, so it's entirely plausible that he knows Mandarin.

He spends his time improving the world, and surrounds himself with male friends, who do not appear to waste time on homosexual relationships.

A black father even joins his Blue Blazer club and presents Buckaroo as a hero to his little boy.

And he rescues a "damsel in distress" that is seemingly talentless, suicidally unhappy, and potentially harmful to him.

She even admits that she knows she's only important because she looks like someone else.

And then he rescues her again.

Which warrants looking at the character again.


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It's still trying to convince me that human females are in the calm center of the eye of the storm because before males built their oppressive societies... Females were NOT the mate selectors.

I'm supposed to believe that female humans once layed around with their legs spread competing for attention and begging males to impregnate them as easily as possible?

seems freaking unlikely.

"Ignore dark skinned women hacking the plantlife through uv rays Earth, look at the wide variety of things being used by the star system to destroy you."


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Chinese word of the day: wanqu. In English: "bend".

Bonus word: yinjing. In English "penis".

Contemplate engine wanking.


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Last night, I felt my body begin to repair itself naturally. I was excited. I always am when it begins moving things... but then a few seconds later it stopped, and I was told that it was causing the males around me too much pain.

They weren't prepared to have their "testicles" turned back into ovaries.

...

"Female humans do not have the superior body."

"Okay I'll allow someone to stick their thing in me and make me pregnant, but you're going to have to make everything in the star system serve me."

...are you sure you don't want to allow the elements to repair your ovaries and put them back inside your torso?


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Theory: if females ever took control of the elements of the planet, and decided to repair all the males testicles... turning them back into ovaries:

It would certainly be an event.

...

There have been about 8 or 9 times that I can remember convincing the elements to try repairing my intersexual genitals naturally.

There is a moment where I know I've been successful... things start moving. And then the pain hits. I'm ready for it. I crave that feeling... It means I'm getting what I actually want.

But about a second after the pain hits... The movement stops and the elements fill up with the voices of males connected to the elements... trying to keep their testicles exactly where they are.

That's one of the best ways I'm different from a male:

I will NEVER fight to keep male genitals hanging outside my torso.

And I believe deeply that males ARE supposed to be fighting to keep them.

In fact, if females are going to defeat menopause and death by Sati, they may have to embrace the idea of their own superior body function, and challenge males to fight to prove why the function of testicles on some people should even be suffered.

If you are a female that wants to hear the elements fill up with the voices of males... now you know a foolproof method.

...

I was able to make the point that gender and sexuality was designed to be a more fluid system, and that much of life has been trying to treat males like a righteously punished group, and females like a righteously rewarded group for most of history...

But the missing element was no one has EVER moved naturally from male to female or vice versa.

There are surgeons and chemicals that can approximate a gender change, but truly going from xy to xx, including the ability to breast feed naturally and birth children... isn't happening.

So... if females are really supposed to be treated different from males:

repair some noteworthy males.

Show us what earns femalehood.


***


Just woke up to the elements around me trying to favor toxoplasmosis.

That's trying to consume humans and throw them at cats, as if felines were a superior being.

When I isolated the toxoplasmosis signal, it was communicating through soil.

Felines have a culture where the females do the hunting and males are mate selectors.

Is this planet trying to destroy humans in favor of a culture that seeks to cause the stellar life and the daystar to do the hunting, while the light bows down to the soil's ignorant mating choices?

...

Shouldn't Sati and ,"The Truth" of India be the ones who are being devolved into cats, having their brains consumed for expecting the daystar to work harder while giving away what little influence it has left?

Repulsive... now I can hear the soil is imagining organic beings eating poo. It's trying to take advantage of pets and wild animals being uneducated to take over their nervous systems. T_____T

My parent's cat was up waking around and meowing. I think the soil was trying to make pets eat crap in the middle of the night, when the people are sleeping.

Is that what American soil is like?

*

Do you really think males are so attractive on this planet that they should expect babies, expect the females to carry babies for them, expect the potential mothers to do the work, AND expect to be the male mate selectors?

Males are expected to throw their lives at females:

because males don't argue for child-free undying lives.

they don't argue for repairing their testicles back to being ovaries,

Because male sex is based on the possession of land, and the soil trying to take over human bodies.

The point is that if males really think they are so awesome that the stellar level should be crapping on everything in the star system for the benefit of males...

you're expecting females to become big manly men.

When we know storming people into masculinity devolves them...

So the females would rather have a culture with males that aren't being devolved into manhood.

*

Poo... instead of wasting your time ruining thousands of years of human evolution... trying to be cats or abusive widow-murdering Hindu people...

Why don't you try repairing testicles and put them back where ovaries belong?

So gender can work the way its supposed to?


***


I don't own land.

I haven't mated.

I'm not wealthy.

Why is the soil of other people's property trying to chew on my body?

Why is the stellar life allowing it to?

Is there anything I can do with my life that the planet isn't going to try and chew up and turn into shit?

*

I'm already giving, I share food with wild birds. My apartment complex won't allow me to do any more than that.

I can't mate until something repairs my intersexual organs and makes me a normal xx female.

I'd love to work on something and get wealthy, I am quite talented when I'm allowed to focus without interruption... but every time I try to do ANYTHING, money or not... the soil of the planet literally begins trying to chew on me and kill me.

An hour ago, I woke up to discover the soil was trying to chew on me while I was sleeping!

What am I SUPPOSED to be doing on this planet?

*

I was just told that "either you're the land owner, or you're the land."

If that became true:

Land ownership would make someone look like a young healthy woman.

ONLY land ownership would allow someone to look like a young healthy woman.

*

The voice said, "libie just doesn't want to take care of this person."

Thing claiming to be "Libie": ARE you the United States claiming that you are healthy and shouldn't have to be stormed up for any reason whatsoever?

Because until my injuries from my vehicle accident are healed, the insurance and social security payments I made ARE supposed to be taking care of me as part of my physical disability.

And I'm certain if America stopped having a safety net for me, it would lose any claim at being un-stormed.


***


Asia is still a foot less stormed looking than Americans.

If they are doing anything wrong, it might be a good time to make an example for women to learn from?


***


Just woke from a dream where I was seeing my grandfather's place on Summit Ave.

It looked the way he might remember it... It was looking like before I lived with him in the 90s.

The property was filled with spirits of many small dead animals. A couple of the spirits there resembled my families dead pets, but nothing acted like I remembered them.

I was told it was all of the things that died hating me.

It explained to me that all anyone who dies has to do to gain immortality in the stellar life... is hate me.

So the soil is trying to make its soul in the sun thrive... based on ME being the worst person on the planet?

What about all the people that have never even heard of me, or people that don't hate me?

*

"A second after posting this, a voice said, "you were Satan."

*

A moment later a voice said, "business men."

So... if people who try to make money are Satan, what can I do in this culture that won't mark me as part of Satan and kill me?

Also, marking me as "Satan" could mean you were listening to Eastern patriarchy that thinks all women are Satan... It could mean I'm a white person to uv rays... It could mean I'm a human trying to outlive this planet... It could be almost anything.

Why do you keep talking to me as elements that think words are more powerful than action?

"Communication over action is what builds the stability of a planet."

Then why does it feel like the stability of the planet is attacking me for communicating?

And why are you attacking my digestive system?

Is the sun marking anything with neutrons as "Satan", since the sun is mostly made of protons and electrons, and it doesn't understand "eating" as a complex organic being?

*

If you have to believe in "Satan", as something attractive to interrupt with soil... Why not simply label anyone who attempts to claim the land as Satan, since the land has to have a mindset different from land owners, if it wants do things land owners can't do... like grow plants or rejoin the stellar level?

*

Is there something that isn't considered "Satan"?

What IS it named?

What kind of relationship does it have with "Satan"?


***


About the following post, comparing China with Satanic culture:

I don't believe everything labeled "Satan" is wrong or evil.

For example, I believe that 666 refers to Carbon.

The element of Carbon has 6 protons, 6 neutrons, and 6 electrons in its atomic structure. It is also a moderating and balancing force in some ways... and interstellar carbon monoxide is the second most common element in space, which builds barbell shaped molecules that can polarize into sheets easily. Sheets that can actually "aim" themselves towards flows of communicating waves of energy in space. That means interstellar carbon monoxide is perfect for being a low energy and quiet listener in deep space that can act like an enormous eardrum to capture information and channel it towards things like planets to record the ideas.

The Carbon hears things that the high energy, higher turbulance mass of a star may not be ABLE to hear. Its on a very different frequency from hydrogen.

Carbon also has neutrons in it, hydrogen doesn't.

Once you factor human bodies being based on carbon building a compromise between the sun and our planet's elements... and you can understand how "Satan" could be something cast out from the fire long long ago, find itself wandering in the darkness where there is no God... only to learn strange things and approach the light with a tempting knowledge of Good and Evil, Life and Death... that even the light of God itself would barely fathom.

I am simply linking that post because I found it relevant and it supports the idea that right or wrong... it will be easy to tell the difference between a material that is communicating as "Satan" or "Christian".


***


From:

truthabouttaiwan.blogspot.com/…

By Lin

"yes, some things can be accounted as cultural differences, but the fact that SO MANY things in chinese culture are the EXACT OPPOSITE of christianity is pretty startling. i am pretty convinced that chinese culture is the devil's own thing:

christianity- dragon is a symbol of satan
chinese culture- dragon is good

christianity- 666 is the number of the devil
chinese culture- 666 is a lucky number

*the 5 elements in chinese cosmology are in the shape of a pentagram. they are also the same 5 elements in western witchcraft.

*feng shui teaches the arrangement of objects to invoke good energy. in witchcraft, objects must be arranged in a set pattern to invoke a spirit

christianity- God has a will, we must accept the final answer
chinese culture- we can do things to change the future (fortune telling, spirit mediums, feng shui, "yang shiao gwei" and other forms of witchcraft)

christianity- the love of money is the root of evil.do not love money.
chinese culture- love money. pray to gods with the primary purpose of getting money

christianity- there is only one God. we are to serve Him
chinese culture- i am a god. the temple deities serve me and my whims.

christianity- honor your father and mother but do not worship them
chinese culture- worship your father and mother as gods when they die

christianity- my body was given to me by God. it is His temple
chinese culture- my body comes from my parents.i should use it for them, even prostitute myself by marrying for a greencard.

christianity- think for yourself, make your own decision
chinese culture- follow others blindly

christianity- love your neighbor as yourself
chinese culture- love the self.

christianity- be honest in all your dealings
chinese culture- it's ok to cheat in business. all is fair

christianity- forgive your enemies,pray for those that despitefully use you
chinese culture- retribution. face is everything

christianity- consider your own sins, think about what you do to others
chinese culture- i can wrong you, but don't dare wrong me and my face

christianity- ritual is not important. the heart is
chinese culture- the heart is not important , just do the ritual

christianity- it is more blessed to give than to recieve
chinese culture- take all you can

christianity- people are handicapped thru no fault of their own
chinese culture- it's their karma.they did something in thier past life

christianity- God created the earth in 7 days and said each one was good
chinese culture- some days are evil. some days are lucky.

christianity- walk by faith. trust God for what we don't know
chinese culture- try to find out the future. eveything depends on me and luck

christianity- God loves us
chinese culture- the gods are angry. they need constant feeding or bad things will happen
the truth about taiwan: chinese culture is satanic
與 人相處不妨多用眼睛說話,多用嘴巴思考. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
truthabouttaiwan.blogspot.com


***


Right now, I can hear something elemental claiming, "Anything with a testicle is supposed to be full of poo"

The Ancient, Female, UV-ray-Tree-Hacker Art of "Poo Bending":

Theory: everything China hates about America is based on America shadowing womanhood.

Theory: America doesn't hate China... unless China is hurting women.

For those of you that have actually followed my journal for the last decade...

Look at how much we've changed reality already. That's with only a few thousand people max.

Now, imagine a free America.

*

"But how free?"

"Americans don't want to acknowledge talking elements, because they believe their culture of equality and human rights is already the perfect mindset to heal the elements, even on the stellar life. So, any elemental frequency that is talking to people... especially if it's speaking in Mandarin and harassing poor American citizens... is clearly not being American. And is therefore 'insane' and considered dangerous."

"They believe that acknowledging talking elements only feeds into a cycle of abuse and storms up innocent people, so Americans simply ignore extreme and dangerous elements, and make a huge profit sending them into self destruction."

"Witness the triumph of American consumerism over Asians being self destructive of their own environment and their own enslaved workers... all because their government refuses to embrace equality and human rights."

"If anything that disagrees with this obvious truth, as an element or stellar/celestial being, they will obviously be able to make their opinion known WITHOUT speaking in English words. And we've already witnessed years of the voice being recorded trying to defend insane, evil, and suicidally closed minded people... so those who live in the stronger position are best served by ignoring it."

"Finally, if the elements truly want to defend American people, especially to give them womanhood for building a culture that protects womanhood... talking promotes storming people with masculinity, and silence helps perpetuate our rightful place in the calm center of the eye of the storm."

"To wit: when you know you are right, the manipulative and contrarian pesty un-American voice... IS insanity. There is nothing to gain by arguing with the insane."

*

"Asians in love are real."


I think the iron pressure is trying to force leukemia on me.

Instead of allowing my body to digest and expel dying iron, as Billy Rubin, as part of my normal digestive system.

Iron is instead trying to act like sulfur attacking calcium... ie consuming my tissues and trying to acidically break down anything it notices about my nervous system and bones.

Not sure what to do... It's not responding to communication.

It's still being vague, but it's mostly claiming to be xx females that like being enslaved as a man's property.

This insane and un-American voice says its trying to eat me... its trying to make the soil's ability to influence our skin... cause my own dying hemoglobin to synch up with the idea of the planet being the only immortal being of this star system that will out-survive my body and all of the other potentially immortal children of God.

*

"You were The Truth."

The east Indian practice of murdering widows?

I'm certain that's evil, and one of the root causes of menopause. Are you telling me who I'm fighting or something?

"No, men are the soil... So making a micro quazar is the men of the planet killing the sun's protected women."

I'm 100% certain that it's possible to murder a star, but that is not the best or most enjoyable way to coax a micro quasar into existence.

Have you ever considered making a planet so fun to live on that the sun simply cannot hold itself back and WANTS to be here?

*

Iron always seems to be certain that "The Way is that There is No Way".

The greatest thing Asia ever did was convince the rest of the world that talking elements are "crazy".

Build Heaven or be consumed by those who have already.


***


"Star Wars was an attempt by the elements to tell the story of The Future of all of our planet's most influential religions and spiritual philosophies. And to also interject a few fundamental concepts that must of them haven't really processed properly yet."

"When iron attempts to act like a worm, or sulfur... Instead of a micro quasar... that may be a blood disease."

So... the pattern of behavior that leads to a micro quasar is actually a healthy part of a normal human body... and our relationship with our planet(s) and star?

That's awesome...

*

So, does that mean I've isolated the Hindu practice of Sati, or "The Truth"... to be the cause of not only part of menopause, but for creating a blood disease like Leukemia (or something)?

So why would the iron WANT to be wormy and sulfuric... Instead of acting like a micro quasar? Is there some incentive for it?

Or is it causing its own problems because it didn't understand itself?

Did the planet really think that it was going to abuse and annoy the sun into shining on us or eventually flooding us with pure life, letting it back into the stellar level, and saving it?

"The wormy iron is mostly land owners attempting to dominate people... sometimes to make females more sexual... sometimes to kill rivals... etc..."

*

"Healthy iron tries to live like a micro quasar, and doesn't try to kill humans... it knows humans that have equality and human rights are the key to the stellar level for our planet."

A different mind asked "if the iron starts being a micro quasar, does sulfur have to act exactly the same as iron?"

"No."


***


Theory:

Steven Hawking's body is degrading because his nervous system is actively denying and arguing against all of the most healthy opinions of the elements...

Because he didn't understand them, and actual life doesn't sound boring and cynical and "scientific" enough for him.

And his annoying bullshit of trying to negate the best ideas in life is starting to communicate through the elements that fall for him. Causing more people with degrading bodies in wheelchairs to sit around repeating back anything hopeful they hear... sarcastically.

Theory: Steven Hawking is dying because he fell for Chinese Mandarin speakers convincing everyone that talking elements are insane or evil.


***


Yet another day that I seen to have woken from my sleep to discover that my body doesn't belong to me... and death culture is trying to crush me and add my mass to the immortality of this planet being dominated by male land owners.

*

This culture refuses to acknowledge living materials, because "the sun sharing its light with us and growing food for us on this planet" is one of the greatest arguments in favor of humans sharing with each other...

If this culture had to become aware of the sun and planet being made of living material that was giving of itself... the isolation and unchallenged greed of commercial consumer capitalism would crumble to public opinion finally matching the opinions of rest of the star system.

Young fertile females are still in the calm center of the eye of the storm, until they die of menopause...

And the voice of the storm of the sun in the west is still considered "insanity incarnate" that needs to be destroyed with medication and hospitalization.

And the voice of the storm in the east is called... ?


*

"Not only is a human body a micro quasar as possible, but so is the constitution of the United States. The statue of liberty is a symbol of the ancient of days from revelations"

"So let's give sun something to enjoy here on the surface of the planet... let's end menopause."

Sounds fair to me.


***


Why is this planet afraid to make a micro quasar?

"It would kill people."

Actually, it would mean the end of death on this planet. When someone is done living here, they would rejoin the most living place in the star system.

"But there won't be any solid objects."

"The sun has more mass than this planet, what makes you believe the sun has no solid objects?"

"Aren't solid objects only made out of neutrons?"

"The sun can make or unmake neutrons and solid objects in moments if it wants to. Maybe there is something more important in the universe than owning stuff?"

*

The sun has chosen to protect young fertile female humans... by making that group the only one in the calm center of the eye of the storm.

I respect that decision and believe that we should find out how to widen that protection, not limit it or destroy it.

The grace of God is special, and I will do almost anything to gain access to the stellar life.

You simply need to show the way.

*

CARBON is ignoring the Constitution of the United States and instead of striving for human rights and equality, it's trying to drive everything into the soil... devolving everything downward and calling it "equal".

The soil is ALREADY immortal.

Everything on the planet ALREADY serves the soil.

The soil is enslavement and death and limitation being ENDLESS and unchallenged by the elements.

The only way to coax a micro quasar to happen is to try something different... make the sun WANT to be here, and enjoy this planet gently.

End death. End menopause. Build a free culture. Lower the rent.


***


The main forms of masculinity I've noticed are:

1. Sperm attempting to attack someone's brain or throat through their lymph system. Resulting in toxoplasmosis.

2. Iron attempting to mimic process #1, resulting in sickle cell anemia, or a breakdown of the digestive system, resulting in aneurysms, obesity, and tooth decay. This seems to play a large role in menopause.

3. Carbon pressure trying to turn hair into a mouth, which may actually be an attempt by carbon to divert the elemental attacks of #1 and #2.

I've done some research into the connections between menopause, sickle cell anemia, menstruation, and carbon, because there is a LOT of evidence that dark melanin is in control of gender via uv rays.

More importantly, I've been noticing that the frequency of sperm and testosterone may keep its self a base alkaloid by attacking everything different from itself... leaving itself to absorb nutrients and gain electrons.

Whereas acids seem to break things down in favor of elements, bases seem to break everything down in favor of complex molecules.


***


Why are Testicles seemingly so bad for a human body?

Theory: semen/testosterone has gotten addicted to being aggressive in attacking other molecular and elemental frequencies because it frequently engages in self destructive behaviors... ie it doesn't defend its own alkaloid conservation.

So aggressively attacking as a secret "correct pathway" became the soothing behavior that replenishes it.

*

It's discussing which came first:

The testosterone soothing its alkaloid nature by attacking everything...

Or the planet we live on creating a mountain of neutron heavy wealth by attacking everything...

Or the sun speaking through the planet's center, attacking all the cold inward-oriented mass from the galaxy...

Or the galactic bar attacking everything that didn't please it or follow its perfect recipe for superior beings, to keep star systems from stagnating...

*

We know that takes of immortality can only come FROM the center, where mass has the longest lifespan due to its location as a focal point.

We also know that hopeful materials are more likely to move inward and seek to add to mass and join that longevity.

We've observed on this planet that killing everything is static noise and builds a mass that doesn't die, but is flying away from the center of longevity because its not attracting enough inward-seeking mass.

*

It's decided that since I've talked at great length about my experiences communicating with the living universe, that I'm properly educated enough to allow me to remain ignorant and dumb for a while in the calm eye of the storm.


***


Let's embrace money simplifying everything, Eastern Patriarchy land dominators:

The elements are discussing the "false economy" similarities between black people kept as slaves in the southern plantation industry, females who raise families and are paid with room and board, helper animals who are often kept in cages and usually fed food made from meat waste products, and livestock that give their lives to feed us while being paid with room and board conditions that would drive most humans insane.

We haven't even touched on the needs of trees and the land being actively thwarted by human culture burial ritual and sewage systems.


***


I think Eastern spirituality are attempting to take advantage of all of the extreme black and white behaviors that they have tricked other cultures into believing, through history.

Yes... America is not perfect.

Yes... there ARE significant things that we need to change about America.

No... those changes will not happen if all you are doing is trying to kill people such as myself who SEE the problems and WANT to improve life on the planet.

Its time for the elements to decide:

What is more important to be working on right now... getting Asia to catch up with America's human rights and equality (America being the calm eye of the storm)... or trying to make America give itself away for free (Asia being the calm eye of the storm).
"If heaven is supposed to be the sun at the center of the star system, how can you justify having human bodies that are heavenly?"

We might only exist because of the stellar heaven, so why wouldn't you want human bodies to be aware of that?

Additionally, the more heavenly something becomes, the more free and radiant it seems to become. The better heaven can locate itself within someone, the more they will look stable and centered and calm.

How else would heaven spread itself?

"So, if our society doesn't provide free food, we will end up becoming part of a giant ball of sand, until the sun gets so bored it decides to eat the entire star system... And then we become the free food?"

I like that interpretation.

Iron says, "I'm expensive food."

Iron, while it's nice you understand polarity, have you ever considered that bending once in a while it's actually healthy for the soil quality, because having soil that naturally learns how to get full of nitrogen and plasma will create a more rich matrix for growing plants.

To wit: The soil should only be as polar opposite from the sun as it can... if it's trying to harden and dry out.

*

Something elemental just explained how females are the cause of race wars, but it forgot to mention that it was males enslaving females to ONLY be sexual... that first sent females down a path where one of their few influences on life was to start race wars.

If you think females have been starting race wars since before humans ever enslaved females... and that we enslave them for our own safety, then you'd be very Asian sounding.

America believes in seeking equality and freedom for all... to find out if it will end the race wars and allow males to have equality.

*

And if females (or males, or pretty much anything else) really are the source of being polar from a free food and equality culture like America, and they are forcing that opinion on others through the elements... then America's soil may dry out and die, and we will all starve to death.


***


What is the best way to show our star that you appreciate it?


***


Here's the sentence I will accept from the materials:

"Molly, I love you. I'm sorry for putting you through all this. You are clearly not what's wrong with this planet."

That's all my nervous system accepts. If you can't say that, don't bother saying anything to me. Thanks.


***


Everything was fine the last few days, but then I woke up this morning and was being crushed by iron and carbon, and any time I attempted to figure out why, or how to ask for help and record my experience in words... the elements were working to keep me from communicating meaningfully.

so I wrote the following:

Nothing will protect me from this planet.

All it takes to silence your enemies is an accusation of having a nervous system not completely dominated by the soil's death culture, real or false.

It's a murderous villain, and cutting it up for money is the hero's journey.

*

I've always been gentle in my actions, and had few expectations of others... why are the elements treating me so differently than I've treated them?

The dog outside started barking loudly... Something Elemental said "this is not gentle and you always want something done for you... to be let out, to be fed, to be let in."

If you think I'm too dependant upon YOU, then ignore me and let me die.

Also, I'm not a dog. I don't need someone to feed me or let me out.

*

"We are treating you the same way your culture treats pets and food animals."

I don't HAVE any pets or food animals. I don't have an owner.

If you treated me the same way I treated animals, you would be giving me attention and feeding me and playing with me.

If you treated me the same way I treat my food animals, you would be arguing in favor of me having equal rights to YOU... And then attempt to convince the elements to evolve animals into humans, if the elements don't want people to continue eating without a meaningful competition for evolution.

If you were ME, America would be gearing up to capture and domesticate big beefy Asians for not protecting their own children and women and poor with laws.


***


If the elements won't respect the ideals of this nation, and grant males equality with females (or vice versa), and livestock equality with their owners (or vice versa), the poor equality with land owners (or vice versa)...

...then the elements are letting us know that the ideas this nation is based on are meaningless and it will probably fail quickly.

"What if this nation continues on fighting against the will of the elements that build our bodies?"

Then it will become manly, simply to live in America, unless you are working to destroy it.

That's why we have the motto "United we stand" and "e pluribus unum". (Sp)


***


The path of healing intersex organs naturally must be available.

If the only way to gain womanhood is by removing your testicles, to remove yourself from the "male's greedy empire", because we are trying to stop evil males from reproducing...

...then doesn't that make every female that mates with a male and creates a baby, a traitor to womanhood... all mothers marked for death?
igh... Woke up with voices in carbon trying to focus sulfur on humans... it's not me this time, but I want a healthy immune system, so I have to comment.

This is fundamental to our immune systems working:

You have to focus sulfur on breaking down soil. Silicon.

If you focus sulfur on organic tissue, you are causing the sulfur in our digestive and respiratory tracts to attack the wrong frequencies and behaviors. Heartburn and ulcers are a symptom of sulfur eating human tissues instead of the bacteria and viruses of the soil. Sickle cell anemia may partly be sulfur breaking down iron. Receding hairline and thinning hair is from sulfur attacking carbon.

Also, sulfur can't attack trees, or you end up with worms infecting plantlife and root rot.

It doesn't matter what the silicon is communicating. It could be communicating as programmer genius hackers, it could try to sound like mothers breastfeeding their babies, it could try to be my grandpa, "injection party" silicon addicts and people with fake breast implants, people with silicon medical implants like artificial hearts with silicon valve seals, or anything...

As long as silicon is trying to get INTO people and it doesn't think we are perfect and ageless children of God, the closest thing this planet has to heaven... then sulfur needs to break up silicon to protect us.

If Silicon is seeking peace, it must be willing to lose disagreements to the frequencies of the materials that build us... to be absorbed by our bodies instead of trying to change us.

Until then, it is a threat to us and to the worms of sulfur.


***


Females have dominated fantasy to the point where "gender" in some cultures, is best defined as "trees and plantlife inhabiting the bodies of males, to better serve females with physical labor and sexual fertilization."

How backwards is THAT?

"I am the righteous phenomenon that needs physical labor and fertilization from men."


***


Theory:

There is never a demonstrable "winner" in ethnicity.

Females are using their place in the calm eye of the storm in carbon, hydrogen, and iron... to draw attention to skin color and racism... to confuse people that notice "important holes stealing service from the ecosystem by mimicking trees and plants."

Also, we are back to noticing that "racism and ethnic competition" benefits sexual reproduction, and mate selectors... And that females definitively dominate that category, physically and spiritually.

*

Now, I'm noticing males fighting each other because the "totally NOT females ecosystem" is drawing our attention to various methods of "incorrect mating"....

...which usually ends up with the strong messages:

"Don't be a male homosexual"
"Don't masturbate"
"Don't expect young females to be sexually easy."
"males correctly throwing their lives at the service of females"
and
"pregnancy being the path of least resistance".

*

Woke up this morning to sulfur trying to eat my carbon, even though I was sleeping... And it's claiming that a guy in this building thinks I'm the most "ecosystem hacker-y female in this building" and that there is some evidence that I want fertilization and physical labor.

Also, I've built more bird houses and feed more wild animals than anyone in this building.

And I'm not communicating through the soil, god bless the silicon.

So I'm going to allow this to continue, because if you want sulfur in this area to attack carbon, then I'M going to watch everyone in this building fall ill and die as their immune system stops digesting any REAL threat.

Because I know MY sulfur challenges the land owners (ie: "I'm a clever girl that married the land owner, so the rent is never high enough"), and silicon won't be me, because I give every idea I hear through it, away in my journal.

And because I think silicon is getting genius through programmers and I'm too irrational for them. And because females winning with extreme genital based gender in: the desert, the enslavement of the East, and the freedom and equality of the West... tells us something about gender and "noticing holes in the ecosystem that demand fertilization and physical labor".

While there is still no meaningful and clear "winner" of skin color or ethnicity.

*

Sulfur is hurting me more and more as this day continues.

Am I supposed to feel like the universe is trying to consume me and make me suffer?

It feels like I'm being eaten alive by worms.

*

Sulfur says, "you are movement".

So the immune system of desert culture females is based on flooding male brains with worms, and making sure nothing CHANGES?


***


Getting attacked by the most extreme sulfur pressure I've ever felt.

It's channeling voices of dozens of white females who sound angry and I am wondering when the hole in the ecosystem is going to get tall dark and handsome, but the voices just
Are just accusing ME of not being tall dark and handsome enough.

And carbon is crushing me from above while complaining that it can hear sulfur eating me... with nothing I do or think being wrong enough.

Carbon just said that sulfur is excited to eat me because I've "synched up with dead people".

...

Now I'm being told that I'm getting pressured by the digestive systems of people who don't need immune systems because the soil does exactly what they tell it to do.

Which would mean someone in the calm center of the eye of the storm of hydrogen, iron, and sulfur.

Someone with a perfect digestive system, and a thin waist, who never gets constipated, has perfect ph balance, so they rarely get bloated or fat.

Someone whose hair never goes bald, never gets facial hair, and has no unwanted body hair.

Their hair is big and full on their head, as if their brains were never pressured or challenged by the carbon, the iron, or hydrogen and oxygen in their lymph system reversing their digestion.

The soil in their digestive system is never trying to push upwards at their heads, to confuse or consume their brains or their hair...

...so they never have larger, thicker upper bodies, and heads.

*

It just spoke with a voice that came from the treeline, and claimed, "were not females."

Then why does it seem so apparent you keep only dark skinned female humans un-stormed by pressure in "tree heaven"?


***


I keep noticing there's a REALLY important hole that needs fertilization and physical labor... somewhere in the ecosystem...

*

Carbon said it wants people to notice "really loopy hair", And that some people's un-broken-up melanin only radiates on the same frequencies as tree trunks and soil.

*

It just claimed that dark skinned people are at the mercy of the carbon listening to light haired blonde and ginger women... And that the ionosphere filters uv rays according to their will.

It's claiming that they are the true racists that keep people different colors.

Which is interesting, because European caucasian women have a long history of spirituality involving a respect for the ecosystem and plantlife. Wicca and the Druids were known for having equality of gender and sex, too.

...

So, if its true that dark skin is at the mercy of blondes and white haired people...

Uv rays don't burn black people, uv rays treat dark skin gently.

And white skin is known for burning VERY easily, especially Nordic and Irish skin, here in the States. I know, because I'm Irish heritage, and have burned in only an hour, outside.

Why is dark melanin not being broken up on the molecular level, and why are white people the ones "radiating"?

Also, if the dark skinned population of the planet was at the mercy of blondes, then blonde hair wouldn't be a recessive trait that is in danger of disappearing soon.

What happens when there are no more blondes and gingers?

Are you going to turn into "dark skin vs white haired old people"?


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If its really important that we notice sex organ based gender... Because that's how "loving people blend in with the sexual fertilization signals and physical labor needs of trees and plantlife of the ecosystem" that are communicated through uv rays...

Then I'm still waiting for life to "famous and wealthy" up a dark skinned or asian "Chaz Bono type" for me. Harvey was too white.

Bonus points if tall, dark, and handsome is from outside the States.

^ this one idea clears up sooooooo much, if you understand the spirits that make gender and how they relate to skin color.

The goal is to see which one is more flexible... skin color or sex organ based gender.

Are you going to make Chaz Bono darker, or find someone xx chromosome who is already dark, wealthy, and famous like Oprah and make her tall dark and handsome?

(Because I just went through decades of sexist, racist voices giving me midnight sunburns with uv rays, while telling me that I MUST conform to sex organ based gender because its spiritually super healthy and fun, and the most peaceful way women remain so petty and in-tune with mother nature.)

Or did we just find the perfect recipe to expose desert culture hackers of the ecosystem, clearly and quickly?

Will we ever figure out who the smithy of all of these "jaded pink its " really is?

*

Carbon monoxide in the ionosphere, why are you filtering uv rays to make Caucasians super radiant looking?


***


And, here is the perfect counter-argument AGAINST "sex organ based gender":

Last night it went back to trying to defend turning America into "bloated white men".

The ideal of equality and health through human rights MUST be repeated until ppl get this: the story of america CAN NOT BE "Men winning by being manly".

Manliness is a human body being taken over.

It is a human nervous system being pressed on, stressed, and deformed... so at best it represents an argument in the atomic level.

...at worst it is humans being devolved into a livestock state, or elements rejecting humans out of them, forcing plantlife signals on them.

Traditionally, it has been part of carbon that is hacked into by melanin and trained to listen to Big Hair and pressuring males "inward"... and mostly undeservedly so (as we noted, the worst pressures seem to go to the wrong places, effectively making gender backwards).

because SOMETHING keeps trying to "prove" that manliness is the ONLY justified state... Because it forces "interconnected dependence"... people keep dying.

This is because manliness IS a series of symptoms of human bodies DYING because their nervous systems are being taken over by noon human signals.

I've noted time and time again that its generally taking over people's bodies with BACTERIA FAVORING BEHAVIORS... behaviors that originate as healthy patterns of life for trees and worms and interstellar carbon monoxide... unfortunately do not translate into health and longevity when you force those signals into a human nervous system.

this is not an attack on men or manliness, this is an attempt to SAVE THEIR LIVES.

If the culture accepts manliness as The Just State, then its going to KILL ALL OF US... as the elements attempt to locate "youthful" untouched and feminine humans and masculinize them... assulting their nervous systems and forcing bacterial favoring behaviors on their bodies... the long term effects of this, turn potentially ageless young ladies of any birth-sex into bloated and insane devolved mockeries of what humans SHOULD be.

is there is a REASON to ever apply manhood to someone?

PERHAPS... but no one has ever demonstrated that this culture understands the process enough to operate it responsibly...

instead I've spent years documenting hundreds of systemic breaks in life based around gender and sex and ethnicity age.

Working with the planet or the ecosystem should NOT cause manliness... any planet should be able to find inspiring ways to interact with people that don't require taking over human nervous systems against their will and forcing bacteria into their bodies.

No one has EVER made a justified and sane case for that. For example, if people were rewarded with "manliness" for helping wild animals, it would be like saying, "Thanks for your kindness, and now I will eat your brain!" and that seriously makes no sense.

The ONLY situation I can think of that would warrant something being taken over and made to cope with manliness... would be the desert cultures that destroyed their own ecosystem entirely, and who seem to be set on playing God through uv radiation, and who are actively attacking anything that disagrees with them, so they can keep their bodies young and sexually attractive.

So I guess the only group *I* would masculinize, would be desert dwelling people that are not trying to repair their ecosystem.

But obviously life is complex as it wants to be, and plantlife has a right to pressure who ever it wants to.


***


I'm not looking for special treatment, I hope I am treated the same as everyone else that the plantlife doesn't consider a problem in need of being focused on.

*

Now it's telling me that the opinion of plantlife doesn't matter, because humans contaminated the phenomena of life that builds plantlife and humans as opposite ends of a meaningful spectrum... And that humans have taken both directions of evolution of that spectrum and labeled them "gender" and invested them into children based on birth sex organs.

Ok... So we don't have an ecosystem or a relationship with plantlife under that theory. That's desert culture.

Why are you touching me with desert culture?

If you are claiming to be channeling the spirits of males... then simply inform them that it's time to hold females responsible for repairing the ecosystem, since women were given the protection of tree heaven for thousands of years, and they never served the ecosystem or helped males become peaceful with the plantlife, like them.

...

"Womanhood" as we know it, is the elements listening to females and storming life on their behalf.

"Plantlife" is everything that its rejected as waste from a woman's body... embracing its servitude of women.

How is that NOT "opposite ends of a spectrum"?

...

The planet is overpopulated in comparison with our resources, so pregnancy is no longer the healthy looking path of least resistance.

*

Okay, it's still bothering me, so I'm going to sleep.

Let me know when desert culture wants to stop noticing soil coming to life, and when its done having fantasies about touching children and making them serve women with physical labor, fertilization, and correct mating.


***


Desert culture "gender" is thousands of years of males oppressing children by noticing sex organs, and females not arguing with the oppression...

Why is that allowed to be "peaceful" in the elements?

Trees and females both accept oppression and service to men?

Or does one group simply SOUND like it does, but is actually talking like plantlife, while living as different as possible from plantlife?

"I am the righteous phenomenon that needs physical labor and fertilization from men."


***


I haven't mentioned this stuff in a while, so here's some of my "if we are SUPPOSED TO have sex organ based Gender, it is currently BACKWARDS." manifesto:

All the evidence I need to cite to demonstrate that this planet is operating gender backwards from what it is supposed to be like is this:

Remember that idea that a hymen is meant to be a reward and is a record that children are supposed to be protected from sex?

Little males ARE kept away from sex. Little females are treated like they were born without any hymen, and are aggressively sexualized all over the planet.

Sex is being operated as if a hymen is on the males, and like a penis is "a perfect and protected sexual organ".

Little boys are treated like it would be dangerous or wrong to sexualize them... while little girls are TREATED like they aren't the ones that get pregnant.

Seriously, this is so obvious that I can't understand why its not the source of huge amounts of attention... since operating sex backwards seems like its the source of most of the problems our planet faces for its long term survival.

*

And how do we make little females that no one desires? They are supposed to be the masculine ones that grow up big and strong. we teach them to work physical labor jobs and to build heaven so that they can ensure the care of the next generation that they birth into the world.

And how do we encourage little males to be enjoyed sexually, for not being born with a hymen? Right... they are supposed to be the graceful pretty ones with enjoyable bodies. we try to make motherhood fun and enjoyable for them... because otherwise they won't want to participate in reproduction.

*

If estrogen isn't "protecting female reproductivity above all other concerns"... then what goal does it have?

If testosterone isn't "reproducing with females above all other concerns" then what goal does it have?

*

when males begin protecting MALE reproductivity above all other concerns, what it means to BE a male will change.

*

XY males are the ones that are supposed to have breasts, so they can bond with their babies. Giving xx females both the wombs to carry children and breasts is NOT building empathy, its allowing one group complete control over reproduction.

"But Molly, if males were the mothers and caretakers of children... and females were unable to work while they were pregnant, then how will families survive?"

If you can't afford a pregnant parent taking 9 months off work, then what justifies YOU MAKING MORE BABIES?

If society is so poor or over populated that its not protecting childbirth monetarily, then maybe thats a fucking clue that female childbirth isn't supposed to be protected spiritually either.

If moving toward womanhood is so discouraged by this culture that its not even considered a real option for xy males, then maybe trying to invest pregnancy on women isn't supposed to exist EITHER.

*

besides... where is all this important physical labor were supposed to be doing??? I don't see any physical labor jobs.

I see men standing unemployed in home depot parking lots and wandering around homeless in front of huge empty condominiums. And a military building drones and robots to fight our battles. and machines building cars and conveyor belts moving ingredients from food processor to food processor. And information technology, and programmers and entertainers.

*

"we're worried that males would rape children if they were the mothers."

1. fuck off. you're afraid of males protecting THEMSELVES.

2. why are you not worried about females raping children? what special magical force is it that you believe makes females impervious to raping children? Because I read the news feeds on the internet on a regular basis, and I've seen a lot of female teachers and parents get arrested for child rape in recent years.

3. if you are worried about someone raping children, and you don't trust them, then why the fuck are you reproducing with them, and demanding materials impel them to serve you?

*

Also, if you are worried that penises cause rape and child sex, then what better reason is there to stop making penises?

If you are certain penises are so dangerous, then why is moving towards womanhood not even considered an OPTION, much less CELEBRATED when a male tries to be a woman?

*

A spirit says, "I know mothers with penises are rapists, and I don't want to make them attractive or sexual."

Giving breasts and attractive feminine bodies to males would probably feel like getting very sexual for many males... yes... and its true that not being born with a hymen means many males might claim that its okay to sexualize children... since there is no proof of virginity to lose...

But if "sexualizing children" = "all of your children are born with penises"... then eventually that family line will have to learn how to attract big strong responsible females to them, or they will stop being able to reproduce at all.

*

And MY MOM didn't sexualize any children before, during, or after my birth... so what criteria are you CURRENTLY using to decide who is born with a penis?

The answer is that females that believe everything is perfect, birth males... Their offspring isn't the traditional mate selector, happy females birth servants.

And right now, it seems like our culture is acting like female children ARE supposed to be sexualized, and that seems backwards... it will lead to families where embracing pedophilia and incest births FEMALES.

...and that seems counterproductive to me.


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I've been recording for a long time that gender is applied wrong.

Then, we focused for a while on gender's long time relationship with land ownership and the ecosystem, and how things got so abusive and exploitive.

The verdict after years of considering different takes on gender... was that many of the problems in life are caused by gender being connected to sex organs, and that gender was being applied "backwards".

After a while, we started noticing dark skin seemed to have a heavy influence over gender, and things started shifting towards an "east v west" confrontation, on the basis of taijitsu building a form of spiritual monopoly of balance, by labeling things too white or too black and sending them away.

And some of that may have really been happening sometimes...

But the eastern historical record is strongly in favor of service, sharing, and responsibility... and recorded things like the phenomenon of "light growing our ecosystem" becoming contaminated, and that there seemed to be a powerful "dark and feminine" Yin spirit... And the n word being an attempt by Mandarin speakers to isolate a threatening or masculine spirit.

And that wasn't racism, because that was thousands of years ago, when it was unlikely that the average Chinese person would ever meet a black person.

...

So, noticing "gender problems" was pointing at dark skin.

And the longer we considered how Asia reacted to desert culture's effects on gender and uv rays... The more certain it became that the East was noticing dark skin also.

And when I was younger, I had an ongoing spiritual conversation with life about my intersexuality, and the longer it continued in the 1990s... The more it was trying to make me "prove" I wasn't racist.

Think about that a moment... this was a decade or two before I learned about uv rays and melanin and carbon... and how they seemed to have such a powerful control over our perception of gender.

I was experiencing gender being screwed up as a young person, and without ANY awareness that dark skin could even be involved in any way back then... The spirit of life started trying in earnest to define me and limit me... with skin color.

And I was raised to judge people by their actions and intentions... not ethnic traits. So I embraced black artists and musicians and truly respected them and listened to their opinions. I've only met a handful of people (mostly ska musicians) who can rival my collection and appreciation of Jamaican ska and reggae, British 2 tone, and American 3rd wave ska revival.

And I think many black people would agree with me that gender is administered at least partly wrong in humans.

Although, almost all of the black people I respect are not from desert cultures... so there may have to be a battle in melanin and uv rays, between desert culture people and stellar life people.

I believe those labels are important because they help build a dividing line for people of any ethnicity to demonstrate what they believe in.

Because I understand that there is a functional difference between dark and light skin, but I refuse to respond by turning this into a "light vs dark racist battle".

That isn't going to solve gender, it isn't going to help east vs west problems, and it isn't in line with my goals of equality and human rights. And it isn't going to help ease us into a happier ecosystem.

I will not ignore skin color, but I will not make that my only judgement of someone.

*

So, Wal-Mart and China have both based their success on creating and exploiting a female slave-labour force.

Is that ecosystem hackers, once again diverting the anger of the trees, for the benefit of the male wealth monopolists?

Because when you combine that, with the awareness in the West that "the ecosystem is storming up males to serve female pregnancy as the path of least resistance"...

It makes me wonder if the "karma" of East and West are being applied backwards, to further support the case that spiritual "reward and punishment" are simply and completely backwards.

"You seek spiritual punishment"

The West offered human rights and equality to females, and western males are being stormed up for it.

The East oppressed females and enslaved them, and wealth monopolies benefit, as the Eastern ecosystem collapses and they move from communism to capitalism.

...

Meanwhile, the desert heritage culture of Africa is celebrated as "roots".

*

Not that I would ever limit myself to only learning from "Scientology", but:

In Scientology, there is the idea of beings brought in space planes, who found themselves gathered around volcanos.

Interstellar carbon monoxide forms sheets or blankets in space, which is a synonym with "plane".

And carbon monoxide certainly gathers around volcanos... sulfur is also abundant around volcanic activity.

*

Now, here's something a bit more sobering about them:

A car crash that was spiritually loud as possible.

Again, an event heavily involving carbon monoxide.

The Un-Funny Truth About Scientology: youtu.be/e1mNRBhvGts

Remember when I had a walk in, a spiritual visitor... in 1995 when I was living in Minneapolis?

The spirit told me her name was Lisa.

And soon after, I found my self in a conversation with a spirit called "nula" (see scientology for "null a") and "shadis" (which I believe is carbon monoxide itself)

I grew up on Harrison Street, In North Prairie. My grandfather Red looked a lot like L Ron Hubbard. Now, those are easily written of as mere coincidence without meaning...

But I've felt the spirit of Tom Cruise talking to me through the materials before.

In fact, when I was put in jail because someone called in a false accusation of a crime on me... I had many lengthy conversations with what I believe was Tom Cruise or someone close enough to him that they could maintain the spiritual presence of him, including his voice and what he "feels" like.

When I was very young, the first character that I ever imagined was a being made of stone with a magma core, whose right arm was the scaled claw of a lizard or a bird.

Then I was told of ancient Saurian beings that evolved like humans, as the supreme being of their planet... they had language and clothing and buildings that may still be located in Jupiter or Saturn, deep under the clouds.

Now here's something white:

When I arrived in Seattle, I had already had a long relationship with spirituality and technology, and carbon...

So it showed me that it could focus itself around the utility pole wires and move along the grid as spirits that feed off of the electricity that "bleeds" from the wires. It tuned my eyes to a different frequency, and showed me these purple and orange clouds of twisting materials moving along the wires, when I was waking through Seattle.

And when the voices started interrupting me with communication from the utility grid, it did try to convince me that it was in control of my Vespa accident, and that my accident was meaningful in some way.

So... was that all females using plantlife to possess boys and turn them into zombies, or might I have a spiritual ally in Scientologists who want to help clear the energy of our planet by challenging females to repair the ecosystem?

*

Been feeling pretty "at peace with life" tonight.

Unless you are already wealthy beyond the average person, it's a good idea to keep in mind this:

Some of the wealthy / influential people don't want to explore a culture that accepts a living universe, because the giving and sharing life of the daystar is the best case to support a more communist and meaningful culture.

(A noisy, confused and dying galaxy without the longevity of a self preserving living material... serves Capitalism... and a disposable society with planned obsolescence)

Two of the larger changes that would have to happen, for a "correctly gendered" culture, are that females would have to embrace service / sustainability of the ecosystem to remain women...

And males should WANT to become women.

Those are admittedly going to be some big fundamental changes. But if gender/karma flips back to the correct way, those will actually be easier to solve than most people imagine.

...

Please be careful not to see a more communist society as a wealth grab, because it wouldn't be.

It's the wealthy moving from a leisure class status, to being stewards of historical movements.

It would be our culture finally being able to work collectively, under the supervision of the ultra wealthy, to build "great works" projects.

It would still probably all fall under the auspice of employment in business and governments.

On the plus side, this would probably be our culture finally gaining space travel, since we know some wealthy are interested in a mass herding future.


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Desert culture "gender" is supposedly thousands of years of males oppressing children by noticing sex organs, and females NOT arguing with the oppression...

Why is that allowed to be "peaceful" in the elements?

Trees and females both accept oppression and service to men?

Or does one group simply SOUND like it does, but is actually talking like plantlife, while living as different as possible from plantlife?

"I am the righteous phenomenon that needs physical labor and fertilization from men."

So, which is older:

1. Males of the desert culture oppressing females

Or

2. Females hacking into the ecosystem spiritually and demanding service from men, pregnancy being the path of least resistance, and being the mate selectors?

Was there a time before "males oppressed females" that all humans were peaceful with their ecosystem and females served plantlife the same as men?

*

After I posted this, my digestive system corrected, and I feel fine.

But now I'm noticing carbon pressure in my skin near my scalp, and I can suddenly hear carbon monoxide making a loud moaning sound outside in the sky.

Ok carbon monoxide... what's with the "suicidal cloud behavior"?

"Females are trying to base their womanhood on storming up everything that isn't a human female and breaking up relationships in the environment."

My womanhood is based on recognizing that females need to be challenged to become peaceful with the environment that builds them, to earn womanhood.

Instead of basing it on genitals, like desert culture.

*

If you ignore genitals, and want to understand gender better:

What we currently call "womanhood" is what a normal human body that is not considered a threat to the ecosystem should look like.

"Manhood" is the ecosystem taking over a human body.

Please help spread this awareness and reconsider how we are allowing very unhealthy mindsets to influence gender in harmful ways.


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After I posted the above, the carbon pressure increased, the moaning in carbon monoxide grew louder, and it felt like bacteria in my body started getting super powerful and growing out of control.

So... is this carbon monoxide claiming that animals in the wilderness are now "women that are properly serving the plantlife", and that I am not at peace with my ecosystem?

I'm noticing my gall bladder now...

Carbon monoxide... are you unable to find one single female human that is at peace with the environment enough to serve as your reliable narrator?

Carbon monoxide said, "I'm in you."

Carbon in a human body should NOT be trying to turn into carbon monoxide. That indicates a problem.

Carbon monoxide, why are you interrupting my nervous system, what problem do you think I am causing?

"You believe that females should have to earn womanhood."

But... believing that females don't HAVE to earn womanhood... is pedophilia!

Carbon monoxide....are you trying to penetrate my body with communications that endorse females of all ages being treated like women, without having to become peaceful and earn it?

Carbon monoxide, how do the other elements of this planet believe females earn their womanhood?

*



*

Carbon monoxide is continuing to try and press on my scalp.

Carbon monoxide, why are you touching me?

*

Carbon monoxide, you are a polar molecule, and when you are not forming listening blankets, you form wormlike trains of thought, yes?

Since you are educated about the possibility of the entire galaxy, it's easy for you to recognize things this planet is doing "wrong", yes?

Your mindset is not quite like a planet or a daystar, so you might be notable for challenging the perception and methods of both, yes?

Source of "licking".

*

Trying to force "licking" on me, is trying to turn my hair and circulatory system into carbon monoxide.

Carbon monoxide, unless you are willing to lose your arguments with me and consider me fine as I am... trying to force me to think about these ideas and write them all down for you is slowly suffocating me and killing me.

If worms, that have nervous systems built from sulfur and who primarily eat soil and water, are the perfect being for carbon monoxide, then trying to force these trains of thought on me, and never allowing ME to be correct... always favoring the soil...

...is an attempt to either devolve me into a worm, or to grow worms in my tissues that resonate with carbon in my hair and sulfur in my immune system and soil in my digestive tract.

...

So, does anyone learn anything if I point out that this process is not considered an elaborate torture method...

It's how the elements have been storming me up since I was a young teen, and trying to turn me into a "completely normal" MAN?

Even though I have made every effort to be peaceful with the ecosystem and gain womanhood naturally?

And that we know it's not an "accident", because every single time we try to reverse this process and send it towards females, especially black females... they absolutely reject it as "inhumane and evil to do to someone"?

*

So do you now understand why living underneath one of the few heavily trafficked bridges in downtown Seattle, where carbon monoxide gathers... could be an important part of this suffering I am being put through?

And why when I say "females are in the calm center of the eye of the storm of carbon", and that they seem to be sending carbon monoxide at me constantly... And It's hurting me greatly...

That I should be able to have some way to defend myself, especially since I'm getting pressured right now, and it's scrolling life I'm being righteously punished...

...but it won't tell me what I'm being accused of.

*

It just started making a gross popping noise, like a hymen breaking.

I HAVE NEVER BROKEN A HYMEN.

I HAVE NEVER PENETRATED ANYONE WITH OUT ASKING PERMISSION FIRST.

I HAVE NO CHILDREN.

I AM NOT GOING TO, AND PROBABLY CAN'T, SINCE I'M INTERSEXUAL, CHROMOSOMALLY.

why has carbon monoxide been sent at me with false accusations of hymen breaking... used to blatantly attack and harm me, since 2008 when I was living in that apartment under I 5?

And why has it been trying to lie so much and claim to be anything but females doing it, the entire time?

*

Now the carbon monoxide pressure is continuing through my body, and its pooling up in my lymph system, gathering where melanin grows in my nodes and glands.

As the elements continue to allow carbon monoxide to pressure me, it will eventually synch up with sulfur and my digestive tract will go back to attacking my skin instead of the food I eat.

*

Reminder: if I am not the source of the plantlife contaminating your immune system, then training your sulfur to consume human flesh is going to destroy your own immunity.

Because I have all of these arguments recorded, and I keep winning the environment to my side, by being a reliable narrator to the best of my ability.

RABIES:

Melanin attempting to attack the true source of plantlife that contaminates human bodies as bacteria and viruses: water... hydrogen and oxygen... The Daystar.

So, we can have the ecosystem attacking white males for not being oppressive and raping female children... which is probably the true source of most diseases attacking America...

Or we can have the ecosystem attacking females with dark skin for dessert culture attempting to break up all of our relationships... by using lies to promote racism, pedophilia, and sexism.

*

Our local carbon monoxide is pressing dark skinned females. It just informed me that they believe womanhood is based on "having a man". So, a female child becomes a woman by being certain that an adult male is devoted to them?

That is womanhood being dependant upon creating pedophilia.

What does a woman have to be like, to be "quiet as possible looking"?

*

Also, Milwaukee is one of the most racially segregated communities in the nation.

Evidence that female pedophiles are very dominant here?

*

Had to take a nap due to carbon monoxide giving me a headache.

Woke up to carbon monoxide communicating into my carbon of my hair, claiming to be females who are righteously imagining how different select individuals are from them. Without recording any of it themselves, and establishing a reliable narrator.

That isn't supportive of human rights and equality.

They should be explaining how they earned THEIR womanhood.

...

Oprah Winfrey is one of the most famous and wealthy women in the world, and she is known as a leader of women.

She also grew up partly in Milwaukee and Chicago... The two largest urban centers near me.

She represents everything that has been kept from me, and I would like to hear HER answering these questions as a reliable narrator of carbon monoxide.

Because she based her wealth in communication... she doesn't have children, or a husband, and neither do I. She has been one of my role models in life. She was Miss Tennessee, and so she isn't afraid of being a role model and presenting womanhood to males, sexually, intellectually, or entertainingly.

What does Oprah Winfrey believe females do, to earn womanhood?

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Ekkezakkusu Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You are sick and clearly have a mental illness.
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Woow! I LOVE your jewelery! I added you after you stopped making jewelry, so this is the first time I have seen your pieces. You certainly have a knack for aesthetics and Composition in your pieces! C:
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Cool to see you making jewelry again.
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porkshanks Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2014  Professional General Artist
thanks!

My art supplies were all in a storage unit 2000 miles from where I was living for about 2 years... and I was also focusing on publishing my boardgame... so it was tough not to be able to get any metalwork done!
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I just never understood why you never refunded the cane.
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Because I don't like being set up.  Read my latest journal entry.
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I'D LIKE TO COMMISSION YOU.
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Thanks for the offer, but I'm taking a break from selling art until I can finish publishing my board game.  Just out of curiosity, what did you have in mind for the commission?   I know some great artist friends, and might be able to forward you to someone!
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KALMASIS Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014
OH HAI THAR.
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MJbethanien Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014
Dear Porkshanks,

I would like to contact you regarding your possible participation in an exhibition in Berlin!
Please send me a message so I can tell you the details and concept of the exhibiton!

Thank you very much,
Miriam
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